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.Thursday, December 31, 2009 ' 12:58 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

wah!!!!! just in the twinkling of an eye its already the end of 2009??
wah.... seriously.... so FAST!!! O.O"'

hmmm....
today went count down with JoeJoe, Wind and his friends
Ting hui was suppose to be with us
but end up she's with Zz and the others...
hmmm~~

well... i and Ting hui went there quite early?
JoeJoe was on the way coming
so we went to McD to have our dinner first...

after eating our dinner we went walk around in popular..
then we met Zz somewhere near Speedy...

after awhile JoeJoe call me saying he's here in Sunway ady..
so we went to the Main Entrence wait 4 him..

after a while of wait..
he suddenly gave me a "Heart-Attack" surprise from the back
LoL!! freakin' scary =-="'

so after they met Joe,
They went their way i and Joe went our way...
lol, hahaha XD

we have been walking around SP for quite a while..
then about 9:45++ all the shops started to close
while others are opening until midnight
lol!! we went out side the SP for awalk
since the shops inside are closed ady...

outside the SP there's alot of security guard all over the place
ish... SPOILER!!!!! >:(
such a spoiler man.... x(

i hear JoeJoe say last year was better then this year...
cause they actually play the snow spray and "cai dai" until very geng XD

sad.... this year was my 1st countdown yet it went out quite boring...
hmmm.... :/

after walking around..
we went to the main enterence of SP to wait for Wind and his other friends
after met up with wind
we went to the Kim Gary and met up their other friend..
then we waited for the time to pass...

hmmm...
it was 11:30 when we started to wait...
then 11:45 we went to the place where's near Sunway Hotel
to see the Fire Cracker

before 5 more mints till midmight...
we already saw other ppl started to play the Snow Spray ady...
then...
5...
4...
3...
2...
1...
Happy New Year!!!!!

and then everyone started to Spray at each other
we also spray among our self
wahahaha, we spray until pretty fierce somehow~~ =-=
hahaha... who cares?? at least we have fun ^^

but somehow there's some spoiler too somehow... =-=
dammit...!!!

and so after that.. as we went to the MainEntence of SP
something happen...

there's some ppl who are after drinking
then starting to fight with other ppl
well... the police did chase after them
but in the end got beat up till the grown =-=
lol wth???

hahaha.... it was 12 something the Ting call me
asking me want to go back anot
hahaha... we meat up in AmpSquar
then saw some JackAss i facking hate =-=
Ish... Fvcking irritated to see his FvckFace!! =-="'

what ever... (dont want to care about that FvckFace!!!)
after ting and zz say they are going back
me, Joe, Wind and his other friends went to TaiPan and eat supper
lol... we are quite pretty hungry ady actually XD
hehehehehe~~ ^.^

oh ya.. and Ivan actually send me a SMS wishing me Happy New Year!!
Weeeee~ so happy XD
kakakakaka~~ ^.^

we walk a big round somewhere next to SP
i though there were going there to eat supper
but in the end it was actually looking for his car
LOL!!! its so freaking far away from SP!!
hahaha... so anyway..

before we went to Taipan
we went to a place where is near.... erh...
Sunway??? they say their are meeting a friend of their's
well... its a church actually...
wah... pretty surprise to see a church in the middle of a place
were is alot of factory... o.O
no joke!! hahaha... ^.^

and so after meeting there friend
we went to Taipan's McD and we eat our Supper there....

after reaching there..
their happen to saw there friend who
were with us in the Count Down
in the same place eating supper too!!
LOL!! such a coincident huh?? x)

we have been staying in McD for quite a long time since 1 something
after finish eating.. their started to chat for quite alot of things
wah.... didnt realize its already 3am in da morning @.@"'

hahaha... and so after that
they drive me back and that's the end of the story XP

hahahahaha.... so i guess that's it for today :)

Happy New Year everyone!!!
Wish u guys all the best in this New Year!!!! XD

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!





.Wednesday, December 30, 2009 ' 1:11 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

some realllly *Ehem* jokes from a friend of mine X)
hehehehehe~~ ^.^



Why are condoms transparent?
So that sperms can at least enjoy the scene even f their entry is Restricted!

Signboard outside a prostitute's house:
Married MEN not allowed. We serve the needy, not the greedy.

New AIDS awareness slogan:
Try different positions with the same woman instead of different position with different woman.

Why sex is like shaving?
Well, because no matter how well you do it today, tomorrow you'll have to do it again..

What will happen if earth rotates 30 times faster?
Men will get their salary everyday and women will bleed to death.

Why do 90% girls have left boob bigger than right?
Because 90% boys are right handed.

What is the difference between an UNDERWEAR & a STAGE CURTAIN?
When you pull down the STAGE CURTAIN, the show is over, but when you pull down the UNDERWEAR..... it is SHOWTIME!

What is the similarity between a wife and a chewing gum?
Both are sweet in the beginning but become tasteless and shapeless later

Advantages of having an affair with a married women.
They give like hell.
They do not yell.
They do not tell.
They do not swell and there is no wedding bell!

My dad told me that if Adam and Eve were Chinese, we would be still in Paradise. Why?
Because they would have eaten the snake instead of the bloody apple!





