It was about 2weeks back.. while i was on the way to genting waiting for the bus..
then i saw him, smiling at me..
i though i saw an angel cause his smile was so magnificent~
thought i could never saw him again.. but surprisingly/coincidently.. i met him again.. while i and my friends were waiting out side the Game room..
He was looking around.. it was really such a once a red moon, what a coincidently that i could met him again...
seriously... after know each other.. we quickly become friends :)
but happy moments never last long... it only be 2 days we been together.. yet i started to miss him already... sigh....
i gave him a necklace, and he gave me his chain.. though its old but i still like it :)
i've been wearing since then, never took it of unless i go shower.. :X hmmmm~
he's such a nice guy~ really... its really hard to find a guy like him... i fall for him for the 1st time though he already have a Girl Friend.. but i still continue liking him :)
hmmmm~~ its been a while already since we started to maintain in touch through MSN :)
day by day.. i've been happily waiting for his sms and on MSN :)
it was really fun chatting with him... and as we chatting more and more.. my feelings for him also grow more and more.....
like i say... Happy moment can never last long...
until one day.. while on the way home, he fall off from his bike.. when he reach home he told me he's head was dizzy.. and he ask me... "what if i cant wake up the next day, like my friend"
i was abit upset that he say something like that though i told him not to worry too much.. yet i'm the one who's worried too much... the next day when i sms him.. i almost thought he didnt wake up already.. it makes me worried like crap
but after a few hours of wait he finally sms me back saying he just woke up... phew..... it was lucky that he wake up..
but this was the only beginning only... after a few days.. he started to felt abit unconfortable then he told me something about himself
this is where i started to be crying each and every day... (Re: a Tearful Cried)
every night before on my MSN i always told my self not to cry infront of him no matter what he said.. but somehow i just coundn't hold back my tears cause i started to like him more and more how could i not cried for him? i couldn't take him as a normal friend anymore...
though i know he already have a Girl Friend.. yet i still wish he could be mine.. i know this not a way a friend should do... but i really cant hold back.. i just can't..... :'(
after seeing him suffering like this.. i just wish i could be by his side now and hold him tight no matter what happen i just want to be there for him until he dosent need me any more... :(
i really really cant take my eyes off him.. i cant... :(
i really like it when he sing this song through Web Cam..... :)
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting Could it be that we have been this way before I know you don't think that I am trying I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I wont live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended I always swore to you I'd never fall apart You always thought that I was stronger I may have failed But I have loved you from the start Oh
But hold your breath Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I wont live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find It's impossible
So breathe in so deep Breathe me in I'm yours to keep And hold onto your words Cause talk is cheap And remember me tonight When your asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I wont live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I wont live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find You're impossible to find
and surprisingly... he gave me this song :) and i really really love it every much :)
All alone in an empty room nothing left but the memories of when I had my best frIend I don't know how we ended up here I don't know but it's never been so clear We made a mistake, dear. And I see the broken glass in front of me I see your shadow hangIng over me and your face, I can see...
Through the trees I wIll find you; I wIll heal the ruins left inside you cuz I'm stIll here breathing now... I'm still here breathing now... I'm still here breathIng now... untIl I'm set free. Go quiet through the trees
I remember how we used to talk about the places we would go when we were off and all that we were gonna find. And I remember our seeds grow and how you cried when you saw the first leaves show. The love was pouring from your eyes.
So can you see the branches hanging over me? Can you see the love you left inside of me? in my face can you see?
Through the trees I will find you; Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com I will heal the ruins left inside you. Cuz I'm still here breathing now I'm still here breathing now... I'm still here breathing now... until I'm set free. Go quiet through the trees.
Cuz you're not coming back And you're not coming back No-oo.. No-oo.. No You're not coming back... You're not coming back...
Take my breath as your own Take my eyes to guide you home
Cuz I'm still here breathing now... I'ms till here breathing now... I'm still here breathing now... And I'm still here...
Cuz I'm still here breathing now... I'm still here breathing now... I'm still here breathing now... And I'm still here..
Cuz I'm still here breathing now... I'm still here breathing now... I'm still here breathing now... And I'm still here..
But you're not coming back. And you're not coming back. Cuz you're not coming back until I'm set free Go quiet through the trees.
i really like how the way he sang through the web cam... really loving and caring :) but now it end up like this... i though i wont be crying anymore but i didnt know i were crying more and more lately... sigh.....
i really missed how we played together when we were in genting...X) how nice if i could turn back the time and pause it i miss each and everything we do together when i and him were together alone..... :)
i miss how he gave me his jacket when we 1st met, i miss how he's reaction when he receive the necklace i gave him, i miss the roller coster ride we take together, i miss how we playing together inside the snoworld, i miss how he hold my hands when he ask me to hold he's, i miss it..... :'( Very, Very Much.....
but most importantly.. I Miss Him the Most!!! :(
i Miss him so much that i want to see him in person sososo Badly... yet i can never wait till that time to come....
sigh.... i think i Cried again...
I Miss you so much..... sososo much..... :'( i wanna hold ur hands again like how we use to.. but i dont think time would let me wait till that long......... :( Sigh.....
He draw this through MSN :)
He looks cute with glasses X3
When he still had his long hair...
his awesome tattoo.... X3
He looks like a kiddy :3
the pic which i love the most....<3
well.. You know, just incase.. Before you go.. i just want you to know that,
No Matter where you are.. I'll Always Love you with my Whole Heart..... :)
. ' 5:54 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love Purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you Is to hold him when I'm not around When I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left him when I found him And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again, oh no Once again
There's nothing here for me on this barren road There's no one here while the city sleeps And all the shops are closed Can't help but think of the times I've had with you Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you Is to hold him when I'm not around When I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left him when I found him And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again, oh no Once again
Some search, never finding a way Before long, they waste away I found you, something told me to stay I gave in, to selfish ways And how I miss someone to hold When hope begins to fade...
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love Hope is hard to find
Dear God the only thing I ask of you Is to hold him when I'm not around When I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left him when I found him And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again, oh no Once again...
.Sunday, November 29, 2009 ' 6:47 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
i Cried again last night but the only thing is was worst then the 1st time.... i Cried until my eye are swollen already...
the next day i woke up my eye are really swollen like crap...!! as usual after eating my breakfast my mom fetch me to work..
my eyes are still swollen back then it makes my eyes looks smaller then usual =.="'
hmmmmm~ after awhile my eye finally back to normal
hmmm...... u know... Joe have been asking me a weird question recently...
Its something like.....
lets just say that there's this Guy that like a Girl so much that he willing to do anything for Her...
Although he knows that She already have a BoyFriend.. but he dosen't mind...
When she's sick he buy her medicine.. When she's alone he would willing to SKIP his class just to accompany her When he went to some place he would buy her a Very Special Gift that's only meant for her.. What ever she needs he gave her anything and everything.....
but then what he get in return was a Zero.. he had tried so many times but still it end up as a Zero...
