okay.. being a little TOO perasan lately... dunno how to say this..... Just that i'm a little TOO consider about "Liking" when it comes to a guy's looking at..... =="'
yes i know.... i'm too PERASAN!!!!! Dx Argh.....!!! =.="'
hmmm.... well... all i can say is... i hate being perasan =.="' it makes me feel so cheap -_____-"'
@£$%&* Dammit!!!!!
so ya...... anyway, just gave him the present yesterday... got back home check FB saw his msg saying "Thanks for the Present :D"
and..... ya, pretty much like this lah.. hmmmmmm... i also dunno what should i blog about.. hahahahaha...
okok... that's it for now... 'till then.. bye-bye! :P
A little less conversation, a little more action please All this aggravation ain't satisfactioning me A little more bite and a little less bark A little less fight and a little more spark Close your mouth and open up your heart and baby satisfy me Satisfy me baby
Baby close your eyes and listen to the music Drifting through a summer breeze It's a groovy night and I can show you how to use it Come along with me and put your mind at ease
A little less conversation, a little more action please All this aggravation ain't satisfactioning me A little more bite and a little less bark A little less fight and a little more spark Close your mouth and open up your heart and baby satisfy me Satisfy me baby
Come on baby I'm tired of talking Grab your coat and let's start walking Come on, come on Come on, come on Come on, come on Don't procrastinate, don't articulate Girl it's getting late, gettin' upset waitin' around
A little less conversation, a little more action please All this aggravation ain't satisfactioning me A little more bite and a little less bark A little less fight and a little more spark Close your mouth and open up your heart and baby satisfy me Satisfy me baby
.Sunday, September 27, 2009 ' 11:08 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetness sake~~ -.-"' today was a total @&£$%^?! for me!! :X
reason...? i finally gave him his b'day present :X hehehehehe..... :/ hmmmm.... how am i gonna say this... it was like...
debra called him out.. he came out, but looking very callous..... ._."' he didn't see me... just walk straight to the corridor....
well.... he did look... but it's the "What-do-you-want-now" look OO"'
"ehh... i know it a little too late now but...... happy belated birthday~"
*gave the present to him*
".........." *Speechless?*
"ehh... just dont open it now.... 'kay?"
"ok...."
and that how its done ._."'
well.... to tell u honestly.. i'm not really that hyper.. in fact, i'm kinda scard... if u know what happen previously ya... u might aswell know about it ._.
erh..... just hope that he won't throw away that's all :X
but samethings wont happen twice right? dose it??? O.O"'
.Friday, September 25, 2009 ' 1:22 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
YaY~~~ One Piece 558's OUT!!!! XD Sweets~~~ :3
.Thursday, September 24, 2009 ' 10:12 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
"I-i-i'm VERY sorry!!" said a girl.
who walks into a room where she mistaken as her's..
"........."
there's a man in the room... a green pupil eye, black long silky hair, with a pure tan skin tone.. who just came out from the bath room half naked, with only bath robe below his body..
"I-i-i'm terribly sorry!! i... i must have mistaken your room as mine..." Said the girl again, with a shaky voice tone.
"........."
her head was hanging down low, seems to be very shy and blushing at the same time, since this is her first time seeing a man who is half naked right infront of her in her life time...
"i... i will be leaving now!!"
and so as she tried to open the door, a huge hand coming from the back of her stops her...
"Bang!!"
the door slam!
the girl was rather shock.. she was stun for a moment... then she slowly turn her head around...
it was him.. who stop her getting her way out..
she was scared, she couldn't look into his eyes
his eyesight was rather cold and cool... seems to her that he could just killed her by staring at his eyes.. she shut her eye so tight, wishing and hoping that she could get away this safe and sound
it was really an awkward scene, for her of cause...
her eye was shut so tight.. she dosen't know what going on.. but suddenly, she felt something warm on her cheeks.. she slightly open up her eye..
it was his hand.. so huge, yet so warm...