. ' 10:14 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted



小任性 鬧情緒 縱然愛淋過了雨滴
放開又握緊 會思念的熟悉
壞習慣 倔脾氣 沒道歉也可以忘記
那是什麼都不計較的記憶
再找到你悲傷的海邊 更靠近天堂 看的更遠
我們笑著跑很遠 海岸線的蜿蜒

一個微妙的體貼 我知道今天會是情人節
不是第一次聽你說永遠 淚水還是湧成溫泉
一個為愛的改變 我知道今天就是情人節
你要我看見我有多特別 讓心快樂的把回憶重疊

壞習慣 倔脾氣 沒道歉也可以忘記
那是什麼都不計較的親昵
再找到你悲傷的海邊 更靠近天堂 看的更遠
我們笑著跑很遠 海岸線的蜿蜒

為你唱一首歌的時間 淚水在腦海繞地球幾圈
每個翅膀裏都那麼笑得親切 那就像星光滿天
比一克拉亮的鑽戒

一個微妙的體貼 我知道今天會是情人節
不是第一次聽你說永遠 淚水還是湧成溫泉
一個為愛的改變 我知道今天就是情人節
你要我看見我有多特別 讓心快樂的跑過一整年
每年過366個節





.Tuesday, December 29, 2009 ' 8:38 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted



为什么你总是闷闷不乐
你知不知道你是最好的
这首歌 我唱这首歌
就是要给你快乐

世界上只有你独一无二
我为你填上幸福的颜色
这首歌 我唱这首歌
你要专心的听着

说你也一样爱着我
有一个温暖角落 那是我心窝
把你的爱收起来 放进我的口袋
不让你轻易离开
我会永远爱着你
到老还是同一句 因为我珍惜
轻轻的摇着懒椅 戴着老花眼镜
还记得我们这首歌

世界上只有你独一无二
我为你填上幸福的颜色
这首歌 我唱这首歌
你要专心的听着

说你也一样爱着我
有一个温暖角落 那是我心窝
把你的爱收起来 放进我的口袋
不让你轻易离开
我会永远爱着你
到老还是同一句 因为我珍惜
轻轻的摇着懒椅 戴着老花眼镜
还记得我们这首歌
说你也一样爱着我

说你也一样爱着我
有一个温暖角落 那是我心窝
把你的爱收起来 放进我的口袋
不让你轻易离开
我会永远爱着你
到老还是同一句 因为我珍惜
轻轻的摇着懒椅 戴着老花眼镜
还记得我们这首歌






.Monday, December 28, 2009 ' 8:52 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

it was a rainy night,
i was just so happen to finish shower
then Joe sms me...

saying he's out side my house...
though he was just playing a joke
so i just blow him off saying
"r u sure? please dont make a joke.. XD"

then he reply saying he really was out side my house...
and so i asked him what's out side my house...

few sec later, he reply..
"A BMW, A clothes-rack, and my house gate is white"

i was pretty shock that i went outside my house and check just incase...
and guess what...?

he was really standing out side my house
smsing me under the drizzling rain without an unbrella......

i was really quite stunned at the moment
when he was standing out side my house....
i mean..... its drizzling outside...
you could have atleast take an unbrella with u or something
instate of standing outside without a thing under the pouring rain....

and so i open my gate and pull him into my house...
lol.... seriously...
it was really a surprise that he actually came to my house...
seriously.... SO Surprise!!!!! XD

well.... he said he just drop by here 4awhile just to say hi and
said he came to visit me for a while??
LOL!! so sweet of him~~~ XP

ya.. its really for awhile only...
he said he got go back ady...
felt kinda sad somehow....
hmmmm....

and so as we walk out from my house....
the sky suddenly started to rain again...
sigh T.T"'

though wanted to accompany him to
his car but somehow he said nevermind...
sob~~ T.T"'

and so before sending him off
i gave him a GoodBye kiss on his cheeks
then he went off~

Kya...... though its sad but still
somehow felt so happy~~~~~~ XD
weeeeee~ bet tonight its gonna be a good good night ^.^
hehehehehe~~~~ X3

okok... good night everyone~~
Have a sweet sweet Dreams!!!!! XD





. ' 2:48 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

before start blogging...
i would like to say Happy Birthday to Erwin (A.K.A Wind)
wish u all the best and may all ur wish come true!! :]
hehehehehe....

ehem.. so anyway....
ok... life's pretty much "okok" this days somehow...
been visitting Joe almost everyday...
other then we meet each other during his break time...
i mostly would be hanging around in Popular
browsing all sorts of books, magazine... etc etc :P
hehehehehe...... ^^

so life somehow is just as simple as that!
hahahahaha....
hmmmm......
ok....
nothing to blog now..
haha ^^





.Thursday, December 24, 2009 ' 9:45 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

today is Christmas Eve..
as usual.. Family all already have plan for this Special event

but i also have plan for today too!!! well....
nothing much actually~
just that having Christmas Eve dinner
with JoeJoe and Wind!!!
well... suppose to be their other 2friends are coming too
but somehow they have their own plans already

hahaha....
so anyway....
i went there around 5something
cause u know mah, its christmas eve sure will traffic jam
so just incase.. went there early..

after reach need to wait another
2~3more hour till JoeJoe finish work..
haiz~~ wait until sososo long until want to sleep ady lor *.*

2~3hour later...
finally JoeJoe finish work le!!
Yay~~~ and Wind so ngam reach too
wah... 1st time seeing him wearing so Formal...
long sleeve shirt, black pants and a leather shoe... o.O"'
wow.. seriously.. wow o.O"'

well... dont get me wrong i mean...
cause for most of the time i met him...
he's always Just a singlet, a short pants and a flip-flop...
hmmmmm...
he say before coming here he have a dinner..
oh~!! no wonder la.... so formal XD
hahahahaha.....

so we walk around Sunway 4awahile..
then we take mini bus to ss15..

after reach ss15 we take another BIG walk to our destination

few mints later..........

after a BIG walk
we finally reach our destination

that place was pretty nice actually
and the chicken chop was such a worth!! XD
but in the end Joe's the one who pay the bill again ("'>.<)

Alamak!!!!! the total bill is about 51bucks
Wind paid for his own meal and other Joe Paid!! T.T
of coz Its really nice of him to paid the bill...
BUT Dotn chu think its a lil too expensive ady????
i wanted to pay half of it but somehow he keep rejected it!!
ISH!!!!! =_="'

so after the Meal we take a walk to the bus stop
and we waited for the bus for a LONG, LONG time......

we waited for a very long long time....
Wind Was so bored that he wanted to play a bet
its something like..
if there's no bus before 12
we'll have to take the Taxi home and
Joe has to pay the bill
but if there's a bus before 12..
well.... we'll take the bus home of coz~!!

hahahahaha~~~ XD

so from 10 something we waited until
almost going to be 12 something ady....