He likes her so much that he could do so much things for her but in the end she turn him down to drain.....
so Joe ask me the question.... If i were that Guy what would i do?
well... my answer is....
"Nither Give up and let her go or continue trying ur best.."
but dont u think that Girl is a little too Dumb to not to like that guy? i mean.... he willing to do anything for that girl yet she turn him down to the drain.... that's so stupid!! seriously... i mean WTF man?!! >:(
How could a normal Girl turn down such a ALMOST perfect guy that is RIGHT INFRONT OF HER??! She is such a FUCKING IDIOT MAN!!!!!!!!!!
seriously.. she's the MOST IDIOT person i would ever met in my whole life sigh..... such an idiot sian.... -_____-"'
but somehow i think that guy in that story is Joe himself.. cause the way he said its like he had experence it before or something like that....
and so because of my curious i ask someone who knows Joe alil more longer then i do and yups~ just as i though..
It was Joe himself..... o_O"'
and the girl who he's talking about is a Girl on the Opposite side of our working place... :X hmmmm.....
sigh...... i really pity Joe very much :( he did so much for the girl he like but end up got turn down to the drain :'(
sigh..... after hearing the story for awhile... it was my break time i went out for awhile to buy some choco and straight away come back to my working place :3 i buy a small pack for everyone and a big one for myself X3
i give a small choco bar for Joe and tell he to cheer up abit :X hmmm.... seems like he feels abit ok i guess????? :X hmmmm~~~
anyway... i met Joe's Friend his name is enwin....
and dunno y..... i suddently have think something really out of my mind recently... how to say leh..... ehh..... lets just say i've been thinking all sorts of "Negative" thought through my mind lately
trust me.... its not Negative "Negative" thoughts... its Negative "Censored" thoughts... do u get what i mean? hmmmm..... :X really..... its Censored!!! DX
oh btw~ i feel like learning Muay Thai kick XD well... i dunno y... just suddenly have the urge wanted to learn :X feel like kicking someone's ass XD wakakakakakakakakaka~~~~ XD
but if i'm not mistaken Muay Thai is only meant for guys right? hmmmmmm~ i dunno!! XD wakakakakakakakakaka~~~~ X3
okok.... i've been writing all sorts of random crap lately that's it for today..... till then.. Buabye!!!!! XD
.Saturday, November 28, 2009 ' 10:18 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Its been a moodless day for me yesterday.... well.... How should i say this? Hmmmmm.....
I've been maintaining getting in touch with Ivan through MSN lately since the day we started to know each other... then later awhile after i get my web cam we start to see each other through web cam he's been more and more handsome and funny at the same time each day when i see him... :3 hahahahaha~
hmmm~ we have been chatting for quite alot of topic lately and sometimes we would also talk/ask abit of censored topic too... hahahahaha~~ :P shhhh~!!! XD
when we were out of topic he would sometime played his guitar and sang some songs through the web cam.. sometimes he'll make up all sort of funny songs too! :3 he's very creative in making song~ XD when ever he started to sing his "Creative" songs it makes me LoL-ing for a Very long time... :3
and when he's bored.. he'll make all kinds of funny face to make me laugh sometimes i could even laugh until stomach pain and tearing! XD and so on...
But then Yesterday... when he told me something about him self the 1st reaction i had was not a smile on my face... but weeping tears from my eye to my cheek.... It keeps weeping tears no matter how much i tried to wipe it off from my eyes
I cried.. For the 1st time.. I cried so loud that I feel like My world had come to an end already...
Its feels like My world had fallen to the Very Deeply Darkness that can never Touch the Light again....
I cried so loud that I though that there's no reason for me to live on my life anymore...
I Cried, I Cried..... I Cried for a Guy that i only know him for less then a month yet the way i Cried for him is like he's the only Dearest Best Friend i ever had in my whole life...
I dunno... I dunno why I could Cried for Him this badly...
I dont wish a guy like him to just gone like that He's such a nice and wonderful guy yet he have to suffer like this...
I mean... What am i gonna do if he really disappear like this all of the sudden How do i gonna live without you? How do i gonna survive without you? How do i.....? :'(
I really missed him so much now......
How do I Get through one night without you If I had to live without you What kind of life would that be? Oh I need you in my arms Need you to hold Your my world my heart my soul If you ever leave Baby you'd take away everything good in my Life.
And tell me now How do I live without you I want to know How do I breathe without you If you ever go How do I ever, ever survive? How do I How do I O how do I live?.
Without you There'd be no sun in my sky There would be no love in my life There would be no world left for me And I Baby I don't know what I would do I would be lost if I lost you If you ever leave Baby you would take away everything real in My life
And tell me now How do I live without you I want to know How do I breathe without you If you ever go How do I ever ever survive? How do I How do I O how do I live?...
Please tell me baby..
How do I go on? If you ever leave Well baby you would take away everything Need you with me Baby don't you know your everything good in My life
And tell me now How do I live without you I want to know How do I breathe without you If you ever go How do I ever, ever survive? How do I How do I O how do I live
How do I live without you How do I live without you baby....... How do I live....
.Thursday, November 26, 2009 ' 5:52 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Today was quite an extra tired day for me.... i was so tired that when i try to squat on the heels i fall asleep! O.O"' then awhile later my supervisor saw me she woke me up :X lucky she didnt scold me just asking me am i tired that's all phew..... lucky....
as usual~ i and Ivan were smsing again~ :X
then Debra and the others suddenly came to visit me hmmmm.... they invite me to go Ice Skating but i declare it cause i'm still in the middile of the work O.O"' hmmmmm.... sian..... D:
and surprisingly... i saw Simon in my place today!! O.O ever since he shifted the school, my friend and i never see him again then today i saw him!! what a surprice huh??! XD He's still as funny as how he was back then.... hahahahaha..... :3
he was looking around searching for movies... so i guide him with some movies and we also chit-chat for awhile and he show me some of his credit card he carried around with him wah.... so cool man!!!!! so young already have his own credit card :X
when i was showing Simon some of the movie dunno from where my boss just so suddently appear out of no where and ask me to check the stock -.- ugh... what a spoiler!! >:(
hmmmm... after check finish the stock Simon wanted to go back already he brought 2 movies one is Jackie Chan's Movie "the Myth" and another one is Japanese Horror Movie O.O"' surprisingly he likes to watch Horror Movie especially Japanese one O.O"' hahaha... :D
and before he go he gave me his number~ hehehehehe~ ^^V
then later on, i was really bored to dead that i wanted to do something.. so i went and look for Joe and ask him for some work and he said he only have some small small things to do...
well.... he 1st say no need but in the end he gave me half of his work to do :X hehehehehe XD
then later, someone came by the shop wanted to change his comic... so i check his receipt, and the moment i check the receipt... i got REALLY freak out Do u wanna know why???
