dunno what's wrong with my moral teacher today =="'
shouting at us like mad =="'
by any chance she nither woke up from
the worng side of the bed
or she ate wrong medicine ba?

wanna know what happen?
let's start back to this morning
early morning my 1st period is Science
the science teacher was sort-of mad
at use for not copy the notes she gave 2days ago

so she was like
she was angry at first
but then she treat us so gooooooood~~ ^^
she ask us to copy now and
pass up to her after school~~
yay~~ science teacher rockx man!!xD

so ya
after science is moral
we skip moral to copy the science note

so ya we were half way copying the notes
and the bitch in my class was like
keep disturbing debra
her voice is so freaking annoying
so i listen to my MP3 instate of her's

i dont know what happen
wilson was keep hitting me
and i was like "what la?!"
then he say "TEACHER LA STUPID!!"
then the moment i pull down my ear phone
Miss Foo was yelling so loud
"GET OUT, NOW!!"
twe explane to her but she was like
"THAT'S NOT THE REASON!!"

haiz....
then later she brings us to see puan puteri =="'
zzzzz
she makes us sit on the corridor
wtf man
so freaking lose face man =="'
haiz....

at english tuition class
so shocking man
katrina go slap wai kiat
(her bf) on the face man!!
although i didn't saw it my self
but the slapping sound is loud
it was like "PIAK!!!"
reason for the slap is still unknow
but i bet the face will be
in-a-pain until next day =="'
haiz......~~

after tuition went to debra's house
lol
i forgot she's out with alicia for lunch~~
i wanted to leave her a "Voice Mail"
but turn out she was there when i was
halfway writing my "Voice Mail"
LoL~~

anyway have quite alot of fun
with her at padang today xD
kakakakaka~~

owhhhhh~~ = ="'
dunno what happen to me
suddenly so in LOVE to
this song so much man~~ =="'
hmmmmmm~~ '"=3=

Elvis Presly's Can't Help Falling in Love

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I cant help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I cant help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I cant help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I cant help falling in love with you
For I cant help falling in love with you

haiz....~
what should i do now? :/

P/s..
i think i'm addicted to Coke Light
since today i've already drink 3 cans of it!! xD
yiks~~ scard later get Kencing manis la~~ ><"'

i got bored in tuition today so i drew this picx for fun :D




and some random survay just for fun~ :D

1. If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would you get it?
- shoulder, Maybe on the neck? or the forehead xD

2. If you HAD to dye your hair a color what color would it be?
- Silver!! xD

3. If you HAD to get a piercing (THAT ISN’T YOUR EARS) what would you pierce?
- erh... i would still prefer on ma ears,
ma mom would seriously kill me if i pierce any other part of my body ~_~"'

4. If you HAD to change your name, what new name would you choose?
- Zen Silver! XD

Would you…

1. Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
- hmmm....... i wonder... O.O"'

2. Would you move anywhere else if you could?
- Japan!! Korea! Canada~ :D

3. If you were given the chance to go to Paris, would you go?
- HELL YA!! :D

4. If you were given 10 million dollars to keep, what would you do?
- Buy @-cash non-stop!! xD
- Buy Everything and anything that related to One Piece!!
- Buy All Comic that i thirst it for a VERY Long Time!!! xD

Let’s say..

3. Let’s say you had to eat a live tarantula for $1,000…would you?
- is this Fear Factor????? O.O"'

4. Let’s say you could star in any movie (made or in the works) what movie?
- hmmmm......


Other stuff..

1. What makes your bedroom unique?
- got alot of cool stuff?

4. What’s your favorite season of the year?
- the season when Maple Fall... :)

5. Do you like cheese?
- yes ^^

2009?

1. Have you had your birthday yet?
- my birthday already passed about..... 6~7months ago? O.O"'

2. Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2008?
- hmmmmm.... i wonder =="'

3. Are you still in the same job?
- if u mean by being a studen.... ya =="'

4. Is your favorite color the same color?
- yups :)

5. Have you got the same style/color hair?
- Wanted to but just that my mom and dad wont let me to :(

6. Have you bought a NEW car this year?
- i still under age for driving a Car =="'

7. Anything exciting happen this year?
- Nope... for most of the time it's just a bore year =="'

8. Have you been involved with the police this year?
- i wonder..... :/

10. Is your best friend still your best friend?
- i wonder too.... :/

11. Got any tattoos or piercings this year?
- yups ^^

12. Had a haircut this year?
- yes but i forgot le xD

13. Been in a hospital this year?
- 2 years ago i was in the hospital :/

15. Been on a vacation this year ?
- Nope :/

16. Been kicked out of a public place this year?
- i dont think so..... :/

Do you…

• lick yourself: what?! O.O
• whine a lot: i guess?
• yell a lot: that's a YES, and especially on a BITCH!
• want to die: Yes...
• wear dark colors: ya :D
• dye your hair: Never tried before... :/

Have you ever…

• talked on the phone for over 3 hours: i wonder.....
• left the country: nope...
• flashed anyone: Means?
• had a party with over 30 people: i guess so?
• stolen something: eeeeeeeeeeeya...
• caught something on fire: i dont think so....

Last person…

• you talked to: Ting hui and Rui Mien :D
• you hugged: no one?
• you called: i forgot le
• to call you: Teck Quan

Next person…

• you’ll talk to: IDK
• you’ll hug: IDK
• you’ll call: IDK
• you’ll get a call from: IDK!!!!!

Back to basics

• what is your birth name? Wong sheen chen
• when is your birthday day? January 28 1993
• how tall are you?: 166++cm
• shoe size?: 6~7
• brothers/sisters?: 2 big bor 1 big sis :/
• favorite colour? blue,Green,Silver?
• soda? Coke and pepsi xD
• ice cream?: Chocolate and Strawberry~ ^^

In the last 48 hours…

• cried?: i guess so O.O
• missed someone?: ya =="'
• yelled at someone?: i think is a yes
• been online: Yes =="'
• kissed someone?: NO
• hugged someone?: No
• last thing you ate?: Chocolate
• talked to someone about something important? nope~

Finally..

• who is sitting next to you? No one O.O
• favorite sport?: erh.....
• been in a plane?: Nope
• broke someones heart? erh.... can i pass this one?
• kicked your cat for the hell of it? what kind so question is THIS?!