wah... i guess wearing formal really was that hot huh??
cause he actually took off his shirt!
well.... dont think "Negative"!!
OFCOZ HE GOT WEAR A SINGLET INSIDE!!!!! =-="'
zzzzzzzz~ u guys arr..... =-="'

after a hour of wait...
when its almost going to 12..
wind said we should take the Taxi home
but then suddenly a miracle happen...
a bus eventually show up!! yahoo~!!!!! XD

so we took the bus home and ya...
it was almost 12 in another 3.... 2..... 1.....
its 12 o'clock!! YAHOO!!!!!
Its Christmas!!!!!

weeeeee~~~
so after the bus reach my place..
i give Joe a goodbye kiss on the
forehead then i chao back home~~
hmmmm~
so i guess my Christmas Eve eventually end here!! XD

wahahahahah~~
its such a happy Christmas Eve ^.^
opps... I mean Christmas!!!! XD
wakakakakaka~~

so anywya...
hope every one having a Very Happy Christmas
with the one they LOVE!!!! X3

so again~ wishing every one a
Merry christmas and Happy New year!!!!! XD





. ' 9:38 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

its christmas Eve!!!!!
and another few more hour is CHRISTMAS!!!!

so..
Zen is here wishing every one a
Merry Christmas and a
Happy New Year !!!!!! :D





.Tuesday, December 22, 2009 ' 3:38 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

hmmm.... dunno what to blog actually.... XP
so i guess i'll just go straight to the point then?



so that's how things went out so far.....
hmmmm..... sry 4 my lazy-ness.... hehehe ^.^
I'm SO BORED!!!!!






.Monday, December 21, 2009 ' 3:25 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

today though i could have some
peace and hormony with my friend...
but somehow end up worst....

sigh....
guess life dont always goes as you please somehow....
hmmm.... oh well...
got to live with it too...
cant do anything anyway....
sigh.....

guess i'maam going to be moodless again..... :(





.Sunday, December 20, 2009 ' 5:01 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

as for todays onword...
I'm Unemployed! :D





.Wednesday, December 16, 2009 ' 5:44 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

i'm Bored, what can i do?? XP

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU
1. Sheen Chen
2. S.C
3. Zen
4. Zen Zen (ONLY MY CLOSE FRIEND CAN CALLED ME THAT WAY!!! >_<"')

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE
1. September 13?
2. October 12?
3. November 16 <33
4. -

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES
1. Read online Comic
2. Check FB
3. Eat breakfast
4. Read other ppl's blog? ^^

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY
1. Listening to music
2. Smsing with him??
3. Msning with him??!
4. Talking with him?!?!?!

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST
1. Debra
2. Ivan :3
3. someone
4. someone.... ^^

GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE
1. -
2. -
3. -
4. -
5. -
6. -

FOUR OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY)
1. Read
2. Draw
3. Sleep
4. Sms-ing <33

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION
1. Japan
2. Korea
3. Singapore
4. Canada

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS
1. Pepsi
2. 100plus
3. Coke Light?
4. -

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG (Handbag)
( I didn't bring any bag when i going out, but maybe..? )
1. Pencil Box
2. Drawing block
3. Colour pencil
4. Other things related to drawing

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS
1. Sunway Pyramid
2. -
3. -
4. -


TOP FOUR YOU LOVE SO MUCH
1. Family
2. Friend
3. "someone"...
4. and every one :3

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU
1. His Smile... :3
2. His Present... ^^
3. He him self??
4. EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM LA!!!!! =///="'


TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY
1. Bored
2. Bored
3. again... Bored
4. Just for fun XP





.Tuesday, December 15, 2009 ' 5:38 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

Conclusion after the Arguement...
THERE'S NO POINT SETTLE IT ANYMORE!!

You know what, fine!
If u want it this way, Then FINE!! Go Ahead!

I dont fvcking care anymore!
I'm Fvcking Tired of this Arguement!!
I'm even more Fed Up to Querreling with you for nothing!!

If you want to break this friendship so much, then GO AHEAD,
Its ur choice, I cant do anything anyway..!

There's no point 4 me 2 continue b friend with you
if you're going to keep the hatred in ur Heart!

In the end u'll just keep blaming me for RUIN everything only!
so conclusion? No Poing Settle it!!

If you wanted to break this friendship so much then go ahead!!
I dont care losing a friend like you...

Its not like you're my only best friend in this world anyway!!
I still have Debra, Kiki, Alicia, Ivan, Joe and much much more!!
each and every one them are much more better then you compare to you!!
and i Treasure them, Value them more then my life compare to you!!

so losing a friend like you is Not a big deal
though our friendship is almost going to be 4years
but since you want to break it so much
i might as well just going to pretend that
i dont know you from now on..

but once you break this friendship,
dont ever come back to me and say that u
regreted and felt sorry 4 what u have done...

dont ever say that you miss me,
dont ever say that you want me back,
dont ever say a single word infront of me...
cause i ain't gonna care about it anymore...!!

do what ever you want,
blame as much as u like,
until ur satisfied...

from now on..
you are just a fvcking nobody to me!

you go ur way, i go my way!
that's it, The End!!





. ' 1:58 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

Today was my day off..
went out with Joe today to sunway pyramid
for a movie :X

suppose to be on last tuesday..
but i had something to do so i told him on the 15 i

hmmmm... went there by Cab..
after reaching.. give Joe a call...
he said he's on the way now..
so i waited for awhile....

after a few mints wait.. i called again...
he said he's here.. here?? Where?? o.O"'
went inside and check...
he's standing there looking...
lol.. i surprised him from the back..
hahahahaha... XD

went to check out the time for the Movie "風雲II (The Storm Warriors)"...
its at 12.30PM..
Joe's the one who brought the Ticket..
Aiyo.... -.-"'

went for breakfast in Old Town Coffee Shop
order 1 cup of choco, 1 cup of coffee and bread
hahaha... while we are chatting and eating
saw Katrina and WK walking pass the Old Town Coffee Shop..
LoL!! Surprisingly.. WK wave at me, so i just wave back...
hahahahaha..... -w-"'

after the breakfast.. i paid for the meal!
Yes... hahaha!!! XD so after that we went for a walk..
walking around.. suddenly i remember something..
its a Christmas present and a Birthday present for Wind!! :X
hmmmm.... went to the shop look for the wallet..
hahaha X3

wahahahahaha..... so after buying it
went for a walk around pyramid...
then went to the cinema..
hmmm.... we buy 2 cups of coke and a regular Pop corn
but Joe's the one who paid again...
Argh..... -.-"' hmmmm....