His receipt is about a human high length and the total is like 3digit nunber.... wanna guess how much he spend on the comic he buy?
the 1st receipt i saw is RM438++ and the 2nd one is Rm238++ both plus together got about Rm6~700++ already le O[]O"' walao.... he ki siao liao de!!!!
although i love comic so much but i would never spend so much on it
and he one time buy can buy about Rm6~700 its really like WTF man?! u already can buy so many things with this Rm6~700 le la!!!!! o[]O sigh...... he so Ki Siao liao.....
then later on after my work ends i have to take taxi back home cause my family are all to tired to fetch me back..
i was abit out of cash so i ask Joe to borrow me some and i said i'll pay him back tomorrow :X and so he did... :X
it cost about 16 bucks to take the taxi from Sunway Pyramid to my home dammmm~ Expensive like shyt >:( haiz..... sian~~ ok la
later after reaching home the 1st thing i do is open up my msn and check is Ivan online apprently he did o.O waiting for me to online i guess~~~
hehehehehe ^^
after a few chat
he's been playing quite alot of song lately through the web cam XD
he played the guitar and singing songs wakakakaka~~ he's such a sweet man manXD kekeke~~ i wonder did he ever did it for his gf... hmmmm~~~ i think got de la XD wakakakakaka~~~~
but then my dad keeps disturbing me -.-"' what a spoiler~~ -__-"' hahahahaha~
hmmm~ hahaha~~ ok la so i guess that's it for today la~ bye bye bye~ hehehehehe~~ ^^V
Today was a normal day wake up at 10something brush my teeth, change my cloth then mom fetch me to pyramid and work
and today i Met this New guy in my Working place His name is Joe :X (he's G.I.Joe? XD)
1st time saw him was like weeks ago at first tot he was a cold person... hmmmmm~ :/
then later on the next few days he never show up again then just today after i went in to my working place he suddenly come back again... O.O"' so weird huh?
he say he went to Thailand with his family for a family trip... hmmmm~ that's so cooooool!!! XD
well... when i was doing my things he suddenly came up to me and ask me did i ate already and i said i did ate already and so all he said was like.. "Oh, ok..." W.E.I.R.D huh.....?? O.O"'
after knowing him a lil well he's actually quite a friendly person :) hahahahaha~~~ (well... Never Judge a books by its cover! :D)
hmmmm~~ i've been talking to him the whole day since i was bored to dead at work
well... of coz i got sms Ivan too :) how could i forgot about him?? >:3 hehehehehe ^.^V
so the whole entire day i've been talking to Joe and smsing Ivan :X Nothing to do also in my working place -,-"'
Have to find something to do or else i will really bored to dead de la!!! DX
hmmmmm~ so i guess is like this only ba? wakakakakaka
oh ya.. one more thing~! i just buy this new Movie called G.I.Joe~!! :D hope its gonna be a Nice Movie~~!!! XD wakakakakaka.....
.Tuesday, November 24, 2009 ' 9:33 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
well.... its Dedicated to you!! hope u like it? :3 and hope u won't feel disguested by it? hmmmmm...... :/
It's been awhile since i first saw you, Yet i finally realize the reason of my living.. And slowly, I started to think of you I guess i've fallen in-love with you Without a single reason If I say I Love You Forever Will you ever believe it?
Thinking of you is already part of my life And somehow, I just couldn't drop this habit
I always hope that just one day, I could walk next to you, Holding your hands Be by your side and tell you how much I Love You 'Cause knowing that dreaming of you can never be enough
But all i want to say is... I Love You very much and I Really Do...!! :)
hahaha.... okok... guess u got disguested by it didn't you? XD well.... hehehe.... dunno what to say le XD kakakakaka~~~~ XD
. ' 2:21 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Yes~~~~~ I Finally can use the web cam already!!! XD
well.... it turn out FAILED at the first time -.-"' must be something to do with the wrong Installer i DL
but after a few time of adjusting and fixing... IT FINALLY WORK!!!!! >:D
Picture of PROOF!!!! >:D
Many thankx to Ivan for helping me too XD hehehehehe~~
Ok, yes i know the pic suckx DX and yes the quality also Suckx till the drain -.- but still.... It WORK!!!!! XD Wahahahahahaha~~~ XD okok.. that's it for now :X
till then... BYE!!! >:P
.Saturday, November 21, 2009 ' 6:08 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
recently i've become a so called "water bucket" 'cause i've been drinking water like no body's business lately..... ._."' and guess what...? i've spend about 20$$ just for buying water ONLY for the past 2days... =-="' and i bet if my mom hear this she whold totally be shock =___="'
so anyway... today's work was fine~~ My boss treat me and my colleague some J.Co and it taste so great.. yummy~~ XD
well.... things went quite smooth for me..... but for debra, things went kinda bad... :( she quit her job today because she got scold for nothing by her boss X( sigh..... she got so pissed off that she just quit it without a second though :X
sigh....~ pity her.... :( and somemore she got sososo much problem right now that i also dunno how to help her :'(
haiz..... seeing her like this makes me feels really sad :'( i wanted to help her but i just dunno what to do and how to do... wanted to be by her side right now and confort her but i can't... :(
sigh..... Hate to be useless..... Can't even help My BestFriend to slove her problem..... :'( i think i might gonna be mood-less tomorrow.... :'( ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DX
Through the trees I will find you; I will heal the ruins left inside you. Cuz I'm still here breathing now I'm still here breathing now... I'm still here breathing now... until I'm set free. Go quiet through the trees.
.Friday, November 20, 2009 ' 6:35 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Just started to work again after a while break.. have my job in Sunway Pyramid's Speedy in Comic Department... :) so far the Job was quite good~ my boss and colleague were quite friendly to me~ :3 and the paid was quite high too~ XD (its about R.M8~900++ per month!! XD)
well.... nothing much happen today actually... pretty much normal only... :/ the only things is that happen today is that i and Ivan were smsing the whole day o.0
It was fun smsing him but he was in the middle of NS so he can't sms much... :(
Just a Fun Fact~~ Do You know that Malaysia SMS to Singapore IS Like REALLY E.X.P.E.N.S.I.V.E??! -.-"' is like about 20cent per sms O.O"'
and it only took me 5~6 hour to finish up my 10$ top up o.O"' hahahahaha~~~ -.-"'
but still it was fun~~ XD (or Not?? hahahahaha~~ XD)
so anyway... nothing to do lah... Dx Bored like crap~ D:
well... till then~ Bye Bye~ X(
.Wednesday, November 18, 2009 ' 12:00 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Hey World!! Cocorico's Zen Is BACK after the 3days2night trip to genting with her friends~!! :D
well... be4 i'm going to start imma just gonna tell you something.... before the night to genting i was like sososo excited that i couldn't sleep at all..... =_="'
ok now lets get started!! XD
[16/11] Monday
wake up 9:45 in da morning before getting ready i called debra and ask weather is she ready anot but in d end she say she couldn't come :( haiz......
after getting ready its started to rain.. and not just normal rain, But a HEAVY one!!! (F5!!!!) so later on my mom come back and she fetch me to Subang Perade to met up with emir that we prepare to RUN down to the KTM Train station and so after reaching to the Train station we are soaking wet!! DX
later we but the train ticket and wait for the train come it was freezing cold inside the train bruzzzz~~!!!! it took us quite a while to reach the KLSentral so after we reach the KL Sentral we eat some McD and Keep going
we went and check the Bus to Genting Highland but its says 3:30 only avalible... It was still 12something in the after noon and we were like WTH?!?!?!