Short update :D

i wonder what happen to me today....
since yesterday night i started to
feel slightly having fever and have running nose and cough
and everything...
yesterday night i've been sneezing for like
MORE the 10 times in a row =="'
LoL... might have something to do with
walking under the rain yesterday morning... =="'

then sleeping that time i felt VERY cold
and somemore need to wear a jacket and scarf
to keep my self worm =="'

then i think the fever might
have already burn out my brain
cause i couldn't stop thinking about HIM!!! @_@"'

then today early morning
i dont really feel alright =.="'
first i have a running nose
then my body tempureture says that i have a fever,
but when my friend touch my forehead...
they say i'm totally fine O.O"' LoL~
(do u think i have a internal fever? o.O)

then debra says that i'm having Lovesick
i was like "WHAT?! No way~!! o.O"

but may be, JUST may be...
i think i have slightly Lovesick? =="'
Argh!!!!! OMG!!!!!
What's going on with me?!?!?!　@[]@"'

teck quan gave me a wake up call
this early morning
he said it was drizzling out side
and ask me to faster open the
back door for him....

LoL...
no wonder i slept
so Nice and Cozy today
until i dont even wanna
wake up and go to school le... =="'
hahahas...

after i bursh and change
into my uniform
we went to school...

it was still drizzling went we walk to school...
Bbbrrrrrrrzz~~~ ~_~"'
the weather was so cold!!!!!
should have take my jacket with me Dx

after we went reach the school
we saw jayson sitting and laying back on a pillar

later that we went back to class
it was still very cold in the class too.... :X

the first period is Science
science teacher gave us do some "Mah-jong" paper work
that she prepare for us
Jye do the writing and i do the drawing... O.O"'

then later is sejarah
sejarah i have no interest in it
so i'll passed this section =="'

dunno y and how i suddenly catch a Cold and
i also keep coughing ever since this morning i wake up
or may be ever more early then that
its wasn't really that bad at first
but dunno my cold suddenly get worst
that i had to ask soon fatt for tissue =="'
LoL... swt~ -_-"'

later on is recess...

ate Nasi belanda and drink a Nescafe Latte
for recess today (heaven~ +w+)
then went to koperasi and buy a
strawberry ice-cream for dessert
well... the taste wasn't really that nice :(
but still it was okok la ^^

before recess end
i suddenly remember there's a mini
exhibition for books at foyer C
and its last day today...
so i ask debra to accompany me and
see if there's any interesting books that
i can read in a boring subject :D

well... the books at there isn't really that intereasting
so i ask the seller is there any nice book
to recommend and so they recommend me a few
i brought 1 "Love-novel" and then went back to class

after recess its PD....

well....
PD is not really one of my interesting subject
but i wonder y i can sit in on a class today?? O.O"'
For most of the time i would just doze off
and sleep until the class is over
even the PD teacher said that
i'll a little bit serious today

LoL okay...
that's canna weird O.O"'

after that its Sivik
aiks...
sivik was boring
my friend said that they wanna play "Bluff"
so i simply join in and play the game :)

Half hour later.....
it's English time...!!
lol....

English is one of my Favorite subject
but normaly i'll get boring with it
and WILL also just doze off and sleep too
(well.... sometims, or MOST of the times....)

but today...
i didn't doze off
instate... i'm LISTENING to
what the teacher is saying..

i repeat...
I'M LISTENING TO WHAT THE TEACHER IS SAYING!!!
and i also write notes on what the teacher is explaning too O.O"'

O.M.G!!
is that really me????? o.o
i mean.... LOL??!

wow.... WTH?!?!
that's weird o_O"'
NO... its seriously WEIRD....!! o.O"'

is that the "Study-Mode" me??? O_O"'
hmmm..... i wonder..... -_-"'

1. Debra
2. Alicia
3. Jayson
4. Teck Quan
5. Ting Hui
6. Soon Fatt
7. Shu Yi
8. Wei Foung
9. Ainul
10. Yong Jye

How do you know 1?
- when i'm form2?

What would you do if you never met 2?
- hmmm.... *wondering~~*

What would you do if 3 & 4 dated you?
- SHOCK!!! O.O"'

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?
- some how i guess is quite good (or not? O.O"')

Do you think 10 is attractive?
- some how ya :D

Do you know anything about 8's family?
- hmmm..... he got 1father, 1mother, 1borther, 1sister and him? O_O"'

Tell me something about 9?
- Handsome? Cute?! OH and he's the SEXIEST MAN ON EARTH!!! xD

What languages does 2 speaks?
- English? hindu? i think????? O_O

Who is 3 going out with?
- sometime with us sometime with 9 O.O"'

How old is 4 ?
- Same age as me? :)

When was the last time you talked to 5?
- 2days ago?

Who is 6 favorite singer ?
- too much to name =="'

Would you date 7?
- erh.... can i pass this one O.O"'

What is 9 last name ?
- full name is Ainul Ariff Daniel... so is Daniel right?

Which school does 2 go to?
- MY school xD

What do you like about 3?
- hmmm.... tooo much of sense of humor :X


1.What is your real name?
- Wong Sheen chen? =="'

2. Do you like it?
- No.... not really

3. Are you single or taken?
- ...... single =="'

4. Your current age?
- 16

5. Your current feelings right now?
- undescribable =="'

6. What are your hobbies?
- read, draw, sleep and play computer all day long xD

7. Who are you currently missing the most?
- HIM? O.O"'

8. If you are in school, the principle allows you to wish for anything, what would it be?
- NO RULES! xD

9. Who inspires you the most?
- friends? :D

10. Do you believe in miracles?
- nope, not really... :/

11. One miracle that God showed in your life?
- i wonder what was it =="'

12. Favourite song?
- too much to list Dx

13. Name 3 random things that you love to do.
- Draw
- Read
- Play com all day long xD

14. 3 random things that you dislike?
- easily doze off when it comes to a boring subject
- Sleep too much in school
- eat too much?!?!?! Dx