just went inside, and so the trailer just started.. :X
hahahahaha....
i was looking at Joe wondering is he going to be alright?
well.... i mean..... :X
all he wears is a Shirt(quite thin one),
a Short pants and a sandal... :X
hmmmm~

told him he could have my jacket if he's cold
but somehow he keeps declare it
hmmmm.... trying to act cool huh??
haha..... XD

while watching the movie...
we are eating the popcorn together.....
then suddenly he took a handful of
PopCorn and put it infront of me O.O"'
but i was so blur that i just
took it from his hand and eat it.... ~_~"'
..... swt... -__-"'

hmmm.....
awhile later i did exactly what he did
early just to see what was he's reaction...
unbelievely... he eat it!
i mean... its something like i feed him la... -.-
DONK!!!! wth?! o[]O"'

yish!!!!! (="'=)
hahaha... XD
we somehow "Looks" like a couple watching the Movie...
lol!!! -.-"'

well.... while watching the movie
he ask me to lay down on his shoulder
eeeek!! O.O"' like that also can??!!! X3

hahahahaha.... though i dont want
but in the end he push my head down
so..... ya, eventually i lay down on his shoulder -.-
eeeeek!!! that's what a couple suppose to do..
NOT A FRIEND!!!!! =[]="' (WTH?!?!?!)

ehhhh.... so... in the middle of the movie
he started to sneeze and cough
kinda worried so i ask him is he alright
but somehow he's still trying to act cool??? -w-"'
hahahahaha..... right...
so i told him...
ok seriously... dont think wrongly...
no seriously... DONT-THINK-WRONGLY!!!!

welll.... i asked him to hold my hand
if he's cold though he still declare it but eventually he hold it... -.-

ahahahahaha.....
so.. ya, for the next half an hour....
we keep it like this..... o__o"'
erh..... right..... =___="'

so after the movie..
we went for a walk and we somehow walk
to Memory Lane to warp the present for Wind..

hmmmm~
took quite a while to warp it up...
oh ya... saw something intresting too..

an old uncle was holding a Boxset of Nokia NSeries
(forgot what model ady =.="')
and on the other hand is a warping paper...

so u can guess right?
the Boxset is a Present!!
dammit!! i bet whoever get this persent is sososo damm lucky man!!!!!

hahahahaha... ok back to ours..
so after the present is warp..
Joe paid the bill again -.-
but lucky i also paid half of it
then we go walk around again... :3

hmmm..... felt quite thirsty so we went to guardian and buy a bottle of 100plus
then.... Joe paid the bill again!
Aiyo..... its only 2 bucks.. y u have to paid?????
i got money and i can pay for my self ma!
ergh..... =-="'

after buying the 100plus..
we went to Jesco for a walk....
after a few mints of walk i started to yawn ady...
so we decied to went back early..
hmmmm...

we took the bus went back...
ergh.... took us quite long just to find the right bus
and i keep yawning and felt sleepy the whole time...

and so after a long long wait
the bus finally arrive! (YaTah!!!!!!)

there's only a few placese left so we sit at the back of the bus...
and guess what again? Joe paid for the bus ticket!!
Argh...!! you have to paid the bill dont chu????? =-="'
felt so guilty that he keeps paying for almost all the bill!!!! D:
Dammit....

so while on the ride, because og my tired-ness
i somehow wanted to fall alseep,
so Joe lend me his shoulder again
thought i dont want to but still
he push my head down
oh well.... i was fast alseep then....

......
......
......

felt something touching my finger...
slightly open my eye..
its Joe's finger...

ehhh.........
o.....kay.......
weird.....

felt like he's playing with it? (OR NOT??!)
argh.... dunno la!!!!!

so after a while of nap, Joe woke me up...
the bus finally arrive to my place...

so i walk out the bus..
wave to Joe saying good bye and i went back home

the end! >:P





.Monday, December 14, 2009 ' 10:12 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

u know.... today is Seriously such a GREAT DAY..
TO GET F*CKED UP!!


argh.....
my Life's so hard this days....
Not just Bored to DEAD, BUT MORE PROBLEMS TOO!!!!!

sigh..... that's so Great la...
and Things seriousl gose EXTRA GREAT too!!

Dont you think??
with Jayson and the Genting Matters
so GREAT right?! Argh....!!!

the problem here is....
First of all, Jayson said that this is SUPPOSE TO BE a "Friend Trip"..
Which means "Friends Only!"...
but for me i only keep sticking with Ivan the whold entire Trip...
and left them alone...
Second is.. Jayson also said that while on the Genting trip
he hear Ivan said from his mouth that
I GAVE IVAN 50BUCKS FOR THE FOOD
AND I HAD MYSELF STARVING!!!
Third of all is....
Jayson said that i should not let a strangers go into our Room...
but eventually i did, i let Ivan in our rooms....


Well...
First... If THIS IS a so called "Friend Trip"...
Then may i know WHY THE HELL I GOT LEFT BEHIND
WHILE U GUYS ARE GONE TO SOMEWHERE ELSE?!