We have no choice but to wait and we waited for like 2~3 and a half hour and all i could say is we were BORED to DEAD!!!!!
lets just fast forward....
After 3:10 we went down to the bus station and wait for the bus, before getting into the bus i actually met this singaporean guy beside the bus with his family....
He was like rather keep smiling at me so to be friendly i just smile at him and look away.... we were in the same bus... hmmm.... LoL??
And so it took us about More then 45mints or so on to reach the cable car from kl sentral, then we walking on our way to the Skyway cable car and then i met him again... hmmm~~~
It was still raining when we took the Skyway Cable Car.... The cable car was quite slow and it took us quite awhile to reach the Building of Genting
After we reach there we called Adam and ask him to fetch us and so we met up in the Arcade. Our Hotel room is quite far away from where we were actually... before going to Our room adam said that he need to buy the "Snow World" ticket for later 7:30P.m. After buying the ticket we walk to the our Hotel room...
After reaching to Our hotel room, before i get to go inside the room..... the 1st thing i saw is a Half-Naked Ainul!! and jayson sleeping on the bed feeling very sick... swt~ -.-"'
So anyway... we rest inside the room for awhile and when its about time we went down and walk to the "Snow World", swriously.... the So called "Snow World" was rather cold like the winter and i was really freezing inside.... my hands and Leg are forzen too!!!!! but still we have alot for fun anyway... :) throwing snows at each other, eating ice cream and play the slide~ weeeeee~ X3
After finish playing inside the Snow world, we use the warm water to get rid of the Frozebite... then later we were getting alil hungry so we went to this food court and eat our dinner..... :)
After finish our dinner i and ainul accompany adam to look for something which i beary remember what was it, and so we left jay and emir and take a walk around the theme park before that we walk outside to the outer theme park and get ourself a hot sweet potatos :) Then we walk back in to the "Repley's Believe it or Not"~~
and dunno y, adam suddenly have the urge to play the "Lazer Mirror Maze", so we go and check the Price and everything and before that i actually saw him again! what a coincidene huh????? :?
He was looking and thinking that is he lost or not? At first i also wondering that is he that guy i met early.... Later he saw us and then walk up and ask for derection... i was like "Hey aren't you the guy earlyer?" and he was also quite surprice the we met again.... then later i introduce him to ainul and adam and his name is Ivan :D
We invite Him join us and we play the "Lazer Mirror Maze" together.. Weeeeeee~~ XD and surprisingly, we were getting along quite well too :X hehehe.... XD
It was fun playing the "Lazer Mirror Maze" with Ivan, but his pants was something that keeps bugging him.... you know.. when inside the Lazer room, its Ivan's turn to cross over the Lazer, when he was lying down trying to avoid the lazer, His pants zip was OPEN!!!!! LoL~
And so the after that we went and play the "Bumber Car" and ya as you can think of it was reather more fun the usual~~~ XD
Later on jay and emir were out there waiting for us, after finish the ride Ivan was hungry so i and Ainul accompany him to McD to eat his Dinner.. Before that we intruduce Ivan to Jayson and Emir and suddenly Jaysone Face change.... Then later before going we told Adam we are leaving...
Eating in Genting's Resturant is like throwing money to the river!!!!! 'Cause the price is like 2x of our reguler price in Subang!! But still in the end we eat in d McD's... Ivan order a McChicken, Me and Ainul just order a cup of Pepsi but the total was like $21++ man..... -____-"'
After finish his Dinner, he say he needs to change his pants due to the button problem and so we went to his Room and is was like on the 24Floor, then later we went to the Arcade and play some games but eventually we end up spending our money on the Bascket Ball Mercine -.-"' Then later my mom called me saying that she's coming to give me some extra jacket and so i ask them to accompany me to the Highland Hotel. Just after reaching i saw my Mom and dad out side the door with two jacket
After my mom pass me the jacket and my dad gave an extra 100$, they went to the casino and we decied to take a walk out side the Hotel.... and trust me.. the weather was so cold!!!!! it was about 16 degree if i'm not mistaken..... XD We were walking on the side or the road and suddenly, Ivan gave me his Jacket... I was canna shock when he actually gave me his jacket you know..... o.O"'
And so After walking a BIG round around the area we turn out tired and went back to our Hotel room..... before that we fetch Ivan back to his then ask him dose he want to Join us in the Outside Them Park and eventually he say yes! :D We gave him our name and Rooms Number to call us when he's awake and we said bye bye then we left XD
But later things gose alil Awful between Ainul and Jayson cause of Jayson's Jealousy and Sensitivity, Ainul was so pissed that he got all of us Kick out from the room, since we can't go back to the room we decied to slove the problem in Starbuck....
Sigh..... Later Jayson keep trying to Apologize to Ainul but still Ainul was still pissed with him...... then later Ainul came down to Starbuck and Jayson Sincerly Apologize to Ainul, Jayson was crying in the public somemore..... so and in the end they some how both of then went back as normal.... But for me things went to worst...
Adam was buying this Cuppuchino in the Starbuck and i somehow drink some of it and went back to the room and sleep.... and guess what? I Coundn't Sleep at all!!!!! Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and btw... before going to sleep... Emir ask me something that really LMAO and ROFL~ XD he asking me that is jayson a gay or something? really LoL right????? XD hahahahaha~~
and No he is not a Gay(i guess?) hahahahahahahahaha~~~ XD
[17/11] Tuesday
The Whole Entire night was a night mare!!!!! I couldn't sleep at all!!!!! all i could do is neither looking at the celling or lay down on floor and do nothing X(
Before that Ainul was sleeping on the sofa and i sleep on the floor, although he said that he dosent feel cold but seems to me he was like feeling very cold, so i just lay a blanket on him and went back to sleep......
seriously i really can't sleep the whole entire night, keep trying to force my self to sleep for a while only but then it end up worst, haiz....... i've be up since 5 something in the morning till i also dunno when -_-"'
8 something in da morning Adam woke up and ask me go eat the buffet with him and so i did.... the buffet was quite awesome :3 after finish we went for a walk in the shopping mall in genting and adam said that he wants to buy somethigs for his familys and so i just took a walk since its gonna took a while for him to choose the present for his entire family ~.~"'
And so i was walking to around then i found a shop that sell this awesome necklace that ainul use to wear it last time~ XD So i was like thinking it to buy one for him, well.... i dunno y, but feel like giving him something that's all i called Ainul and ask him if we could buy something for Ivan and he seens like agreed to buy one(F2~~ ^^)
So i went in and choose a nice one for him but there's some difficulty choosing the pendant for him cause most of them are like "Love" shape or Couple one -.-"'
After a 5mints of searching eventually found this awesome once :DD
it only cost 2digit number so i paid and they said i'll have to wait for 1~2hour, so after paid i go look for adam...
