.Tuesday, September 01, 2009 ' 12:00 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
the title says it all...
the "
LOVE atmosphere" is back again...
haiz... =.="'
well...
todays weather wasn't that good
in other word its a
rainy day today
haiz...
my emotion is just like the weather...
seems like it can't be help somehow...
most of my Friends they already have a Bf/Gf
but yet i'm sitting alone looking at
them with their
Love once
talking, laughting, being Mushy, cuddling
and having fun with each other
what can i do? i'm just a nobody after all... :/
all i can do is just listening to
Jay Chou's song - An Jing (Silence)
only this song can keeps me calm
and at least not to make me
think too much about this crap
relationship... :/
Sigh....... =.="'
Only left the piano accompanies me
throughout the day and night..
The sleeping cello,
its so Quiet and yet so old..
I think you've made
yourself Very clear
I know and I'm sure
You didn't regret it
You say you're upset too,
but then I don't believe it...
You being with me was now in the past
I hope he really loves you more than I do
Only then will I bring myself to leave
You want me to say it, but it is awkward
I don't even want to break up
but Why must I depend on a smile to tide me through?
I don't have the ability,
To accept the both you and him
please Don't worry too much,
I'll still be fine
You've already gone far away..
And I will also slowly walk away
but still Why is it that I have to accommodate
you even tough when [we] break up?
I really don't have the ability,
'cause Staying silent doesn't come so fast
but somehow..
I will learn to give you up
Because I love you so much...