Second.. IS EXCHANGE!!! NO GIVE!!! EXCHANGE!! EXCHANGE!!!!!

you see here's how the story Actually went...
on the 1st night in Genting..
My mom said she's coming gave me an Extra Jacket
so i ask Ainul and Ivan to accompany me to go look for my parents...
so went i'm in the Highland
i saw my Mom and dad...
well... y not u go refer back to the
"3Days2Night Trip to Genting!!!!! XD" in my Nov Post...

as you can see.... My Dad give my as Extra 100bucks right??
both of them are the New 50Bucks Note!
(if you dunno what i mean you may search through the internet by typing "new Rm50 note" for its image)
Ivan got so Intrested that he wanted to Exchange with me
so i Gave him my New 50bucks Note and he Gave me his Old 50Bucks note
So... F.Y.I, ITS CALLED EXCHANGE!!! NOT GIVE YOU DUMN ASS!!!!!

and lastly third,
Ok.. Fine, i admit this was my Fault for
Letting a "Stranger" into our room...
i apologize for this... But Still...
I NEVER FVCKING GAVE HIM THE 50BUCKS OK!??!?

you know what.... i'm seriously had enough already...
I SERIOUSLY HAD ENOUGH!!!

i'm so fucking tired to argue with you for this matter!!
and i'm EVEN MORE F*CKED' UP TIRED to
quarreling for all this 'Piece-Of-SHIT' small matters....

you know what....? what ever la...
Accusing me as much as u like la until ur satisfied...
if u want it this way i dont mind...

I dont F*CKING CARE Anymore...!!!


I'm so F*cking fed up to quarreling with you
for all this 'Small-Piece-Of-Shit' matters already...

This is what Ivan say through FaceBook
"To Ainul, Jayson, Adam and Wan Travis... ii can swear to god tat Zen did nt give me the RM 50 the 50 bucks is ii ask her to exchange with me. pls make things clear before accusing Zen... she did nt give me tat 50 bucks... as for Jayson pls open up ur big ears before anyhow accusing others and adding words in to my mouth... just wanna let uu noe... stop using dirty matters to brain wash ur friends is nt gonna work!!!"

Sigh......
Never mind already Ivan
is ok, thank you for helping me anyway..
but there's no point talking already...

oh ya... one more thing...
it has nothing to do with Ainul and Adam
only Jayson and Emir that's all...

Argh....
i'll just take all the blame
If they want someone to take the blame
I would rather take the blame instate
of wasting my time arguing for nothing.....
i seriously would rather take the Blame all by my self.....
really had enough already....

sigh.....
How nice i could End My Life now.....
i'm Seriously so tired of walking this kind of life already.....





.Sunday, December 13, 2009 ' 4:13 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

ok.. lets continue the story... :3

where did i stop again.....
oh i remember~!! :D

Joe somehow keep apologize to me saying
he felt sorry for not accompany for dinner.....
i wonder y dose he have to apologize???
i mean...... oh well nvm... -.-"'

hmmm~
Wind's friend brough a few comic books then they went outside wait...

so after Joe come back..
he and his friend had a few chat
i walk up then i over hear something about
a friend who stay near my place...
got really curious so i walk up and ask... :X
but they somehow said they'll tell me later....
ooooookayyyy...... weird... ._."'

hmmmm....
after that they left and went to somewhere and eat....
hmmmmm....... somehow still bored -.-"'
urgh..... sms awhile with Wind..
just wondering where he was
they were in Arcade....
well... good for them anyway... -_-"'

hmmm....
half anhour before going back..
they come back and look around again...
hmmmmmm~~ had another small chat with wind again... :X

then after a half hour later...
i finally can go back le!
Yahoo....
after saying bye to Joe, Wind and his friend
i went to Sushi Zanmai and wait for my dad...
hmmm....

we had our dinner in Sushi Zanmai...
damm....
we already had ate 3 times Sushi as dinner since last week.... -.-"'
(..... Sushi FREAK?? o.O"')
hahaha....

so i guess that's it for today...
oh almost forgot!!
IVAN SMS ME TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but he seems very sad...
well... not because i didnt sms him lately...
its because he just broke up with his Gf.....
sigh..... :(

i guess sometimes..
somethings sure can never went out well somehow...
somethings also sure can Never be perfect...
sometimes..
u'll have to lose it then u only can receive it...
sigh...... DX

Felt like crying somehow.....

I'm sososo sorry to hear that Ivan...
I hope you'll be alright... :(
Its really be a long time since we last chat through MSN....
sigh......

guess things going to be moody again...... :'(
imma going to Emo-Ing again soon...~~~~~ '"T^T





. ' 9:42 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

today....
it was Reeeeeeeeally Boring in da
early morning somehow.....?
hahaha.... Joe wear the necklace i gave yesterday...
hahaha... suit him quite nice... o.O"'
hmmmmm...

as usual, had lunch with Joe again..
while on the way to find place to eat..
suddenly someone stad my shoulder
its "Shakugan No Shana"!!
erm... sorry, i mean Shana!! XD
hahahahaha~ one of my Babe XD
she was on her way to watch movie
with her friend XD
we had a few chat then we say good bye to eachother... :D
hehehehehe... glad to see her again XD
weeeeeeee~~~ X3

then later because we wasted quite alot of time too look for
Wind's christmas present and Birthday present
we end up just buy bread and eat...
Joe's the one who paid for the bread...
ehh.... quite shy to accept it somehow.... -.-"'
hahaha...
so anyway... after that we eat and
walk around other place for awhile then went back

hmmm...... the whole entire afternoon was boring....
so lets Fastfoward!! Skip! Skip! SKIP!!! XD

While dinner Break, Joe went out with his Family for dinner
so i'm somehow left alone in my working place...

it was REALLY BORED TO DEAD somehow
cause the customer is really less at that time and
i'm really got Tired/Sleepy due to the music they play on air....
(Trust me... its a REALLY GOOD lullaby man -_-"')
i was so sleepy that i somehow fall alseep during my work!!

hmmm..... after a while of nap..
when i slowly open my eyes...
i saw a familiar figure... then when i look closer...
i saw Wind standing beside me and staring at me
and i really got shock the crap out of my life!!!!! (again!!)
he was with 2 of his friend, urgh..... dammit!! -.-"'

ok seriously.... i somehow started to dislike
how the way he actually appears out of nowhere infront of me..... =_="'
hmmmm...... dammit -.-"'

so while his friend was looking for comic
he was somehow standing next to me,
we had a few chat... well... nothing much actually...
then he chao back to his friend? O.O
ahahahahaha.... WEIRD!! =.="'

after that Joe sms me saying
he's sorry for not accompany for dinner break...

aiyo... y do u have to apologize leh???? -.-"'
hahahahaha... weird person XD
ahahahahaha... :3

well.... i'll be stoping here for the moment...
coz i'm lazy to continue the story XD
wahahahahaha~~
kk
i'll be back soon again!!! XD
till then BYE!!!!!!!! X3





.Saturday, December 12, 2009 ' 12:00 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

hahahahaha... dont mind my title... XD
its lame i know XD
hahahahaha... :X

hmmmm....
so... i havent been up date quite a while already huh? XD
my last update wast like 2days ago?????? O.O"'
hmmmmmm.....
ok here's how it gose...

