.Wednesday, July 15, 2009 ' 10:25 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
so.... ya..
school's quite boring lately
nothing to do beside studying
mostly teacher aren't around =="'
haiz.....
so anyway....
debra talk to him today..
eeeeeeyaaaaaa...
feeling kind of awkward.. (LoL!)
so debra asking him that is he coming to
this saturday's Leo's IU Day
and debra told me told
he was very shy when he's talking to debra
and even step back and lead the wall
debra was like
"aww c'mon.. i wont eat you laaaa..."
so they going on chatting
and he also keep being shy and everything
and so on..
after that debra told me
and i was like
"ooooooooo~~ really arr O.O"'?
okok.. icic"
and ya.....
then later charles ask me
"hey! how's u and zoro-san?"
(just putting nickname...)
i was like in my heart
"Oh F*ck...!"
i clam down and act stupid
pretande dunno what he said
".... what?"
and debra was like
"what the... how dose he knows??"
and ya....
right at the moment
i had this BAD feeling for tomorrow
it's something like
it might be worst then what happen last time..
i dunno what should i do...
i dont feel alright now
i'm having this seriously
bad feeling about this thing
is it really okay that i continue liking him?
or should i just forget him and pretande
that it never happen before?
haiz....
what should i do? :(
seriously
i felt like i'm so perasan
i mean...
c'mon la...
how come a guy like him
fall for a girl like me?
that dosen't make any sence at all!!
argh~ shit!!!
what the fuck i perasan for?!
i'm so fucking stupid that
i'm so fcking perasan =="'
haiz....
i perasan too much...
what the fuck is wrong with me man....
that's so fucking not like me!!
ARGH!!!!!
and just today i lose my precious MP3!!!
my MP3!! MP3!!!!!
i would reather lose my money instate of my MP3!!!
argh!!!!!
fucking hate my life!!
fucking hate my self!!
what the fuck is wrong with me?!
haiz....
i'm going to emo again......
i dont think i'm going to
be happy this few days..... T.T
haiz.....
R.I.P my MP3