"Why are you crying?" He asked, with a cold but gentle voice.
just something i wanted to try out... wanted to try how dose it feel to be a novelist :? (seems to me it's a lil easier then cartoonist? OO"')
ya.... so pretty much like this lah... it's only half of it... i haven't actually figure out what's the next scene yet
and yes, i know its a lil..... erhmmmmmm.... SUCK! YES i know it Sucks.... well... shot me then!!! Dx
.Wednesday, September 23, 2009 ' 8:45 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
hmmm..... canna bored lately...
nothing to do, so i took out my sketchbook and start drawing...
wanted to draw myself in anime form.. but then the overall turn out to be a guy =_="' so i was like "ahh nvm, let it be~" =-="'
and so i finish in quite a while (about 45mints?) and the name is Christopher! :D hehe :P
later on i was bored again... went through some internet gallery and found a intresting pic... so i decied to drew it and also the same took me quite a while to finish it too :) it's quite a mushy pic anyway... O.O"'
if can i'll try to pose up the pic as soon as teck quan gave back my phone bettery =="'
ok nothing to blog liao so bb 4 now! XP
.Tuesday, September 22, 2009 ' 8:58 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
yes!!!!! today finally finish my extra Raya work!!! hehehehe~~~ XD so happy~~
but seriously.. it's really so less ppl =="' seems to me i'm working in a "Huanted Shopping Mall" O.O"' zzzzzzzz~~
but anyway... just just now.. after came back from work i check my facebook and guess what? a Msg from him!!!!! wow~~ =O-O= and so i replyed..
then he reply.. then i reply.. then he reply again.. then i reply again.....
then dunno how we somehow started to chat through facebook's msg inbox :X
well... hehehe XD now so happpppppppy~~~ XD more like hyper i guess.... :X hehehehehe XD
but then the chat end at 11.28pm :X i guess he's tired or sleepy so he offline ba? hahaha.... xD ok gtg now.. good night~~!! :D
.Monday, September 21, 2009 ' 12:00 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Happy Birthday, Wish u all the best~ :)
.Sunday, September 20, 2009 ' 7:42 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
hmmm..... its holiday now.. but it's gonna be a VERY bored week of holidays =.="' haiz.... no matter i'm working or at home... its just the same... bored bored bored...... =.="' BRODEM!!!!!
haiz... so anyway... nothing to write actually...
just kept thinking of him this few days... ergh... =.= can't earse him off my mind somehow... Dx even had the flash back of the 1st time i gave him the "thing" ...... =.="'
so... ya tomorrow is his b'day but the present is still with me...(Somehow... O.O"') wanted to gave him early b4 his b'day.. but due to the timing was not That good so i have to delay it...
but on second thought.. may be i should just gave him after holidays.... it makes no different dosen't it? (or does it????? O.O"') argh... what ever... =.="'
hmmm....... :? k nothing to write anyway.. bb 4 now D:
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you I was so wrong, forgive me
My heart broken like a wave My heart shaken like a wind My heart vanished like smoke It can't be removed like a tattoo I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in Only dusts are piled up in my mind
Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you But somehow I managed to live on longer than I thought You don't answer anything as I cry out "I miss you" I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless
What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry? Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely? I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't get close nor try to talk to you I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times
Don't look back and leave Don't find me again and live on your life
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way I can stand in some way You should be happy if you are like this I become dull day by day Oh girl I cry, cry You're my all, say goodbye...
If we pass by each other on the street Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to If you keep thinking about our past memories I might go look for you secretly
Always be happy with him, so I won't ever get a different mind Even smallest regret won't be left out ever Please live well as if I should feel jealous You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened
I hope your heart fees relieved Please forget about me and live on Those tears will dry completely As time passes by It would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby I pray for you
Oh girl I cry, cry You're my all, say goodbye, bye Oh my love don't lie, lie You're my heart, say goodbye
.Friday, September 18, 2009 ' 11:30 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
wooooooohooooo~~ yeepiez~~ Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~
hmmmmm..... wondering y m i so hyper all the sudden?? 'cause One PieceChapter 557 finally's OUT!!
LoL TeeHee~~ i mean Damm....~ its really drive me mad,nuts,loco, crazy,insane... etc etc just to wait for a week to see the newest O.P chapter!!!!! XD ok... make it 2 weeks.. last week they didn't update it due to Oda-sensei taking a day off :X
LoL~~ i mean..... it would really drive me mad,nuts,loco, crazy,insane... etc etc NOT to see the newest/latest O.P Chap..
ok maybe other dont care about it but to me....