Friday [11/12]
nothing much happen that day...
just that Speedy was quite buzy on that day...
hmmmm...... :X
had lunch and dinner with Joe as usual....
hahahahaha..... XD
and Smsing with Wind too??? o.O"'
er... hahaha XD
went back by bus today....
somehow fall alseep while during the ride in the bus
woke up saw my self on Joe's Shoulder -.-"'
no wonder sleep until so comfortable.......
hahahahaha..... XD
but lately....
still no news about Ivan.....
Argh..... T.T"'

Saturday [12/12]
hmmm..... Quite buzy then usual...
went with Joe for lunch again..
then buy something "something"... hehe ^^
later after lunch break
my Boss came, drop by some new stock
then chao.... weird... o.O"'
haha....

oh and i soemhow gave Joe a
Really Early Christmas present
its a necklact with a ring on it actually.....
and please.. DONT THINK WRONGLY!!!!! >:(
its just a normal standless-steel ring!
ITS-NO-WHAT-YOU-THINK-IT-WAS-OK?! =___="'
hahahahaha.... sweat...

hmmm... oh and guess what?
Today wind came!! O.O"'
at first he said he wont be coming cause he's at Gym
then suddenly he just appear out of nowhere all of the sudden
damm..... he really scare the crap out of me somehow..... -.-"'
hahahahaha.....

after that my mom called me ask me take bus home..
hmmm, so i somehow wanted to took bus home
then after a few mints of wait
my sis called saying that she's coming to fetch me
lol.... tot i wanted to declare it
but my sis came in the end..... -.-"'
hmmmm.... =,="'
after my sis arrive, i say bye to joe and Wind
then i chao back home with my sis.....
The end~ :X

so.... that's how it happends for the pass few days somehow? XD
wakakakakaka~~~??????





.Thursday, December 10, 2009 ' 1:05 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...





. ' 5:51 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

hmmm.... my day today.....
was seriously... "DOWN-2-DRAIN"....... -.-"'
and i'm Moodless like Shyt =_="'
still couldn't think straight yet....
Argh.....~

i'm pretty boring lately and ya....
its still Bored to Dead too.... D:
sigh.....~,~

Well....
Joe came today...
(Yay~~~~~??????)
hahahahaha.....????
well... its still bored somehow...
(Dammmmmm~ ~_~"') hmmmmm~~

well...
got my 1st Christmas present REAL early this year
from Joe actually... hmmmmm~ o.O"'
what a early christmas present dont u think? XD
hahahahaha...
but still its nice anyway~ :3
weeeeeee~~ X3

its a Mug, a red Mug actually? XD
and very cute too!!! XD
wahahahahaha~~~~~!!!!!! XD

Seriously, thanks alot Joe X3
i really appreciate it and
i'll treasure it well too :3
hehehehehe~ X3





.Wednesday, December 09, 2009 ' 6:12 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

lets just say that my day is a "OK" day...
other then my boss is kinda angry at me
for not doing well in my work..

every thing was fine...
well.... i guess?? o.O"'
hmmmmm~
my mind thinking too much non-sense things lately =_="'
it makes me go nuts somehow....
more like i wanted to bang my head through a wall.... =[]="'
you get what i mean? :X

hmmmmm.....
and Erwin (aka Wind) suddenly sms me today....
it start 1~2days back ago...

it gose with an unfamiliar number
appear on my phone screem said "Hi"
though it might be some prank sms so i just ignore it...

few days later (Today)
the same number appear again saying "is this ZEN??"
i was like feeling weird and blur at the same time...
so i replyed "Who is this?"

few sec later...
he replyed.. "Erwin"

when i saw this msg i was really surprisingly shock!
lol seriously...
i mean.... as i said in previous post..

we never really talk much,
we only met each other like less then 2days...
we mostly are like "Hi, Bye" only.. that's all...!!
and today he sms me???? O.O"'

i was really surprised and shock at the same time..... O.O"'
and some how curiosu too...
so i asked him how he got my number
and he said "From Joe..." o.0"'
ok.. right.... =__="'

hmmm~ well...
i dont really mind he got my number since i know him? (or not? o.0)
hahahahaha... ok.. -_-"'
so we somehow just sms for a while since i'm bored...
after a few sms he didnt reply..
though he might be buzy so i told him to sms me when he's free...

hmmmm~
after a few hours..
i finally finish my work..
then he suddenly sms me saying "wat time u finish work?"
and so i replyed "9Pm"

He: "Everyday?"
Me: "Ya =)"
He: "how u go back??"
Me: "mostlt my dad fetch me bak but Today i have to go bak by bus
He: "Alone must careful o.."
Me: "Oh kk hehe thx 4 concern =) u also b careful 2"
He: "Em..when is ur birthday??"
Me: "(Wondering.....) January 28... o.0"
He: "Getthing very near ady..so wat u lik 4 ur bday"
Me: "o.0 y suddenly ask like that?"
He: "Just 1 2 know.."
Me: "Actually i also dunno... i guess anything also can aslong got 心意就够了haha..."
He: "K..can 1 know ur full name.."
Me: "(Wondering again.....) Y u want to know? XD"
He: "Just ask.."
Me: "haha... u want chinese or english? o,0"'
He: "If can both also..hehehee.."
Me: "i dont really like nither of my name hahaha.. cause sound childish"
He: "T.T..."
Me: "Y u cry? o.0"
He: "Late only sms u.."
Me: "Oh ok?"