15. What are you looking forward to?
- i'm not sure..... HIM? O.O


1. What slept in a bed beside you?
- Pillow and blanket and my teddy bear Zoro-san! xD

2. You went to the mall with?
- Friends and family?

3. You went to dinner with?
- my family?

4. You talked to on the phone?
- With friends

5. Made you laugh?
- often is friends

6. Hugged you?
- Mostly Friends

7. Said they loved you?
- i dont think anyone said that to me ba?

8. Held your hand?
- Friends?

9. You spoke with?
- Friends and family?

10.You cried over?
- for Certain things la~~

Woohoo~~
today was so FUN!!! XD

it's my 1st time going to IU day and
and it was a total fun MAN!!!
Weeeeeeeee~~




so today..
i, debra, kiki, liza, elysia and alicia
went for Interact's IU day
by Debra's mother car :D
which is held on the Great Hall of Sri KL
LoL!! xD



hehehe~~~
so anyway...
yesterdya night i was really exciting and everything
until night time i can't sleep
in the end i woke up about 9something
going to be 10 in the morning..
LoLs~~

so anyway...
kiki and liza came to my house
this early morning
they change to formal cloth and
wait for Debra's mom
to fetch us :D



and so we waited, waited AND waited
and they finally came :D

wow... seriously man
today Debra and elysia
was wearing Freaking HOT man
and i really mean HOT
there were like

"Pooof~~~!!! Somebady Call 911!! Shawty's On fire!!!"
LoL~!!Dammmmmmmmm~!!! xD
hahaha xD

so we took of about 12something
and reach there about 12.30pm

when we raach there
we took a few pic and we went in
the school was a hell BIG man.. O.O"'
and the dresscode is formal
STRICTLY formal O.O"'
so eeeeeeeya....

when we wanted to walk in to the hall
Shalini stop us and said...
"i'm sorry... i can't let you in with your dress like this"
and we were like "What?!"

eeeeeeeya...
remember what i said
about the Dresscode
they said STRICTLY FORMAL,
NO JEANS, NO SLEEVELESS, NO MINI SKIRT
etc etc...

well...
debra's dress is a tube dress
so of coz it's sleeveless la
she do wear a scarf
but it's consider as a
tranparent one
so there were like
"nonono... i'm so sorry but i can't let you in like this"

so debra was like
abit tak puas with it
so she call her mom and
ask her mom to bring another scarf for her

so about half an hour later
her mom finally came and she gave
her a no-so-nice scarf
and she wear it
and so they finally let us in
Dammmmmmmit man~~ =="'

the preformance was REAL awsome!! xD
seriously.. hehe~

first off they have BreakDance Starter
the BreakDance was hell awsome man!!! xD
Dammmmm coooooool wei~~ xD





LoL
then later on they have the BeatBox
the BeatBoxer was so Damm coooool wei!!
he Remix alot of song and it was like
wow... Damm Awsome~ xD

then the continue preformance is a Band of Drummer?
(LoL i dunno really knows what dose it actually called =="')



wakakakakaka~~

oh ya, because this IU days title is
"Standing out for the world"
there's also some Walking Gallary Show tooo :D
check it out man xD

Oh ya and just some Info for the Human Gallary
Most T-shirt are Draw/Painted by Sarah Hanan :D
you are so Super Awsome man!!!1 xD

then the preformance
continue by the Band Preformances


Anthony as the Drummer? =="'

and so the preformance keeps going ....
and finally its Half time break
Lunch time~!!
(it's too late to call lunch time =="')

the cafateria's food was
quite yummy ^.^V
hehe~~

there's one sh-- thing is
i forgot to bring my $£% DAMM PHONE!!!!!
i was like "ARGH SH*T!!!!!"
so it was a REAL bad thing that
i can't take a photo of the preformances T.T
and my friend...
and the FOOD!!!!
DAmmmmmm!!!! =,="'

so later on after the Half break
they started by lucky draw
then continue by the Dance preformances



LoL... o.O"'
the dance preformances was simply awsome too xD
hahahahaha~~

then later there have this Hitz.Fm's
Dj and host on the scene too O.O



i and alicia went on the stage to
play some game to win item and CD
was quite fun
but we lost -,-"'
so ya.... hahaha ^^

so after that
there's another Band Preformances
which is quite romantic O.O


this is the song they sang
song and lyric wrote by them self too :)

so they said that this is a song
to dedicate to there Gf's
and it was like....

WOOOOHOOOO~!~~!~!~!~!
so romantic man xD

they prefom it on stage
then suddenly...
there's this guy that prefom on stage

he run of the stage
with a bundle of roses
(if i not mistaken :?)
and run to the back of the hall
and gave the roses to his Gf
(SFX: Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~)

there's this guy who also
run of the stage and give a bundle of roses
to his Gf too
(SFX: KYAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~!!!)

and ALSO there's one guy Apprently
run of the stage but he gave his Gf
a necklace
(SFX again: KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~!!!!!)

this is a Video of HOW it actually went
during the Preformance :D

i know the sound quality sucks =="'
but this ain't my video
is a Form5 Senior took it O.O"'

but anyway still...
Walaowei~~
seriously man...
so dammmm romantic xD

and so after that
there's more preformance
going on and everyone was hyper too xD
wakakakkaka~~

and then the final preformance
was Band Preformance
and everyone was screming and
it was almost like we are having concert
everyone was jumping and screming and
so things go on...
they sing a few songs
but i can only remember
this song Called "Check yes Juliet!"
it was REAL loud
speaker really might gonna BURST man~!! xD
hahahahaha~~

and so lastly
the DANCING!! xD

wooo~~
man, the dance floor was pumped man!!

it makes u feels like
you are at a DISCO man!!!
everyone's WILD!!
especially Debra!! XD
and of coz....

"Somebody call 911
Shawty fire burning on the dance floor!!"
hahahahaha..... xD

Didn't realize Soon Fatt also
got went to the IU day too
hahaha...
and he took some pic too :D

From Left to right..
Alicia, Elysia, Liza, Debra and KiKi

Left to Right
Alicia, Elysia, forgot his name =="', Liza, Debra and KiKi

i wasn't there cause i was at some where else D:

and so after that
the IU day finally
came to an ended

the IU day was short
(seriously.. VERY shot =="')
but still it was a totally fun man xD

and so the conclusion is...?
Interact's IU day was AWSOME!!!!!! xD

so ya that's it for today
tata for now!! xD

你能選擇要不要喜歡上或愛上一個人嗎？

這個男孩太傻，
為了一個不愛自己的人付出那麼多...!