One Piece is like the Best Comic/Manga/Animetion Among The Best!!
so...... now that i finish reading the latest chap... i Can't wait for 558 to come out MAN!!!!! yet need to wait 4 another week =="' ergh~~~~~ Dammmmmmmmmit~~~~~~ -__________-"'
oh well.... its worth waiting somehow :) One Piece FTW 4Ever!!!!! XD
One Piece Chapter 557's Cover :P
. ' 7:13 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
today is the beginning of the 10days holiday~~ yay.... (* []*)/
hmmm...... nothing much happen today... just that today teck quan came my house even though its holiday.... :/
later on go tuition then after that went for a hair cut
it took about half an hour just to cut my damm hair =="' hmmmmmm......
then after that took taxi to subang perade and work until 9 then my mom called me she come and she fetch me back the end :P
.Thursday, September 17, 2009 ' 1:35 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
i missed my chance today..... :( the timing was so SUCK man!!! ARGH!!!!! DX guess the timing wasn't that good/right after all... :C
sigh... i really wanted to give him the present but the timing was really like...... ARGH!!!!! @£$%^&?! MAN!!!!
hmmmm..... guess i'll have to wait again... wait till the VERY right/good timing... or should i say PERFECT Timing... :( haiz...... T T"'
i wonder when would the "PERFECT" timing come...... :( hope it come ASAP... :I
.Wednesday, September 16, 2009 ' 1:21 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
its tomorrow..... :X wow... time flies so fast... (Somehow...) O.O"'
hmm.... just finish wrapping the present.. all i can say is pretty much "O.K" only... =,="' (I Have No Skill in Wrapping Present...!! ~_~"') haiz.....
well... was suppose to gave him on the next week but turn out that next week was Raya and some more its a 1week Holiday
so i was like "ok then, lets make it to this friday..." and yet turn out friday No School and i was like..... "@£$%&*?! Dammit!!" =.="' so end up have to give him tomorrow...
........ O.M.G i think i'm having butterflies now @~@"'
well then.... wish me Luck~(?) Gam'bateh!!! XD
I'm gonna make you bend and break
(it sent you to me without wings) Say a prayer, but let the good times roll In case God doesn't show
(let the good times roll, let the good times roll) And I want these words to make things right But it's the wrongs that makes the words come to life Who does he think he is
(if that's the worst you got better put your fingers back to the keys)
One night and one more time Thanks for the memories Even though they weren't so great He tastes like you only sweeter
One night yeah and one more time Thanks for the memories Thanks for the memories See, He tastes like you only sweeter ooooooooh
Been looking forward to the future But my eyesight is going bad And this crystal ball It's always cloudy except for
(except for) When you look into the past
(look into the past) One night stand One night stands out!
One night, and one more time Thanks for the memories Even though they weren't so great He tastes like you only sweeter
One night, yeah one more time Thanks for the memories Thanks for the memories See, He tastes like you only sweeter
They say I only think in the form of Crunching numbers in hotel rooms Collecting page six lovers Get me out of my mind Gets you out of those clothes I'm a line away from Getting you into the mood
(wa-ooooohhh)
One night, One more time Thanks for the memories Even though they werent so great He tastes like you only sweeter
One night, Yeah One more time Thanks for the memories Thanks for the memories See, He taste like you only sweeter
One more night and one more time thanks for the memories even though they werent so great he tastes like you only sweeter
One night, One more time Thanks for the memories Thanks for the memories See, he tastes like you only sweeter
.Tuesday, September 15, 2009 ' 5:21 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
................
TeeHee~~ XD today didn't go to school... XD went "Flying" with debra, Kiki and adri btw teck quan came today!! was freaking shock that he got came today O.O"' since u know that.... erm.... nvm... so anyway...
we went to summit this morning.... we actually walk from debra house to usj2.. =.="'
then went to cc first since its was still freaking early... play for 2 hour then go to summit :P
after that went to arket and play some arket games then go to a Guitar Store and Jam!! XD then later on we just walk around since u know... summit was quite boring... :/ so its pretty much quite a boring "Flying" :/ hahaha... LoL =.=
and so we end up finish our money so we turn out have to walk back XD after reach to debra home we were freaking tired =.="' so i guess that's it for today... bb 4 now!! :D
izzit because of him...?? or maybe just a lil too much of suger?? hmmm.... ._."' i wonder..... =.="'
............
hahaha blek :P
.Sunday, September 13, 2009 ' 7:50 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Went to my part time work again today and finally bought the One Piece HandPhone Chain 4 him..
now all i have to do is wrap it and wait 'till his b'day then gave it to him.. yay.....