and that's how it went out so far..
until now he havent sms me back..
hmmmmm?
very weird huh?? XD
hahahahaha......
so......... weird....... "'~_~

hmmmm~ what ever~~ XD

Sian La!!! Didnt sms Ivan today!!!!!! DX
his stupid phone have to spoild now huh!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! (@£$%^&*?! SPOILER!!!!!)
@£$%^&*?!?!?!?! YOU DAMM PHONE!!!!! D:<

sigh..... T.T"'
I'm missing you again Ivan~!!!!!! DX





.Tuesday, December 08, 2009 ' 10:43 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

YAHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
Finally my wait is not a waste~!!
Ivan juts so online through MSN just just now!!! XD
and i'm so happy (or should i say hyper? 8D)
to see him again!!!!!! X3
weeeeeeeeewooweewooweewooweewoo~~~~~~ (^ .^)/

though it's just for a REAL short while but
it's still makes me happy just to see his face,
played his guitar and singing songs through the Web Cam :3

and he's still hanging his signature smile too XD
kya~~~~~ its still so magnificent as how i 1st saw him back then~ X3
wahahahahahahahahaha~~ XD

hmmm~ finally get to see him again :3
and he's still wearing the necklace i gave him too...
hmmmmm~ hehehe XD

but sad thing is he temporary wont be sms me for a while
cause his phone is SPOILD!!!!!
(Argh~!! Damm u spoiler!!!!! D:<)

but still...
i felt so satisfied now~
and it feels like all my problem
just so it actually VANISH without a trace too!! :O
(so geng hor? XD)
bet i'll get a VERY good good night sleep tonight XD
(tonight's gonna be a good good night~) XP
weehehehehehe~~ :3

hahaha okok~
that's it for today.. :X
i'll be blogging more soon if i got the chance XD
wakakakakaka
ok~ bb for now :X
Peach Out!!!!! XD





.Monday, December 07, 2009 ' 5:57 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

another boredom day pass again..... -__-"'
and i started to miss Ivan sososo much lately T,T
sigh......

i and him are started to sms each
other lesser and lesser lately T.T"'
argh......

can't blame him for not sms-ing me..
he's having money problem, family problem
relationship problem and
'so-on' problem going on recently..
and i couldn't help him to slove his problem....
so i guess its only make him more
headache to sms me anyway....
haiz...... T_T

i my self also having quite alot of problem going on lately too....

plus debra & kiki's problem,
AND that stupid @#£$%^&*!? jason's problem too!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!

as for jason's matter,
debra said that
she'll discuss this matter with who ever is in that genting trip
on this coming 15th of Dec -_-"'

Argh so fk la.....
felt so irritated just to think bout it...!! -_-"'
Argh.....!!!

Y things have to go this way?!?!?!
@#£$%^&* FK!!!!!
y so many things have to happen at once?!
i'm not that smart to settle so much things at once OK?!?!?!?!?!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!
@#£$%^&* My Life!!!!!!





.Saturday, December 05, 2009 ' 8:50 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

today at work beside bored, its STILL BORED -___-"'
sigh.....

my boss came this early afternoon
sending all the stock and stuff and whatsoever to my work place
and then she went back
left me and my boss's assistant arranging all the books -.-"'
it really took us quite a LONG While
just to arrange all the books clean and nice -_-"'
hmmmm.....

though Joe didnt work today
but he came with his sis
while i was still arranging the books...
hmmm....
he went for a haircut in APT
and it took more the an hour just to cut his hair
lol....
i went doze off while waiting for him....

in the end his hair looks still the same only XD
hahahahaha..... :P
hmmmm~~

recently i didnt sms much with Ivan le.... :(
felt so cold, and lonely too..... T_T"'
sigh........

well... straight to the point
my day dosen't went out so goood today...
sigh....... T.T"'

what ever......
Emo-ing~~~~~ ):





.Friday, December 04, 2009 ' 10:55 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted



just something to show the world~ :3
Be Happy always and
ALWAYS SMILE LIKE THIS SMILIE Does!!!!!! X3





. ' 8:26 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

dont mind my title...
dunno what to name my title XD
wahahahahaha.... :P

today at work was "FAILED!!"
cant concentrate at work..... -___-"'
argh....
seriously too much things went to my head already....
sigh...... T.T"'

anyway....
other then working "Failed!!"..
today Joe surprisingly treat us all McSunDae!!! :D
and its Choco flavour somemore!!! XD
Yapeeeeeee~~~~~~~~ XD
thx thx thx very much Joe!!! +w+V

hehehehehe.....
yummy :3

so... guess nothing much happen today...
oh ya... btw..

Jayson is mad at me for what happen back in Genting... -_-"'
ergh..... he pissed off with me
i also pissed off with him too....
ARGH FK!!!!!!!! Feel like wanna @!£$%^&*?!?!?.......
*This part is cut due to violence scene,
We apolgize for inconvenience cause*

argh la!!!!! >:(
so wanna **** him man!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!
what ever!!! ain't wanna see him for a few days!!!!!
so fvcing pissed with him ma!!!!!
MOTHER FVCKER!!!!!!! D:<

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





.Wednesday, December 02, 2009 ' 2:39 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

its 6:45am in the morning, everyone's a sleep..
yet i'm still awake, couldn't sleep at all...

although it was a breezing cold night now..
and its the best time for every one to get some sleep..

but i just couldn't fall a sleep at all
no matter how much tired i am today....

sigh.....
just felt so lonely and empty... :'(
its really been a lonely day today without Ivan around...

sigh.....
Just for a day that i couldn't sms with him
makes me feel so lonely and hard to fall asleep...