現在應該很少這種人嚕..
若他就在你身邊的話..
記得珍惜他..
曾在女孩的記憶中，有那麼一個人。

「我現在喜歡的人，就是我前面的這位啦！」
男孩大聲的說著，指著走在他前頭的女孩。

「神經病！」
女孩嘀咕著，
快速走開那群跟著起鬨的人群，
只當男孩拿她開玩笑。

直到某一天，女孩收到了一封信。


『我是真的喜歡妳！我可以為妳做任何事，只要妳喜欢，我都會去做。』
一封信就這樣，沒有署名，短短幾句話，但女孩卻知道是男孩寫的。

『那你能現在跳到馬路中央嗎？ 』
女孩在信紙背面寫上這句話，託人交給男孩。


「我能！妳看著。」
男孩看了內容，當著她的面衝進馬路中央。

只聽見震聾欲耳的喇叭聲、刺耳的煞車聲、巨大的碰撞聲，
以及映入女孩眼簾倒在血泊中的男孩。

「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」
男孩的話救護車高亢的呼聲中，依舊清楚的傳入女孩耳中。

「是你們家的女兒要我們家的孩子衝進馬路中被車撞的！」
「胡說！明明是你們家的兒子自己衝進去的！」

「什麼胡說！他同學說的你們不是也聽見了嗎？我們家的孩子是看了你們女兒的信才衝進去的！」
「真的是這樣嗎？」女孩的母親回頭看著女孩。

「嗯。」女孩點了頭，淚水也在她低下頭的瞬間，
滴上了那張寫著男孩與她的字的信紙，似乎也企圖抹殺掉發生的事實。

「你看吧！你們要怎麼賠我兒子的人生！他再也不能打籃球了...!!」
男孩的母親歇斯底里的大喊，哭倒在醫院冷硬的地板上。

「這．．．．．．」女孩的父母無言。

「我要你們的女兒陪著我的兒子，直到他再也不需要她的時候，這是你們女兒欠我們的！」男孩的父親說。

「不行！她不愛你兒子啊！你不能那麼自私！」
女孩的母親不捨女孩受這種罪。

「好，我會陪著他。」
在眾人驚訝的目光中，女孩答應了。


-------------------------兩年後------------------------


在公園的躺椅上，男孩和女孩靜靜的坐著，
輕柔的風撫過他們疲憊的心。

「你..為什麼喜歡我？」女孩開口了。

「你能選擇要不要喜歡上或愛上一個人嗎？你喜歡了，愛上了，就是了。」男孩淡淡的說。

「如果有一天我有喜歡的人了，你會放我走嗎？」女孩說。

「我從來沒有綁住過妳，是妳自己不放自己走的。」男孩說。

沒有交談了，只有風吹動落葉的颯颯聲。

男孩說對了，兩年前在他醒來後，
他就解除了約定，但女孩始終將自己綁在男孩身邊，
她愧疚，因為她的一句玩笑話，毀了男孩的夢，男孩再也不能打籃球了。

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然而故事卻不會永遠都是好結局，
女孩的心給了另一個人，
沒有給肯為她付出一切的男孩。


「你為什麼當初要聽我的話！你怎麼那麼笨！」女孩跪倒在地上哭泣。

「我．．．．．．只是愛妳。」男孩說，伸手想將女孩扶起。

「我不要你的愛！」女孩甩開男孩的手。


「你的愛太強烈，害慘了我，你知不知道啊！你知不知道啊！」女孩歇斯底里的哭喊著。

「我．．．．．．」男孩說不出話來。


「為什麼是我！為什麼是我！你為什要愛上我！我討厭你這樣！我討厭！討厭！」
女孩用盡所有力氣大聲嘶吼，轉身跑了出去。

女孩的愧疚太深，她沒辦法打開心結，
她因為責任而留在男孩身邊，直到她喜歡上別人了，
她再也不能忍受不能和喜歡的人在一起的日子，
所以她崩潰了，然而也傷了男孩的心。

女孩使勁的跑，用力的跑，
淚水模糊她的視線，心中的煩亂讓她沒看對她迎面駛來的卡車．．．．．．

「小心！」伴隨著警告，有人推開了她。

熟悉的碰撞聲響起，再一次，女孩回頭看，再一次的看見倒在殷紅的血泊中。

「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」男孩說，嘔出一口血，昏了過去。

「不要！」女孩受不了再一次的刺激，她尖叫，使盡所有力氣的尖叫。

「太遲了，肋骨插進內臟，內出血止不住，沒救了。」

「那麼年輕就．．．．．．難道真的沒辦法了嗎？」

醫院裡的人議論紛紛，句句傳入女孩的耳中，她的淚水決提，濕了她的襯衫。


如果她當初能理智一點就不會發生了，如果男孩不要愛上她就好了，
她哭，哭的歇斯底里，因為這次男孩真的要離開她了，他現在只能等待死亡。

「我想妳應該進去看他．．．．．．」男孩的父親說，他的悲痛清楚的寫在臉上。

「好．．．．．．」女孩語不成聲，她只能不停的流淚。
女孩進了病房，見到男孩蒼白的臉，她淚水流的更兇。

「不要哭．．．．．．」男孩心疼的舉手擦拭女孩的淚。

「你好傻．．．．．．」女孩哭個不停。

「或許吧．．．．．．這個給妳．．．．．．」男孩張開緊握的手，一封沾了血的信。

「這是最後一封了，好好的看好嗎？」男孩說，眼角留下一滴淚。

「好．．．．．．」女孩接下那封信，清澈的淚水滴在信封上，混著暗紅乾涸的血。

「我真的能為妳做任何事．．．．．．」


這是男孩的最後一句話，他再也不能待在女孩身邊，他走了，女孩昏了過去。

『給最愛的妳：

愛上妳，多半是痛苦，我知道妳的心永遠不會交給我，
可是我還是好愛好愛妳．．．．．．

當初如果知道我的行為會讓妳無法自由的飛，我不會去做。
妳知道嗎？只要妳高興，我真的能為妳做任何事。

我知道當妳看這封信時，妳已經有喜歡的人了，放自己自由好嗎？

不要在強迫自己留在我身邊，我希望妳能活的快乐。

不要問我為什麼那麼傻。

你能選擇要不要喜歡上或愛上一個人嗎？
你喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。

我會一直守護著妳，因為妳是我最愛的人，
我真的能為妳做任何事，不管過了多少年，我都不曾改變。』


女孩收起了信，她的淚水已經不再流下，
男孩離開她已經五年了，五年的時光也讓她從一個年輕的女孩蛻變為成熟的女人。

女孩的命，是男孩救的，
但女孩的心，自始自終都不曾落在男孩身上。

『你能選擇要不要喜歡上或愛上一個人嗎？你喜歡了，愛上了，就是了。』

在蔚藍的天空裡，風裡似乎帶來男孩的低語。

女孩不能選擇，男孩也不能選擇，谁都不能選擇。

A - Alicia

1) Do you love this person?
- As a Friend sure i do :DD

2) Is this person your enemy?
- No

3) Would you hug this person?
- LoL! sure i would :DD


B - Bryan Tan

1) What do you really think of this person?
- Erm.... cute?

