.Saturday, November 28, 2009 ' 10:18 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Its been a moodless day for me yesterday....
well.... How should i say this?
Hmmmmm.....
I've been maintaining getting in touch with Ivan through MSN
lately since the day we started to know each other...
then later awhile after i get my web cam
we start to see each other through web cam
he's been more and more handsome and funny
at the same time each day when i see him... :3
hahahahaha~
hmmm~ we have been chatting for quite alot of topic lately
and sometimes we would also talk/ask abit of censored topic too...
hahahahaha~~ :P
shhhh~!!! XD
when we were out of topic
he would sometime played his guitar and sang some songs
through the web cam..
sometimes he'll make up all sort of funny songs too! :3
he's very creative in making song~ XD
when ever he started to sing his "Creative" songs
it makes me LoL-ing for a Very long time... :3
and when he's bored..
he'll make all kinds of funny face to make me laugh
sometimes i could even laugh until stomach pain and tearing! XD
and so on...
But then Yesterday...
when he told me something about him self
the 1st reaction i had was not a smile on my face...
but weeping tears from my eye to my cheek....
It keeps weeping tears no matter
how much i tried to wipe it off from my eyes
I cried.. For the 1st time..
I cried so loud that I feel like
My world had come to an end already...
Its feels like My world had fallen to the Very Deeply Darkness
that can never Touch the Light again....
I cried so loud that I though that
there's no reason for me to live on my life anymore...
I Cried, I Cried.....
I Cried for a Guy that i only know him for less then a month
yet the way i Cried for him is like
he's the only Dearest Best Friend i ever had in my whole life...
I dunno...
I dunno why I could Cried for Him this badly...
I dont wish a guy like him to just gone like that
He's such a nice and wonderful guy
yet he have to suffer like this...
I mean...
What am i gonna do if he really
disappear like this all of the sudden
How do i gonna live without you?
How do i gonna survive without you?
How do i.....? :'(
I really missed him so much now......
How do I
Get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be?
Oh I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
Your my world my heart my soul
If you ever leave
Baby you'd take away everything good in my Life.
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
O how do I live?.
Without you
There'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me
And I
Baby I don't know what I would do
I would be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in My life
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever ever survive?
How do I
How do I
O how do I live?...
Please tell me baby..
How do I go on?
If you ever leave
Well baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know your everything good in My life
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
O how do I live
How do I live without you
How do I live without you baby.......
How do I live....