After met adam, we both went back to our room and call the 3 lazy bumb to Get The Hell UP!!!!! (F5f5f5!!!!!) Then after they change Ivan called through the Hotel phone and asking where are us... o.O And we all went down and went to the Out side theme park to met up with Ivan :)
We buy the all park ticket and it cost about 51$ (F5+F7 = Expensive like SHYT!!!!!) then later we went and play and walk around.... before that Ivan gave me his Jacket again. You know.... his Jacket was like 1 of the biggest Jacket i ever seen in my life and its not just an ordinary Jacket actually.... it was a rain coat and LoL~~ he him self also didn't realize it was a rain coat XD although its big but It was so cozy wearing his Jacket Hehe~~ XD
We have almost played all the park's ride... but the best is should be the roller coster ride... XD It was quite Scary and somehow.... we still have our fun XD
Ivan said that when he 1st came here he went throw up for playing the spinning chair and anything that related to spining ._."'
Ainul and the others wanted to play the flying coster, but the thing is it cost an extra 12$ to play... i dont have enough money so i have to passed, Ivan eventually also passed.... They said they would call us after the play, so left me and Ivan walking around.. it's about time so i ask Ivan to accompany me to get the necklace for him..
Things went alil embarrased cause i actually forgoten where the hell is that shop.... so in the end we have to walk around and i suddenly remember where is it!
It was not at "Repley's Believe it or not" is actually next to "SnowWorld".. so after i get inside and get the necklace.. we take a walk on the otherside~
after took off the receipt, i hand it over to him and he was pretty shock when i said is was for him.. he was like "wow... thx!!!!" he open it and straight away wear it, hehe~ i think he really likes it cause he keep touching it... ^^
Actually inside the necklace got a writting says "Ivan Be Happy"... i was thinking of writing something better but i couldn't think of anything... so i guess "Ivan Be Happy" would be good enough then.... hehehe :)
So after that we went and walk around the theme park... We also dunno where we were actually walking too.... but coincindenly we met up with Ainul and the others :3 if i'm not mistaken we were actually line up to play the swinging boat ride, and it also took us quite long to line up..
When its our turn, we wanted to take the last sit but somehow other ppl already took it so we end up sitting on the last 2nd row.. when it started to row, i started to scream like no bodys business ("'-.-)/
After the ride, Jayson and the others said that i screaming like hell and Ivan also said that he got shock when i scream in the 2nd time.... argh..... i scream too much~ =.="'
After the swinging boat ride we went for a roller coster ride which is slightly higher which i've forgoten the name of it... but it was like wow~~!! way too much people and its scary toooo~ (F6~~~~~~) after a 45mints of wait, finally its our turn!! (F2F2!!)
I sit together with Ivan while Ainul is sitting with Jayson? (not so sure cause they were like so back from us ._.) Although its a 3mints ride but still.... it the most scary 3mints ride i ever had on that day~ it feels like you are going to fall out and you can feel your heart is like flying to your brain. and i again screaming like no bodys business..... LoL~
After we play the roller coster, we went to the higher place to check out the spaceship... at first we tot it was an abandon spaceship but turn out its open and running...... we went inside and take a sit, the first thing we saw is an E.T laying inside a tank... its pretty much boring but disguesting... X( then Ivan said that we should look at each other's eye to avoid the disguesting things.... and so he keep staring at me... all i know is i was feeling kinda awkward that he keeps staring at me cause it makes me feel like there's something stick on my face.....
after the spaceship we finally get to leave the crap out of it.... phew..... that was close.... cause if i'mma gonna continue staying inside i think i would have throw up instate of Ivan..... XD
Haha.... kk, lets keep the story continue~
actually... there's so many think i've forgoten aready... all i remember is after so many coster ride we take a walk in the dinosaurland and we actually took some of the picx XD
The Group Picture
Me and Ivan :)
i actually got more then that but i think this should be enough i guess?? :)
hehehe~~~
so after dinosaurland, we suddenly have the urge to play again one of the roller coster ride we played earlyer.. the queue wasn't as long as how it was just now and soon we get to play again!! XD when we were queuing up the line, the Fog started to come and yes its also getting a lil cooler the usual~
as we took the ride, it started to drizziling.. so Ivan went and open his Jacket's hoodie and cover my head.. while its getting colder... Ivan wanted to hold my hand... i was shy but still in the end i did hold his, we were holding hands during the ride... ok please dont think wrongly kay??! But still i feeling kinda pleasure..... Hehe~~~~~ (^.^)V
After that we were started to get a lil hungry so we buy some junkfood to starve out hungry stomach. Ivan buy this mushmellow and he share the half of it with me :3 yummy~ X3
Well... its getting late so we walk out from the park and get some real food to starve our hungry stomach.. I've forgoten where Ainul and Adam went but all we know is that we are looking around the whole entire restaurant hoping to eat something big and worth the money, but seems like most of the food EXPENSIVE -__-"'
In the end We end up decied to eat in KFC.. Ivan, Emir and Jayson was ordering there food while i'm looking place for them to eat... are you wondering y i didn't order the food? that's because i need to save my money for the cable car and bus ticket to go back :X i from 200$$ buy somethings and the theme park ticket till left 30$ -.-"' so siao hor~?!
Haha.... so i was looking at them eating there food then suddenly Ivan ask me do i want his chicken... i was kinda shy to accepet it so i said no... but actually to me its not good to ask food from someone who brought it... but still in the end i end up eating his chicken 'cause he say he couldn't finish it =="'
after finish eating, Ivan said he wanted to look for his dad so i accompany him, Jaysone seem to be not so straightforward about me and Ivan.. More like he thinks that i like Ivan and what so ever....
So after that we left KFC and go look for Ivan's dad.. we went to His hotel room but it seem to be empty... he said he's dad could be in the Casino so he change to a former cloting, well ya in front of me.... well... i dont mind..... ._."' and somehow i found an awesome tattoo on his shoulder.. XD its was really a nice tattoo~~~ hehehe~~ ^^
After he change we went to the casino and look for his father, when we were inside the elevator ready to go down, he ask me something... he ask me do i like the bracelet he's wearing and i answer yes i do love the bracelet his wearing... and so he suddenlt took it off and gave it to me... i was like freaking shock that he actually gave it to me... i mean... wow~ seriously... WOW... really really shock.... o.O but i love it~ ^^ And so after we reach to the G floor he went in to the casino and i'm out side waiting.. Are you wondering y he could get in? cause he's 21 years old... and surprisingly he looks like a 17 years old to us ONLY.... o.O"'
he went inside and i'm waiting outside but in the end he didnt find his dad in the casino... we tried to look for other casino but end up we give up and we decied to take a walk around genting....
while walking around.. he have the urge wanted to go inside the "SnowWorld"... he say he would treat me for the ticket to "SnowWorld" so i was like "oh... really, ok? but are you sure??"
