.Monday, November 30, 2009 ' 10:10 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
It was about 2weeks back..
while i was on the way to genting
waiting for the bus..
then i saw him, smiling at me..
i though i saw an angel
cause his smile was so magnificent~
thought i could never saw him again..
but surprisingly/coincidently..
i met him again..
while i and my friends were
waiting out side the Game room..
He was looking around..
it was really such a once a red moon,
what a coincidently
that i could met him again...
seriously...
after know each other..
we quickly become friends :)
but happy moments never last long...
it only be 2 days we been together..
yet i started to miss him already...
sigh....
i gave him a necklace,
and he gave me his chain..
though its old but i still like it :)
i've been wearing since then,
never took it of unless i go shower.. :X
hmmmm~
he's such a nice guy~
really... its really hard to find a guy like him...
i fall for him for the 1st time
though he already have a Girl Friend..
but i still continue liking him :)
hmmmm~~
its been a while already since we started
to maintain in touch through MSN :)
day by day..
i've been happily waiting for his sms
and on MSN :)
it was really fun chatting with him...
and as we chatting more and more..
my feelings for him also grow more and more.....
like i say...
Happy moment can never last long...
until one day..
while on the way home, he fall off from his bike..
when he reach home he told me he's head was dizzy..
and he ask me...
"what if i cant wake up the next day, like my friend"
i was abit upset that he say something like that
though i told him not to worry too much..
yet i'm the one who's worried too much...
the next day when i sms him..
i almost thought he didnt wake up already..
it makes me worried like crap
but after a few hours of wait
he finally sms me back
saying he just woke up...
phew..... it was lucky that he wake up..
but this was the only beginning only...
after a few days..
he started to felt abit unconfortable
then he told me something about himself
this is where i started to be
crying each and every day...
(Re: a Tearful Cried)
every night before on my MSN
i always told my self not
to cry infront of him
no matter what he said..
but somehow i just coundn't hold back my tears
cause i started to like him more and more
how could i not cried for him?
i couldn't take him as a normal friend anymore...
though i know he already have a Girl Friend..
yet i still wish he could be mine..
i know this not a way a friend should do...
but i really cant hold back..
i just can't..... :'(
after seeing him suffering like this..
i just wish i could be by his side now and
hold him tight no matter what happen
i just want to be there for him
until he dosent need me any more... :(
i really really cant take my eyes off him..
i cant... :(
i really like it when he sing this song through Web Cam..... :)
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
and surprisingly...
he gave me this song :)
and i really really love it every much :)
All alone in an empty room
nothing left but the memories of when I had my best frIend
I don't know how we ended up here
I don't know but it's never been so clear
We made a mistake, dear.
And I see the broken glass in front of me
I see your shadow hangIng over me
and your face, I can see...
Through the trees
I wIll find you;
I wIll heal the ruins left inside you
cuz I'm stIll here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathIng now...
untIl I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees
I remember how we used to talk
about the places we would go when we were off
and all that we were gonna find.
And I remember our seeds grow
and how you cried when you saw
the first leaves show.
The love was pouring from your eyes.
So can you see
the branches hanging over me?
Can you see
the love you left inside of me?
in my face
can you see?
Through the trees
I will find you;
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I will heal the ruins left inside you.
Cuz I'm still here breathing now
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
until I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees.
Cuz you're not coming back
And you're not coming back
No-oo.. No-oo.. No
You're not coming back...
You're not coming back...
Take my breath as your own
Take my eyes to guide you home
Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'ms till here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here...
Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here..
Cuz I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
And I'm still here..
But you're not coming back.
And you're not coming back.
Cuz you're not coming back
until I'm set free
Go quiet through the trees.
i really like how the way he sang through the web cam...
really loving and caring :)
but now it end up like this...
i though i wont be crying anymore
but i didnt know i were crying more and more lately...
sigh.....
i really missed how we played
together when we were in genting...X)
how nice if i could turn back the time and pause it
i miss each and everything we do together
when i and him were together alone..... :)
i miss how he gave me his jacket when we 1st met,
i miss how he's reaction when he receive the necklace i gave him,
i miss the roller coster ride we take together,
i miss how we playing together inside the snoworld,
i miss how he hold my hands when he ask me to hold he's,
i miss it..... :'(
Very, Very Much.....
but most importantly..
I Miss Him the Most!!! :(
i Miss him so much that i want to see
him in person sososo Badly...
yet i can never wait till that time to come....
sigh.... i think i Cried again...
I Miss you so much.....
sososo much..... :'(
i wanna hold ur hands again like how we use to..
but i dont think time would
let me wait till that long......... :(
Sigh.....
He draw this through MSN :)
He looks cute with glasses X3
When he still had his long hair...
his awesome tattoo.... X3
He looks like a kiddy :3
the pic which i love the most....<3
well..
You know, just incase..
Before you go..
i just want you to know that,
No Matter where you are..
I'll Always Love you with my Whole Heart..... :)