................
hmmmm... i dosen't sound So Excitied about it to you right?
well... at 1st i was Really Excited about it... but only until when i pick up a call from teck quan.. then my Excitation was all sink to drain... that's because i've got a REALLY sad news from teck quan...
his girl friend Miki, got Blood Cancer and just just now teck quan called me and he told me that...
............ man... i dunno what should i do now... i mean..
it's so sudden and so shock...
man.... i really hope that miki can get away with it may god bless her...
if she can't make it... i bet teck quan will emo 4ever....
haiz........ what a sick at heart weekend..... :( sigh........
.Saturday, September 12, 2009 ' 9:54 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
dunno y... suddenly start to think of him... hmmm...... @"@
...........
so anyway... today i went 4 my part time work at Subang Parkson had my break time around 4pm++
after finish eating at RotiBoy i went to SPEEDY for a walk and without conscious i suddenly found a very beautiful One Piece Hand Phone Chain and it was so nice that i suddenly recall something...
about 7~8 more days it'll be his birthday... and then, i suddenly have the urge wanted to buy it 4 him as a b'day present... i guess he would probably be VERY surprice if i brouth it as a b'day present 4 him???
well.... good thinking though but 1 thing... i DONT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY!!!!!! DAMMMMMMMIT!!!!!! Dx
now thinking about how to get the money and buy it for him before his b'day Dx Grrrrr~~~!! haiz..... = ="'
i guess i really like him until sot le....... Dammit!!! sigh..... ~.~"'
才離開沒多久就開始 擔心今天的妳過得好不好 cai li kai mei duo jiu jiu kai shi dan xin jin tian de ni guo de hao bu hao I’ve only left for a short while and already started to worry about how you’re doing today
整個畫面是妳 想妳想的睡不著 zheng ge hua mian shi ni xiang ni xiang de shui bu zhao My mind’s filled with you, as I think about you I can’t fall asleep
嘴嘟嘟那可愛的模樣 還有在妳身上香香的味道 zui du du na ke ai de mo yang hai you zai ni shen shang xiang xiang de wei dao Your cute expression when you pout, and also the fragrance on your body
我的快樂是妳 想妳想的都會笑 wo de kuai le shi ni xiang ni xiang de dou hui xiao My happiness is you, as I think about you I always smile
Chorus 1
沒有妳在我有多難熬 mei you ni zai wo you duo nan ao When you’re not here, it’s so hard for me to bear
(沒有妳在我有多難熬多煩惱) (mei you ni zai wo you duo nan ao duo fan nao) (When you’re not here, it’s so hard for me to bear, so troubled)
沒有妳煩我有多煩惱 mei you ni fan wo you duo fan nao When I don’t have you to think about, I am so troubled
(沒有妳煩我有多煩惱多難熬) (mei you ni fan wo you duo fan nao duo nan ao) (When I don’t have you to think about, I am so troubled, so hard for me to bear)
穿過雲層 我試著努力向妳奔跑 chuan guo yun ceng wo shi zhe nu li xiang ni ben pao Breaking through the clouds, I tried hard to run to you
愛才送到 妳卻已在別人懷抱 ai cai song dao ni que yi zai bie ren huai bao Just when love arrived, you were already in someone else’s arms
Chorus 2
就是開不了口讓她知道 jiu shi kai bu liao kou rang ta zhi dao I just can’t open my mouth to let her know
我一定會呵護著妳也逗妳笑 wo yi ding hui he hu zhe ni ye dou ni xiao I will surely protect you and make you laugh
妳對我有多重要 我後悔沒讓妳知道 ni dui wo you duo zhong yao wo hou hui mei rang ni zhi dao You are so important to me, I regret not letting you know
安靜的聽妳撒嬌 看妳睡著一直到老 an jing de ting ni sa jiao kan ni shui zhao yi zhi dao lao Quietly listening to you whine, watching you sleep till we grow old
就是開不了口讓她知道 jiu shi kai bu liao kou rang ta zhi dao I just can’t open my mouth to let her know
就是那麼簡單幾句我辦不到 jiu shi na me jian dan ji ju wo ban bu dao Those mere simple sentences, I can’t say them
整顆心懸在半空我只能夠遠遠看著 zheng ke xin xuan zai ban kong wo zhi neng gou yuan yuan kan zhao My whole heart hangs in the air, I can only watch from afar
這些我都做得到但那個人已經不是我 zhe xie wo dou zuo de dao dan na ge ren yi jing bu shi wo I can do all these things but that person is already not me
.Wednesday, September 09, 2009 ' 11:54 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Love, is it really that important? haiz.... :/
today at school was normal... except for the fact that the classes are EXTRA boring and somehow.. most of my friends are SICK!