How much more i have to wait for
a long long time till i can see him in person?? :'(

sigh...
i guess i just miss him tooo much already today...
i really miss him to much that i couldn't fall a sleep at all...... :'(

i wonder how long shell it take
to see him in the "Next Coincident"?

although he said he promise me that he'll do
anything just to meet each other on the Nov 16 of 2010...
but i still wish i could see him ASAP in person :'(

sigh....
just now while laying on my bed..
i started to flash back how we met during the trip to genting....
keeps flashing back all the fun we had together...
and how he request to hold my hand... (blushing...)
i really miss all the fun we had together..

though i've been saying the samethings for many times already...
Yet i just couldn't forget how it happens on that day...

but still....
memory are still memory
it cannot replace the reality.....

sigh..... :(
how long should it take me to wait for you?
Ivan... i really missed u like crazy already...
i somehow missed u too much that i wanted to cry le...
sigh..... :'(

hmmm... oh ya..!
this somehow reminds me of a song....

though its quite an old song already...
but its still a very nice song afterall... :)

well....
just like this song...
No matter how long it takes..
I'll still be Right Here Waiting for you... :)
and I'll do anything just to see u on that day!

Though i couldn't see u in person for now...
But i'll always believe in u no matter what happens!! :)
I'll keep Loving you always and keep Blessing you too.... :3

So please, believe in urself too!!
Take a really good care of urself and be strong!! :)
Pray to God and God will always answer ur prayers!! X3

i really wish u could be happy
like how the Ivan i use to know back then :)

i really like your smile sososo much...
its really priceless to see you smile like this :D

cause ur Smile is like so magnificent...!!! X3
its like only once a RED moon he'll smile that magnificent? XD
hmmmmmm.....??? hahahahaha~~ :P
seriously... though i only know u less then a month..
yet it makes me feel like i've already know u 4 a very,very long time...

i wonder in our previous life
do we actually know each other more
then how we know each other in this life?? :3

hmmmmm~ :X
k la...
i started to get a lil tired already...
finally..... hehe...

well.. till then..
Good night.. :)
oh wait..
i mean Good Morning..!! X3
hehehehehe~ XP



Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh can't you see it baby
You've got me goin crazy

Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive this romance
But in the end if I'm with you I'll take the chance

Oh can't you see it baby
You've got me goin crazy

Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you





. ' 6:54 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

well... since its gonna take some time to wait for him...
might aswell do this then :X
hmmmmmm~

[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you.'
[ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[ ] You have run into a tree/bush.
[ ] You have been called a blond.
TOTAL: 2

[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[ ] You have choked on your own spit.
TOTAL: 5

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[ ] You have caught yourself drooling.
TOTAL: 4

[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just can't stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your 'inside voice.'
TOTAL: 7

[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[ ] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time. e.g. picks, cards, pens, phones, money, keys etc.
TOTAL: 8

[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[ ] You break a lot of things.[things? no. Rules? ya]
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[ ] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used frequently.
[ ] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.
TOTAL: 13

Take your total,
Multiply by 4,


Put the title as : I'm ___% mentally unstable.





. ' 5:38 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

today... it was really a bloody "BORED-TO-DEAD" day
without ivan!!!! and i'm serious!!!
due to my credit is DEAD...
i cant sms with Ivan!!! argh FK!!!!!!!! x__x"'

trust me...
ITS REALLY BORED TO DEAD!!!!!!!!!
sigh..... T-T"'
and today...
it really makes me miss Ivan till the MAX!!!!! DX
seriously.... :(

i missed him so much that i've been writing
all sorts of thing that makes me miss
him MORE then usual!!!!! :'(
and plus today Joe didnt work too...
that makes it a double or triple "BORED-TO-DEAD"
sigh..... -___-"'

i'm really really really going to be dead soon la.....
sigh.... no money to buy food, no money to buy credit...
PLUS no money to go back home?!?!?!
sien~~~~~ T.T"'

but lucky my sis come and fetch me back...
hmmmmm.. if not i'll have to wait for
a long time till the right bus come T.T"'

ehhh.... so today afternoon and night time
i just ate bread with tuna and maggi mee only (Tom Yan Flavour)
hohohohoho~~ T-T"'

hmmmmm~ so cham hor???
hahahahaha...
kk la.. that's it for now~~
till next time.. bye bye~!! X3

p/s..
i MISS IVAN SOSOSOSOSO MUCH NOW!!!!!!
where r u? D:
pls come back~~~~~ DX





.Tuesday, December 01, 2009 ' 8:31 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted

today had my day off >:3
hmmm....
woke up quite late today
realize it's already 3pm in da afternoon le -.-"'
hmmmm~~

nothing much happen today...
just receive 4msg in my phone
1 is from Debra
1 is from Ivan
another 2 more is from Joe -.-"'
zzzzzzzzz~~

hmmm~~
smsing in da half way realize my credit died -.-
i went out for a while to top up
my credit then come back continue smsing

hmmmm~~
it was still fun as always
smsing with ivan XD
wakakakakaka~~ X3

my whole afternoon was a total boredom
so lets just skip to night time...

night time my mom didnt cook
so my dad brings me and my family go out to eat sushi!! XD
YaHoooooo~~~
Sushi!! my Fav!!!!! X3

before going to eat sushi
i went to my working place to surprice Joe
wakakakakaka~~
he was quite shock that i was here XD
hehehehehe~~

after that we went to eat Sushi
it was quite a long queue to wait
for our turn to be seat..

and after a long wait,
its finally our turn!!!!! >:D
Sushi sushi SUSHI!!!!
HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

wakakakakaka~~ XD
pls forgive my hyper-ness..
it been a long time since i last eat the sushi XD

yummmmmmy~~~~
the sushi really taste so GREAT!!!!! XD

wakakakakaka~~
it took us quite awhile to enjoy eating our sushi X3
after finish eating, i'm really full like crap XD
my sister payed the bill
cause my dad forget to bring his wallet -.-"'

hmmm~~
so i guess today just went
out quite a normal day only... :X
hehehehehe ^^

and guess what?
i didnt cry today!!!!
YAy!!!!!1 XD
wahahahahaha XD
okok... that's it for today... :X
i'll blog more soon if i can get any idea's XD
till then....

Bye Bye!!!!!! >:D







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