So in the end he buy the ticket for us using the coupun and we went to buy his scarf~ after buying his scraf i buy a snow hat~ unbelievebly... he says i'm cute with the snow hat =O.O= hahaha~~ i wonder is it truth anot... hmmmm~
okok~ after that we went and take the ferry wheels.. seriously... i almost doze off inside the ferry wheels... zzzzzzzzzzz~
after the ferry wheels we walk around for a while then we sit down cause i'm kinda worry about his knees~ he said that he had a knees bone problem..... so we take a sit on the staris and then we chat while... he ask me about do i like the bracelet he gave me, and i say i really do.. he said that he have been wore it for almost 1year++ already and saying that hope i dont mind its a lil old~ well i dont mind actually.. cause to me... anything is new... :) hehehehehe~~
after a while of chat.. we went and queue up for the SnowWorld and after a while we finally get to go in.... bruzzzzz~~~~ its really so cold then usual.... we were playing snow fight and somehow end up quite fierce.... O.O"' LoL~
after finish playing in snow world.. adam keeps miss called me... i have no choice but to go back to the hotel room.... Ivan come along with me and then soon later he came inside to our hotel room for a while... Emir was like so curious that he ask me am i dating with Ivan and i was like "NO!!!!!!! obviously is a no Right?!" Right...?? lol~ whatever..... -.-"' later there were playing the card game "Bluff" while i was taking a shower....
after finish showering... they still continue playing... and then i join in... things gose pretty funny~ ^^ and they even tried to wrestling inside the hotel room.. suddenly the Fog gets more heaver and cooler so we decied to take a walk out side the genting~
when we walk out side we could feel the cool-ness through our body~ we walk half of the road around and we rest at the bus station in the middle of nowhere... we chit-chat for a while then went for a walk again..... somehow... i started to get a lil hungry... we went in to the shop to buy some maggi cup, maggi bow, and maggi packet... well... they are the one who buy the maggi.. i buy nothing cause i didnt bring out my money..
After buying all the maggi we went back to our hotel room.... but dunno y.. Ainul and the other suddenly vanish, left me, Ivan and emir only and Ainul sms me saying that they are going other way and ask us to go back 1st....
well.... before we going back to the hotel room.... Ivan buy some Teh Tarik.. and for a small cup it cost 5.75bucks and i was like W.T.F?! this small cup already cost 5.75bucks?! and so after Ivan buy his drink we went back to the hotel room.. but Ainul and the others weren't there yet... because we are hungry like a wolf... Ivan just open his maggi cup and get the hot water at the water station near our rooms... after he come back is my turn.. Stupid Emire went and shout "Your Boy Friend is back...!!" and i was like "Who is MY BOYFriend?!!" then emir just keep quite only..... -.-"'
after getting the hot water i was holding the meggi bow with only 1 hand and coincidently ainul and the rest are back... when ainul was trying to open the boor dunno who the hell actually dump on me and the hot water suddenly pour out and it burn my wrist... and i was like "OWH F*CCCCCCKKKKKK!!!!!!!" after getting in the 1st thing i do is put down the dow and run to the toilet and wash the burning part with cold water..... owh~~~~ so freakin' pain =="'
after eating maggi together they suddenly wrestling without the shirt... -.-"' then i was sitting alone on the sofa and suddenly Ivan ask me to accompany him for a walk and so i did..... went for a walk around the corridor and he suddently ask me am i alright.... at first i said i'm alright but then he ask me again.... and so i just let it out all the things i'm no happy about jayson to him.... and he listen to it, and i somehow felt abit confortable when i lay out all the unhappy moment to him..... hmmmmm? :/
And so after that we went back... a few mints later he said he wanted to go get his phone in his room so i accompany him again and walk to his room in 24th floor..
then again he ask me am i alright and i was like i'm alright.... then he ask again am i sure..... well... you see... i think he somehow can read my mind 'cause what he says did occur..... hmmmmmm~ and so when we are at his room he took his phone and went to toilet for a while....
After he finish his business in the toilet took the elevator to go down and by then he on a song through his phone that i never hear before.... it was called "through the trees" by Low Shoulder..... the sone was quite nice... then after reach our floor we went back to our rooms....
It was almost the time and he said he's going back.. so i said i wanna accompany him walking back... but instate of walking back to his room we take another walk out side genting... hmmm~ then we walk around the outside and around In the InDoor theme park...
Before we went in side to the indoor theme park he said something about i wanted to speak out to him but somehow i donno how to open... and so he ask me "Do you have a Crush on me?" and my 1st reaction was like "No!!!"
after a long walk at the Outside we went in to the Indoor theme park and sit down on a long chair where is close to the Bumber car...
And Then he ask me again Am i all right.. and i was like i'm fine... but then he said that i'm lying.... well... i guess there's no secret i could hide from him huh? -.-"' is like he really can read ppl's mind!
And so i let it all out again.... from what happen last time to the other night till then... then suddenly ask me to hold his hand.... i was canna blur but still i did hold his hand..... then he ask me to continue the story..... and so i did continue..... then suddenly he ask me a question really surprised me....
Ivan : "Is this your 1st time holding a guys hand?" Me : "ehh... .... Yah...?" Ivan : "Oh, I see....." Me : "... ... How do you know this is my 1st time?" Ivan : "Cause your Heart beatting quite fast" Me : "Oh~..."
he really amazed me.... but then its just a short while holding his hand..... then later it getting quite late so we walk back.... in the end he fetch me back and ya... this is the last time we are going to met... and so after sending me to my room door... i went in before i went in i said something to him....
"Hope we could met in the Next Coincident~ :)"
then i close the door and went i walk in to the room, Jayson get up from bed saying "Next Coincident huh.....?", he seem to be very un-straightfoward about things happening between me and Ivan, but i'm tired already so i didn't care much about what jayson said and just go to sofa and sleep... later i was fast asleep cause i was really tired like hell.....
[18/11] Wednesday
Have to wake up early This morning cause me and Emir have to take the early bus back to Subang, after finish brushing and changing we pack our bag and went down for dreakfast... after finish our breakfast we walk to the skyway cable car station, buy the ticket and we wit inside the cable car...
then after the cable car we take the bus from Genting Skyway to Kl Sentral... then From KL Sentral we take RapidKL from KL Sentral to Usj 6... after that i walk back from the to my house.... the weather was freaking hot....