and of coz is NOT H1N1 la... =="' is something we called it L.O.V.E Sick!!
sigh..... =="' ever since the "LOVE Atmosphere" is back it seems that almost every one in my class are falling in love and ya.... i'm the ONLY ONE that is NOT in a relationship YET..
so... ehhh... how am i gonna say this???? it feels canna awkward O.O"' i mean.... oh well.... nvm :)
so ya.... like i say.. school is as bored as usual so i dont think i have anything to blog about..... =.="' haiz....... =="'
乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影 wu yun zai wo men xin li ge xia yi kuai yin ying Dark clouds cast a shadow over our hearts
我聆听沉寂已久的心情 wo ling ting chen ji yi jiu de xin qing I listen intently to the feelings that have long been silenced
清晰透明 qin xi tou ming Distinct and clear
就像美丽的风景 jiu xiang mei li de feng jing Just like a beautiful landscape
总在回忆里才看得清 zong zai hui yi li cai kan de qing That can only be clearly seen in one's memories
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我 bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo Can a heart that's been thoroughly wounded continue to love me?
我用力牵起没温度的双手 wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou I tried hard to hold (your) cold hands
过往温柔 guo wang wen rou The tenderness in the past
已经被时间上锁 yi jing bei shi jian shang suo Is locked in time
只剩挥散不去的难过 zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo All that's left are sadness that cannot be dispersed
缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念 huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian Longing is like maple leaves, slowly drifting down
我点燃烛光温暖岁末的秋天 wo dian ran zhu guang wen nuan sui mo de qiu tian I light a candle to warm this year-end's autumn
极光掠夺天边 ji guan lue duo tian bian The aurora steals across the horizon
北风掠过想你的容颜 bei feng lie guo xiang ni de rong yan The north wind flits across the face that's thinking of you
我把爱烧成了落叶 wo ba ai shao cheng le luo ye Ashes from my burning heart falls like leaves
却换不回熟悉的那张脸 que huan bu hui shu xi de na zhang lian But I can never regain (your) familiar face again
缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念 huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian Longing is like maple leaves, slowly drifting down
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前 wei he wan hui yao gan zai dong tian lai zhi qian Why must I try to recover all before winter arrives?
爱你穿越时间 ai ni chuan yue shi jian My love for you transcends all time
两行来自秋末的眼泪 liang hang lai zi qiu mo de yan lei Two streams of tears that were shed for the autumn's end
让爱渗透了地面 rang ai shen tou le di mian Let the love flood through
我要的只是你在我身边 wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian I just want you by my side
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我 bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo Can a heart that's been thoroughly wounded continue to love me?
我用力牵起没温度的双手 wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou I tried hard to hold (your) cold hands
过往温柔 guo wang wen rou The tenderness in the past
已经被时间上锁 yi jing bei shi jian shang suo Is locked in time
只剩挥散不去的难过 zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo All that's left are sadness that cannot be dispersed
在山腰间飘逸的红雨 zai shan yao piao yi de hong yu The lush mountainside forest
随著北风凋零 sui zhe bei feng diao ling Withers in the North Wind
我轻轻摇曳风铃 wo qing qing yao ye feng ling I sway the windchime gently
想唤醒被遗弃的爱情 xiang huan xing bei yi qi de ai qing Attempting to awaken this abandoned love
雪花已铺满了地 xue hua yi pu man le di Snowflakes have already covered the ground
深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰 shen pa chuang wai feng ye yi ji cheng bing Fearing that the maple leaves outside the window are already frozen
.Friday, September 04, 2009 ' 7:40 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
muahahahahaha~~~ *Cough Cough Cough!!* =.="'
ehem.... today was my 1st day part time work at subang perade parkson
but all i can say about this work is.... TIRED AND BORED!!!!! Dx
eeeeeeeeeeeya... pretty much VERY boring and tiring AT THE SAME TIME...