2) What’s his favorite color?
- hmmm.... IDK O.O"'

3) Ever danced with them?
- Nope =="'


C - Charles

1) What do you think of this person?
- erh.....

2) How far does this person live?
- i guess very far?

3) How old is this person?
- Same age as me :D


D - Debra :DD

1) How long have you known him/her?
- since Form2!

2) Do you like this person?
- ooooo~ u don't know how much i LOVE her man xD

3) Do you hate this person?
- i dont hate her cause I LOVE HER!!!!!


E - Elysia

1) Have you met their parents?
- yes :DD

2) Worst thing about this person?
- ehhh.... can't think at the moment xD

3) Best thing about this person?
- Very talktive? hahaha... i gusee is EVERYTHING ba :)


F - Fiona Wong

1) Have you ever dated this person?
- NO O.O

2) When is the next time you will see him/her?
- Tomorrow?

3) Do you go to school with them?
- nope... O.O


G - Gun Ting Hui :DD

1) Have you heard this person sing?
- yups i do..

2) What's his/her pet's name?
- she dosen't have a pet o.O

3) Will he/she repost this?
- No 'cause she dosen't have a blog xD


H - Hor Soon Fatt

1) What grade are they in?
- he's Form5 :)

2) Is he/she your best friend?
- Not really.. but consider okok la xD

3) Ever done something illegal with this person?
- Erh.... no O.O"'


I - Ian Fruqi aka Kiki

1) What is this persons favorite food?
- Hmm.... i'm not sure...

2) How did you meet this person?
- From Debra :D

3) Do you trust this person?
- i think i can trust him :)


J - Jayson

1) They have any siblings?
- yes he do :)

2) Do you know their favorite song?
- there's to many to write down

3) Good habit?
- as in?


K - Kavin Ram

1) How old were you when you first met?
- Form1?

2) Do you like him/her as a friend?
- Okie i guess?

3) Would you go to DisneyWorld with this person?
- Sure i would :)


L - Loke Wei Foung

1) Is this person older than you?
- Nope, Same age

2) Is this person single?
- I..... dunno... O.O"'

3) How many times do you talk to them in a week?
- we often only say 2 words to each other, and that's Hi and Bye =.="'


M -

1) How old were you when you first met?
-

2) Whats his/hers pets name?
-

3) Ever danced with this person?
-


N - Ng Rui Mien

1) How old were you when you first met the person?
- if i not mistaken i remember i met her in kindergarden O.O

2) Do you like this person?
- sure i do :)

3) What would you do if you had never met this person?
- missed her hell alot Dx


O - Owen

1) Are you related?
- yups (i guess?)

2) Could you live with this person?
- i have been living with him since i was small O.O

3) What school do they go to?
- he's working by now :)


P -

1) Have you been to the mall with this person?
-

2) How about a sleepover with them?
-

3) Does this person have a job?
-


Q -

1)Are you related?
-

2)Do you like this person?
-

3) Would you do anything for him/her?
-


R - Roy Phung

1) Have you heard this person sing?
- yes =="'

2) Will she/he repost this?
- i dont think so?

3) When does this person look best?
- Hell No!


S - Shu Yi!! :D

1) Is this person taller than you?
- Yes she is O.O"'

2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her?
- Sure i do :)

3) Is this person your friend?
- Oh coz duhh!!! =="'


T - Timothy

1) What grade is this person in?
- Form1 :D

2) Would you hug this person?
- Ooooo yes i would!!!! xD

3) Do they live close to you?
- well not really that close...


U -

1)Does this person go to your school?
-

2)Is this person annoying?
-

3)Can this person cook?
-


V -

1) Would you do anything for him/her?
-

2) Do you consider them a friend?
-

3) Have you met any of his/her family?
-


W - Wilson Yee teck quan :DD

1) Is this person loud or quiet?
- okok =="'

2) Have you seen this person dance?
- NO

3) What color eyes does this person have?
- Black? -,-"'


X -

1) What is he/she?
-

2)Is this person sexy?
-

3)When does this person look best?
-


Y - Yong Jye

1) How old were you when you first met this person?
- Form4

2) What do you think of this person?
- Very playful, and love to bully Ting hui =,="'

3) Favourite Colour?
- IDK =="'


Z -

1) Does this person have msn?
-

2) What is their favorite sport?
-

3) When did you last see this person?
-

so swt man today...
i finally found back my MP3 =="'
which actually i didn't lost it
i left it at debra's pocket =="'

yesterday i was like
Cry-Out-Loud and everything
and today i was like....
stun already... =="'

haiz... =="'
so ya..
anyway
i found back my MP3 that's a good thing

but still..
about Zoro-San is still another case =="'
well... it didn't actually
turn out what i imagine yesterday...
Although i haven't propose to him or anything...
but still....
haiz.... =="'

feeling abit headache by now
dunno what should i do
and i feeling like a Crap man...
haiz..... "'= ^=

咳。。。
心情吵不舒服的
我的人生真的是烦死人了。。。
我已经有好几次都想不开。。。
也有很想自杀等等的念头。。。
咳~

只能说我会笨到竟然
会相信有好运的出现
咳。。。

今天Debra和Zoro-san谈话了
Debra说他好像很害羞
说说下他就往后退
退到墙壁边靠住
(哈哈哈~~)

Debra说她觉得Zoro-San喜欢我
她每次说他都会偷偷瞄一眼看看的说
她也说他每次看到我都会害羞和脸红
我也就这样傻傻得去相信这废话

后来在班上被Charles知道了
我喜欢Zoro-San的事

我就突然有种很不好的预感
而且还是非常不好的预感

我敢讲我明天可能
会活不到下课时间。。

因为我肯定会被他们那帮人
玩弄到很惨很惨的地步

我也敢讲要是我跟他告白了
肯定也不会什么有好下场的
因为我注定是告白失败
然后被他讨厌等等的
咳。。
(这可以说是历史重演罢了。。)

咳。。。
算了啦...!!
反真这也已经不是第一次告白失败了。。
反真我这个丑三八在怎样做都不会有人喜欢的。。
喜欢我的肯定是个笨蛋加白痴加猪头饼一个

我真的是有够笨的咯
明明知道不可能的事还偏要去做
做了也只是自己拿来伤心的
真的是有够笨的咯!!