After a Half an hour or more i finally reach my home~ Ahhhh~ Home Sweet Home ^^
so i guess that's all for now.... i must bet this is the longest blogging i've ever write man.... hmmm~ k la~ that's it for now :)
oh btw this song "Through The Trees" really got stuck in my head by now..... and somehow it reminds me of him.... o.O"' ok gtg now.... i've been blogging for quite long now see you guys next time :) till then bye~ :D
All alone in an empty room nothing left but the memories of when I had my best frIend I don't know how we ended up here I don't know but it's never been so clear We made a mistake, dear. And I see the broken glass in front of me I see your shadow hangIng over me and your face, I can see...
Through the trees I wIll find you; I wIll heal the ruins left inside you cuz I'm stIll here breathing now... I'm still here breathing now... I'm still here breathIng now... untIl I'm set free. Go quiet through the trees
I remember how we used to talk about the places we would go when we were off and all that we were gonna find. And I remember our seeds grow and how you cried when you saw the first leaves show. The love was pouring from your eyes.
So can you see the branches hanging over me? Can you see the love you left inside of me? in my face can you see?
Through the trees I will find you; I will heal the ruins left inside you. Cuz I'm still here breathing now I'm still here breathing now... I'm still here breathing now... until I'm set free. Go quiet through the trees.
Cuz you're not coming back And you're not coming back No-oo.. No-oo.. No You're not coming back... You're not coming back...
Take my breath as your own Take my eyes to guide you home
Cuz I'm still here breathing now... I'ms till here breathing now... I'm still here breathing now... And I'm still here...
Cuz I'm still here breathing now... I'm still here breathing now... I'm still here breathing now... And I'm still here..
Cuz I'm still here breathing now... I'm still here breathing now... I'm still here breathing now... And I'm still here..
But you're not coming back. And you're not coming back. Cuz you're not coming back until I'm set free Go quiet through the trees.
.Friday, November 13, 2009 ' 11:57 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Answer ONLY True or False
Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? False
Q: Been arrested? False
Q: Do you like someone? True
Q: Held a snake? False
Q: Been suspended from school? False
Q: Sang karaoke? True
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? True
Q: Laughed until you started crying? True
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? False
Q: Kissed in the rain? False
Q: Sang in the shower? False
Q: Sat on a roof top? Flase
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True
Q: Broken a bone? FAlse
Q: Shaved your head? Flase
Q: Played a prank on someone? True
Q: Shot a gun? False
Q: Donated Blood? False
Just be 100% truthful.
LAST PERSON THAT.
1. You hung out with? Friends
2. You texted? Friends
3. You were in a car with? Family
4. Went to the movies with? Family
5. Person you went to shop with? Friends
6. You talked on the phone? Friends
7. Made you laugh? Friends
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon? Sun and Moon
2. Winter or Fall? Winter and Fall
3. Left or Right? Right
4. Sunny or rainy? Sunny and Rainy
5. Where do you live? Somewhere in this world
6. Club or pub? Pub?
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? Yes
8. Do you want to get married? No
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl it?
10. What time is it? 4:01A.M
11. Are you afraid of commitment? Yes
12. Current mood? Mood-less
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone? No
2. Sang? No
3. Listened to music? Yes
4. Danced? NO
5. Cried? No
6. Liked someone you can't? ...... yes
FIRSTS
1.Who was your first prom date? No one
2. Who was your first roommate? My aunty
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? No idea
4. What was your first car? I dont have a car yet
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? Long ago
7. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? No where
8. When you snuck out of your house for the first time? Long ago
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2. What exactly are you wearing right now? Shirt and Surf Pants
3. What is your current problem? Having alot of Problems...
4. What makes you happy most? Something something something......
5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to? Let Me Hear Your Voice by Big Bang
6. Any celeb you would marry? .........
7. Name someone with the same birthday as you? Yong Jye
8. Ever sang in front of a large audience? ...........
9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? .............
10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows? once a blue moon.......
11. Do you speak any languages? Basic Languages.......
12. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? I guess so?
13. Do you ever watch MTV? Once a blue moon........
14. What's something that really annoys you? Things that really Irritate me
Chapter 4: Do You.. =============== 1. Dance in the shower? No
2. Do you write on your hand? Nope
3. Call people back? Depents
4. Believe in love: Nope
5. Believe in God? Yes.
6. Any bad habits? Quite Alot
7. Any mental health issue i wonder
Chapter 5: Have You.. ==============
2. Sprained stuff: No idea
3. Had physical therapy? No.
4. Gotten stitches? Twice
5. Taken painkillers: Nope
6. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling Never tried
8. Thrown up at the dentist: Never when to a dentist before
9. Sworn in front of your parents? Once, and got really screw up
10. Had detention? No idea
Chapter 6: Who/What was the last =============== 1. Movie(s): 2012
2. Three people to text you? forgot
3. Person you called: Debra, KiKi, Adam
4. Person you hugged: Debra
5. Person you tackled? No one
6. Person you talked to on MSN? N/A
7. Thing you touched? To many things
8. Thing you ate? Too Many To List
9. Thing you drank: Pepsi
10. Thing you said Too many things i said
11. Kissed? NOPE
12. Place you went ...........
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.Thursday, November 12, 2009 ' 11:16 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Rate 10/10!
Hey World! It's about 3:30 in da Morning and i'm just back from a Cenima Movie Called "2012" it was an Awesome movie... the graphics was like so real and i bet it'll be more awesome if its in 3D man!!!!!