anyway... back to the part time work... i only part time work at Friday, Saturday and Sunday as a promoter in Parkson
Friday is 6~10Pm and Saturday and Sunday is 12~10Pm my work is just promote the production and trust me... this promoter work is really really really dammmmmmm boring and tiring =.="'
zzzzzzzzzzz~~ ~_~"' erhahahahaha.... so.... erm.... i guess that's it for now? too tired to write the whole story... hahaha... ok~~ bb for now :P
To love someone is nothing. To be loved by someone is something. To love and be loved by someone is everything.
You're nothing, If You do nothing; You're something, when you do something; If You wan everything, You gotta do everything.
.Thursday, September 03, 2009 ' 3:16 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
i got the urge wanted to write something but i just dunno what should i write!! D: oh well... :/
after what happen 2days ago i started to become a lil UNnormal
or should i say more like STUPIDITY... (I guess? =.="') and so i also get a lil more Mad, Nuts, Loco, Crazy, Insane then usual.. :/
and.... ya.. i'm pretty much ALSO getting a lil too irritating and got on my friends nerves..
in result? somehow they dont seem to care much about me anymore since i'm getting more and more irritating THAN usual.. =.="'
kind of mood-less now... or should i say being Emo? dunno what to do..
i felt kind of shameless for what i did de other day =-="'
hmmm........ oh well... what's done is done.. i can't erase the thing that i've alread done.. so, guess i'll have live eith it? yeaaaah..... pretty much like this... hahaha.... :?
I open my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light I can't remember how I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain And I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain
Chorus: How could this happen to me I made my mistakes Got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can't explain what happened And I can't erase the things that I've done No I can't
How could this happen to me I made my mistakes Got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes Got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me
.Wednesday, September 02, 2009 ' 12:00 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
i will be dead for a few days.... need to refresh my mind a little... 'cause i'm a total idiot that dosen't know the meaning of IMPOSSIBLE what a stupid asshole i am... =-= sigh.... = =
.Tuesday, September 01, 2009 ' 12:00 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
the title says it all... the "LOVE atmosphere" is back again... haiz... =.="'
well... todays weather wasn't that good in other word its a rainy day today
haiz... my emotion is just like the weather... seems like it can't be help somehow...
most of my Friends they already have a Bf/Gf but yet i'm sitting alone looking at them with their Love once talking, laughting, being Mushy, cuddling and having fun with each other
what can i do? i'm just a nobody after all... :/ all i can do is just listening to Jay Chou's song - An Jing (Silence)
only this song can keeps me calm and at least not to make me think too much about this crap relationship... :/
Sigh....... =.="'
Only left the piano accompanies me throughout the day and night.. The sleeping cello, its so Quiet and yet so old..
I think you've made yourself Very clear I know and I'm sure You didn't regret it
You say you're upset too, but then I don't believe it...
You being with me was now in the past I hope he really loves you more than I do Only then will I bring myself to leave
You want me to say it, but it is awkward I don't even want to break up but Why must I depend on a smile to tide me through? I don't have the ability, To accept the both you and him
please Don't worry too much, I'll still be fine
You've already gone far away.. And I will also slowly walk away
but still Why is it that I have to accommodate you even tough when [we] break up?
I really don't have the ability, 'cause Staying silent doesn't come so fast
but somehow.. I will learn to give you up Because I love you so much...
ABOUT ME♥
Just another Average 16 Going to be 17year's old Girl that Love Mapling, OnePiece Very Much...
Z♥JJ(JY) LotsLots~ ^.^/
One Piece♥
Life is “Adventurous”
Be aware it's “Dangerous”
Who's gonna be “One of us”
And a trip goes on because,
We da pirate of the “Mass”
To the West, To the East
Gotta find my way, Sail away
All the way to “One piece”!!