真是笨蛋加猪头饼一个!!

今天我的MP3也就将给我弄不见了。。
再也找不回来了。。。
我刚才真的是超想哭的说。。
可是眼泪却不见得想掉。。
咳。。。

我人生都那么惨了
哭了又有什么用?
我的MP3又不会回来的

最近心情真的是差到~
我都不知道要怎样说才好。。

超想离开这世界的说。。
要是我再这样剧续活下去的话。。
我正个人真的会发疯的!!

有谁可以告诉我
我到底是为了什么
而活在这冷酷的世界里的?

我完全没想过要活在这世上的!!
what's my purpose to live on this world?!
can anyone tell me please?!?!?! ):

so.... ya..
school's quite boring lately
nothing to do beside studying
mostly teacher aren't around =="'
haiz.....

so anyway....
debra talk to him today..
eeeeeeyaaaaaa...
feeling kind of awkward.. (LoL!)

so debra asking him that is he coming to
this saturday's Leo's IU Day
and debra told me told
he was very shy when he's talking to debra
and even step back and lead the wall
debra was like
"aww c'mon.. i wont eat you laaaa..."

so they going on chatting
and he also keep being shy and everything
and so on..

after that debra told me
and i was like
"ooooooooo~~ really arr O.O"'?
okok.. icic"

and ya.....
then later charles ask me
"hey! how's u and zoro-san?"
(just putting nickname...)
i was like in my heart
"Oh F*ck...!"

i clam down and act stupid
pretande dunno what he said
".... what?"

and debra was like
"what the... how dose he knows??"
and ya....

right at the moment
i had this BAD feeling for tomorrow
it's something like
it might be worst then what happen last time..

i dunno what should i do...
i dont feel alright now
i'm having this seriously
bad feeling about this thing

is it really okay that i continue liking him?
or should i just forget him and pretande
that it never happen before?

haiz....
what should i do? :(

seriously
i felt like i'm so perasan
i mean...
c'mon la...
how come a guy like him
fall for a girl like me?
that dosen't make any sence at all!!

argh~ shit!!!
what the fuck i perasan for?!
i'm so fucking stupid that
i'm so fcking perasan =="'

haiz....
i perasan too much...
what the fuck is wrong with me man....
that's so fucking not like me!!

ARGH!!!!!
and just today i lose my precious MP3!!!
my MP3!! MP3!!!!!

i would reather lose my money instate of my MP3!!!
argh!!!!!
fucking hate my life!!
fucking hate my self!!
what the fuck is wrong with me?!
haiz....

i'm going to emo again......
i dont think i'm going to
be happy this few days..... T.T

haiz.....
R.I.P my MP3

Do you like makeup?
- Nope
Do you use makeup?
- NO
Tell us what makeup you have , please name the colors and brand :
- i dont use make up!
How many dresses do you have?
- NoN!
Are you a lesbian?
- Hell NO!
What were you thinking about before doing this tag?
- something?
What were you doing before doing this tag?
- Reading comic?
Last song you listened to?
- My Everything by Lee Min-ho
What are you thinking about now?
- nothing... :/
Who was the last person whom annoyed you?
- My dad >:(
Do you have any gay friends?
- I think so
Who is your best friends?
- Debra, Alicia, Jayson, Teck Quan...?
Who is the last person that insulted you?
- My Dad... >:(
Last time you smiled?
- i dunno.....
What do you say when people calls you pretty?
- ya right! that's bull shit right?
When was the last time someone told you you were pretty?
- millions years ago...
Do you hug everyone you greet?
- nope
Do you still have your first kiss?
- erh... can i pass this one?
Do you believe in saving your first kiss for marriage ?
- i have no idea... =.="'


1 . What have you been doing recently?
- in front of my com...

2 . Do you ever turn your handphone off?
- No i guess... :/

3 . What happened at 10am today?
- i'm still sleeping... :)

4 . When did you last cry?
- i'll passed this one =.="'

5 . Believe in Fate/Destiny?
- NOPE

6 . What do you want in life now?
- Freedom >:(

7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
- if i have an umbrella of coz i would la, if no then i'll just walk under the rain ba

8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed?
- SLEEPS

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
- Surf pants :D

10 . What are the nicest things in your inbox?
- erh...?

11 . Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
- NO?

12 . Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
- Nope.. =.=

13 . What was the last movie you caught?
- 17 again?

14 . What are you proud of ?
- Nothing :/

15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?
- Non..

16 . What was the last song you sang out loud?
- erh...

17 . Do you have any nicknames?
- ZeN Silver... that's me :D

18 . What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
- Non =.="'

19 . What time did you go to sleep last night?
- 1am i guess?

20 . Are you currently happy?
- NOPE

21 . Who gives you the best advice?
- no idea..

22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- means..?

23 . Who do you talked to on phone last night?
- no one!

24 . Is something bugging you right now?
- yes!!!!!

25 . Who is the last person to make you laugh?
- someone i guess...?

26.Do you like yourself?
- Nope, not really..

27.You want $5 or $10?
- can i have both? -,-"'

28.Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
- Yes... Most of the time!

29.Who is your best best best friend?
- Debra?

30.What will you do if you like that boy?
- Nothing

31.Who are your favourite stars?
- Jay Chou, Lee Min-ho, Nylon Chen :)

32.You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
- Sometimes...?

33.Do you had even stead before?
- i dunno.. maybe?

34.what type of boy do you like?
- Sense of Humor :D

35.Now are you single/attached?
- single......"'