so... that's it for now.... i gtg for some sleep now~ Chao! :)
P/s.. There's quite alot of Cute/Handsome Guys during the act In the Movie too... Kya~~~ XD
Sakki made no ame wa mou agatte Asufaluto tadayou machi no nioi Nee socchi mo mou hareteru yo ne Nishi kara kaifuku surutte Asa wa negate na kimi dakara nee Mainichi chanto okirareteru kai? Sonna koto imada ni shinpai shiteru yo
Hirogaru sora wa sou jiyuu de Nani mo kawattenai keredo Tonari ni ima wa tada... tada kimi ga inai dake
Koe wo kikasete Sunao ni nareba kitto Wakari aeru hazu sa Kokoro wo hiraite Koe wo kikasete Aruitekita michi wa bokutachi ni totte kitto Taisetsu na STEP sa sono mirai e no
Kimi to hajimete deatta no wa sou Choudo ima kurai no kisetsu datta ne Raito appu shita machinami ga Kirei ni kagayaiteita Nakimushi na kimi wa are kara yoku Boku no kata ni odeko wo nokkete Naiteta ne sono nukumori ni Mushou ni furetaku naru
Hito wa dare demo sorezore ni nayami wo kakaete ikiru Koware souna kokoro wo hisshi ni dakishimete
Koe wo kikasete Yasashiku nareba motto Aishiaeru hazu sa Me wo sora sanai de Koe wo kikasete Karami tsuku fuan mo sabishisa mo koete yukou Ima no kono kimochi ga kizuna ni naru
Yeah, Since you went away hasn't been the same In my heart all I got is pain Could it be that I play the game To loose you, I can't maintain Sunlight moonlight you lit my life Realize in the night while love shines bright Can't let you go we were meant for forever baby let me know
Days passed without you can't forget you Letting me be the cloud hanging above me Raining on me missing your touch Nights get longer and it's hard to clutch We're apart breaks my heart It's all for the best girl, you're my world In time my love unfurls 'Till then wait for you girl
Koe wo kikasete Sunao ni nareba kitto Wakari aeru hazu sa Kokoro wo hiraite Koe wo kikasete Aruitekita michi wa bokutachi ni totte kitto Taisetsu na STEP sa sono mirai e no
English Translate~
The rain just now has stopped The smell of asphalt is floating around the city Hey, over there too, the weather is fine already right? For the weather has cleared up from the west Since you’re not a morning person Everyday, will you be able to wake up properly? I’m still worried about things like that
The spreading sky, the freedom Although neither of them has changed Right now, just that… it’s only just that you are not by my side
Let me hear your voice If we become honest, surely We’ll be able to understand each other Please open your heart Let me hear your voice The path we have come is, for us, definitely An important STEP to that future
The first time I met you was Around this season right? The light up street was Glowing beautifully The crybaby-you, from that time on, often Laid your forehead on my shoulder You were crying right? That extreme warmth From your touch on my shoulder
Everyone lives, carrying his own worry Desperately holding his broken heart
Let me hear you voice If we become more kind We’ll be able to love each other Don’t avert my eyes Let me hear your voice Let’s get over those entwined anxieties and loneliness The feelings of this moment become our bond
Yeah, Since you went away hasn’t been the same In my heart all I got is pain Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can’t maintain Sunlight moonlight you lit my life realize in the night while love shines bright Cant let you go we’re meant forever baby let me know
This past without you, Can’t forget you Letting me be the cloud hanging above me Raining on me missing you touch Nights get long and it’s hard to clutch We’re apart breaks my heart Its all for the best girl you’re my world In time my love unfurls He will then wait for you girl
Let me hear your voice If we become honest, surely We’ll be able to understand each other Please open your heart Let me hear your voice The path we have come is, for us, surely An important STEP to that future
.Sunday, November 08, 2009 ' 12:25 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Hey world!! Cocorico's ZeN is back~!!! XD sry for not blogging for such a long time? Me doing "not-so-great" lately..... :(
reason...? ehh...... Really bad actually.... (><"')
so anyway Me and my friends finally decied on this week's Sunday we went to a Genting trip for 3days 2 night :X
well... yes yes i know in my previous post i DID say i'm not going even though they allow me to... well....
you see.... actually they have a particular reason for not letting me go to Genting.. and so on~~
then Debra (My Heroine :)) talk to jayson and guess what?? they finally allow me to go.. and debra also want me to go company her XDD
so conclution is.... ME is Going!!!! XD
but lately some bad bad things came up that debra can't go..... (Aww man!!!!! D':)
and guess what?? there's suppose to be THIS 7 ppl going it should be Me, Debra, Kiki, Jayson, Adam, Emir and Teck Quan
but now is.... Me, Teck Quan, Ainul, Emir, Jayson and Adam =[]="'
and if u dont know... ALL OF THEM ARE GUYS!!!!! AND I'M THE ONLY GIRL AMONG THEM!!!!! DAMMIT!!!!!
ohh well.... for debra's sake to buy her Vampire teeth~ i'll secrifice my self this time \(><"')
but still.... Dammmmmm~ how long should i wait till the actuall day come???? :) Tee Hee~~~~~~ XD
k that's it for now :D bb~ XD
.Monday, November 02, 2009 ' 5:30 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
Old but very cute :3
Romanji Lyric
Machi ni ai no uta nagarehajimetara Hitobito wa yorisoiau Kagayaki no naka e boku wa kimi wo kitto Tsurete itte miseru yo
Koi wa todokanai toki wo keiken suru uchi ni Tsuyoku natte yuku mono da ne setsunai mune sae
Kimi ni niai no otoko ni naru made kono boku ni Furimuite wa kurenai mitai tekibishii kimi sa
Sugiteku kisetsu wo utsukushii to omoeru konogoro Kimi ga soko ni iru kara da to shitta no sa Ima koso tsutaeyou
Machi ni ai no uta nagarehajimetara Hitobito wa yorisoiau Kagayaki no naka e boku wa kimi wo kitto Tsurete itte miseru yo
Yasashii otoko ni narou to kokoromite mita keredo Kimi wa sonna boku ja marude monotarinain da ne
Kaze atari tsuyoi sakamichi mo nobotte ikeba ii Futari de ikite yukeru nara boku ga kimi wo mamoru Chikaou
Machi ni ai no uta nagarehajimetara Hitobito wa hohoemiau Kane no ne hibiku toki boku wa kimi wo kitto Tsuyoku dakishimete iru
Machi ni ai no uta nagarehajimetara Hitobito wa ai wo kataru Kagayaki no naka e boku wa kimi wo kitto Tsurete itte miseru yo
Kimi wo ai shitsuzukeru
English Translation :X
As a love song begins to drift through the town People cuddle up together I'll surely take you Into the light
This experience of loving someone and having my love not reach them Is making me stronger, even my aching heart
It seems that until I become kind of guy you like You won’t even look my way, you’re so cruel
I’ve just realised that the reason I think the changing seasons are beautiful Is because you’re there I’m going to tell you now
As a love song begins to drift through the town People cuddle up together I'll surely take you Into the light
I tried to become a nice guy for you But that kind of guy is nowhere near enough for you, is it?
We need to climb this windy, uphill path If we can live together, I’ll protect you I swear
As a love song begins to drift through the town People smile at each other When bells ring out, I’ll surely Be holding you tight
As a love song begins to drift through the town People cuddle up together I'll surely take you Into the light
I’ll keep loving you
.Sunday, November 01, 2009 ' 5:37 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
yesterday went to my New Condominium for swiming all of my best friends seems so crazy about the pool XD wakakakakaka~~
reach there about 1 something then we went to the swiming pool and had a swim hmmmm~ then is drizziling so we end up have to go back to my condo (Spoiler!!!!! D:)
later everyone said there are hungry so we cook "Some" meggie mee and eat well.... because the stove got some problem so we also end up using the microwave and cook the mee =.="'
before we actually trying to cook we were also trying to figgure how to make the TV and DvD player run and so we take quite a long time just to turn it on -.-"'
after that they watch The Underworld while i'm cooking the mee for them D:
so... after the movie we went for the second round swiming.....
then about 9 something we went back and pack out things and go to the Petronas to buy some junk food and wait for Jay's father to come and fetch us.. :X
so i guess is de End? XD Bubye~!!!!!
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