1. Debra
2. Alicia
3. Jayson
4. Teck Quan
5. Ting Hui
6. Soon Fatt
7. Shu Yi
8. Wei Foung
9. Ainul
10. Yong Jye

1. Would you date number 5?
- As a Friend of coz, More then that i dont think so.... O.O"'

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?
- OMG!!!!!

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?
- erh.... WHAT?! unless he's Gay if not that would never happen
(and i dont have a BoyFriend too!)

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
- WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU DOING IN MA ROOM?!!

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
- Are u alright?? u dont look well today :(

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
- Lol... i would like to see :)

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and you to go to a concert.
- Oh Cooool!:D but wait! who's him?! O.O

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
- erh... i dont think that will happend O.O"'

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
- NOOOO~~~~ *Sob Sob*

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
- Grab his hand and Run for ya LIFES!!!!! (although it won't happen :)

11. Number 7 and you are sitting on the couch watching a movie when he/her wrap his/her arm around you.
- puff.... i dont think that will happen.. it's so Awkward!! xD

12. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
- okie Cool:D lets go! :)

13. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.
- i dont think that will happen.. FOR sure... =="'

14. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can't sleep.
- okie... i dont think he'll call me for that =="'

15. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
- that for sure WILL never happen =="'

16. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
- I'LL KILLED THAT BASTARD WHO MAKE HER CRIED!!

17. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame.
- i dont think that will happen.... O.O"'

18. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
- OMG where u get the Koala it's so CUTEEEE!!!!!

19. Number 4 just got you an X-Box.
- wah.... if it really gonna happen then i'll seriously thank him for sure!!

20. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game!
- i dont think that will happen O.O"'

21. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.
- Aiyo... ComeOn!! Looks isn't EVERYTHING!!!

22. Number 7 looks lonely!
- Awwww... i'll sompany her! :)

23. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone.
- Hey!!!! that's so mean >:(

24. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
- wahhh.... thanks u guys :D but i dont think that will happen... :(

25. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black. What do you say to that?
- your hair is ALREADY black, what's the point to dye it black again??? =.="'

26. Number 2 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where 2 went.
- OMG!!! i'll run out and see what happend!

27. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.
- i dont think that will happend =="'

28. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once! Is it possible?
- i dont think so =.="'

argh....
fucking fed up living in this world...
i mean...

argh!!!
seriously i'm going mad!!!
Crazy! insane!! Loco!!!
ARGH!!!!!

school's getting more and more boring lately
bitches are getting more and more annoying too
ma life's also getting sucker and sucker
ma family also getting from bad to worst
and also..
the world just went wrong this days!!!!!

argh...
what could possible really make me go mad beside of this?!
haiz......

to tell u honestly la
i dislike studying
i mean...
i'm not the type of person that likes study very much
i'm more in ARTs okay?

ARTS!!!!
few days ago there was something consider
as promotion of some collages
there's many collages to study
like for examples INTI, Sunway Collage, Taylor's Collages... etc etc
so i was looking for a collages that ONLY study arts and i was like
"arts arts arts... which collages study arts???"
and i was like so desperate for looking for the art collage
and i ask someone and she show me
it was around the side of the conner
and then i went to it and saw
and i was like...
WOW....
the drawing was like so FREAKING nice :DD
that's the collages what i've been looking for!! xD
and i sign up for it and get a few things
i'm so happy
seriously~~ :D
so damm happy..... :)
later at night i show my dad
and my dad was like
"you still have 1 and a half more years 'till you are at collages"
i was quite dissopoint to heard that...

but then today....
he ask me to show him the book that
i get from the promotion thingy
he see a few pages then he told me
"atleast get a 4B then i'll let u study that collages"
and i was like
Wtf man...
4B?!
u got to be fucking kidding me
i can't even get a C or D u expecting me to get a B?!
What the Fuck man...

then he said that
"i'm not expection u to get a A or something..."

in my heart i said
"ya right bull shit la.... not expection to get As my ass la..."
fuck it man
if he's not going to let me study collages
then just tell la...
what's the point for telling me to AT LEAST GET 4B?!

Argh...
fuck it! Screw that!
if that's so then i'll have to do it my self
i'll earn money my self and
i'll go to that collages no matter what
argh....
i'm so fucking dissapoint man
haiz....

i'm a ART person not a STUDY person!

yesterday night i really went crazy and loco at the same time.... =="'
my mind keeps pop out some non-sense idea...
i seriously went loco last night....

wake up 7.10am this morning
felt kind-of dizzy while waking up this morning... =.="'
(thanks to my LOCO brain =="')

i went to school today...
(not going to "P" this time!!)
manage not to be late this time xD
(haha!)

so erm....
one question...
did my mom really actually came to my school today??
i mean....
she yesterday was so pissed at me
and said that tomorrow she'll be going to
my school and check my attendence
and also said that if she found out that i "P"
more then 1 day she's going to kill me...

but...
she dosent seems like wanted to killed me or something...
more likely.. she seems VERY normal...
and i mean VERY...
oh well...
manage to escape anyway...
hahaha ^^

ehhh....
today at school i really gone nuts la....
keep thinking of him no matter how hard i try not to...

i try not to think of him
i try to delete all the memory i remember about him
i try every think i could to not to think about him

but it seems to get worst
i mean....
the more i dont wanna think of him
the more it pops out of ma mind
and i was like
"Ahhh... F*ck....!!" =.="'
and try to erase every and
what ever i just think of....

every time i saw him...
i always think of something nagetively
or something that will NEVER happen
and things that will only appear in my dream...
and again i was like
"Ahh... SH*T not again?!!" Dx

it's really keeps bugging
i would really gone crazy and loco and nuts
if this keeps on continue man..

Argh!!!
somebody please help me!!!!! Dx

today i, teck quan,emir and Jayson "P" school
and went to cc play game... =="'

so ehh...
it's getting bored now this days...
i decied after this
i'm not going to "P" anymore...
or atleast not going to cc again la...
hahaha...

so ehhh....
y do i said i'm dead?
oh....
because on the way back that time
i saw my anuty walking on the street...
which it was once a blue moon she will walk there
i was like "OH SH*T!!"

and i go hide my self at the back of the street...
well...
manage to hide my self
but...
i hope she didn't saw me...
or atleast dont la

if she saw me
i'm a DEad meat tomorrow...
'cause my mom and dad for sure is
so going to screw me up
and if they do
i'm a REAL DEAD MEAT...

ahhh....
i'm dead now... ._."'
bye bye...

[p/s..]
the "Love-Atmosphere" is getting serious huanting me now...
now is not that every few mints it'll just pop out of ma mind
but event appear in my DREAM
OH MY MOTHER LORD!!!!!
AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!1
i'm seriously getting crazy sooon.... T.T

ah-shee!!! God Dammit!!
the "LOVE Atmosphere"
keeps huanting me this days...!!
NoOOoooOOOO~~ Dx
ARGH!!!!!

ever since my class is full of this
"Love Atmospher" thingy
i think i also got effected to it
that Zoro-San...
he'll just pop out of ma mind every few mints...
it was like...
all-the-sudden!! DX

Ahh~!! God Dammit!!!
SomeOne help me!!!

God DAMMIT!!!!!

OMG~!! O[]O!!!
我什么时候变得这么Perasan了?!
竟然会以为他喜欢我。。。 =="'
哇靠~!!

这根本就不是我的作风啊!!
我是怎么回事了?!
真是笨耶!
猪头一个!!

咳。。
我觉得现在的自己好不知羞耻, 好不要脸哦。。
真是笨耶~!
笨蛋!笨蛋!!大笨蛋!
真蠢材一个!!!

what the F*** man?!!
can't believe i so perasan all of the sudden =="'
thinking that by any chance he may like me
what the F*** man!!!!!
feel like want to slap my self 100times... T.T
stupid shit!!!
F***ing hate my self for
being so perasan... T T"'
sob sob sob....

Note#1
started to play Restaurant City few days ago..
and i'm totally addicted to it xD
hahahahaha... xD

Note#2
My com is getting nuts this days...
suddenly just went and close all my internet windows
and it getting very very laggy this days
internet also getting sucker and sucker each days...
argh...
Cruse you Computer!! >:(

Note#3
stupid blogger...
my Links and Music were
totally all gone all the sudden =="'
turn out i have to Re-Do it again =-="'
Dammit..
Cruse you Blogger!! F5F5

Note#4
still think of him ._."'
i wonder y i like him in the first place..
although he's quite cute looking
but... y arr?? =.="'

Note#5
Restaurant City is really Fun xD
hahahahaha... xD
swt.. =="'

Note#6
i'm bored... :/
so i do this :D

1. Debra
2. Alicia
3. Jayson
4. Teck Quan
5. Ting Hui
6. Soon Fatt
7. Shu Yi
8. Wei Fong
9. Timothy
10. Daniel

1. Who is 6 having a relationship with?
- currently no one (but he secretly admire a girl name Carmen ^^)
2. Is 9 a male or a female?
- MALE
3. What is 2 studying at the moment?
- SMK USJ 4?
4. Who was the last person you had a chat with?
- ehhh?
5. What kind of music does 8 like?
- hmm...? how should i know?!?!?! =[]="'
6. Does 1 have any siblings?
- yups... =="'
7. Is 4 single?
- Currently in a relationship :D
8. What is the surname of 5?
- Gun xD
9. What is the hobby of 3?
- hmmm... playing gunz? or read comic?? =="'
10. Do 7 and 9 get along well?
- nope, 'cause they dont know each other xD
11. Where is 10 studying at?
- My School =="'
12. Say something casual about 8 eyes?
- har?? ehh... cute?
13. Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
- ehhh????
14. Where does 9 live?
- In subang?
15. What colour does 4 like?
- who would i know that?? =="'
16. Are 5 and 1 good friends?
- quite good :)
17. Does 2 like 7?
- i have no idea... =="'
18. How did you get to know 8?
- ehh... not sure... :/
19. Does 3 have any pets?
- use to have a rabbit if i'm not mistaken =="'
20. Is 7 sexiest person is the world?
- oh yes she's VERY sexy xD

ABC About You Questions:
A - Avaliable? eh...?!
B - BIRTHDAY: January 28 1993
C - CRUSHING ON: ...
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: water
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: friends?
F - FAVORITE SONG: 说好的辛福呢? by Jay Chou
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: both..
H - HOMETOWN: Johor and Seremban?
I - IN LOVE WITH: eh?
J - JUGGLE: what?
K - KILLED SOMEONE: some bitch that i fucking hate
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: no idea..
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Chocolate xD
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2 bro and 1 sis
O - ONE WISH: Have more wish
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: ehh?
R - REASON TO SMILE: so ppl would smile back at u? no?? O.O"'
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Lies by big Bang
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 3.15pm
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: what the...?!
V - VEGETABLE(S): ehhh?
W - WORST HABIT: being lazy?
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: i think got ba?
Y – YOYOS ARE: fun ^^
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Aquarious

Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: ehhh???? =="'
What color do you wear most?: white and black?
Least favorite color?: pink :(
What are you listening to?: Music?
Are you happy with your life right now?: nope..
What is your favorite class in school?: ehh?
When do you start back at school/college?: ...?
Are you outgoing?: wanted to..
Favorite pair of shoes?: any shoes will do :)
Where do you wish you were right now?: Japan or Korea ba?

THE CANS:
Can you dance?: i suck ad dancing
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: i dunno..
Can you whistle?: sure i can
Write with both hands?: nope
Walk with your toes curled?: i have no idea...

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: maybe?
Do you believe in miracles?: sometimes?
Do you believe in magic?: sure i guess?
Love at first sight?: Hell No!
Do you believe in Satan?: not sure..
Do you believe in Santa?: Where's my christmas present?
Do you know how to swim?: i guess?
Do you like roller coasters?: that's obviously a Yes
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: means?

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: nope
Have you ever asked someone out?: as a friend ya, someone more then friend? no
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: my friends? others? no
Have you ever been to the ocean?: i wonder...
Have you ever painted your nails?: i guess is a yes ba?

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: 27~30?
What radio station do you listen to?: any FM would do..
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Restaurant City xD
What was the last thing you bought?: i forgot le
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: i forgot le

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd?: i dunno =="'
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: ting hui ba?
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: My teddy bear :D

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: i guess is a yes ba..
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: i guess
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: no
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: means?
Do you cry when you get an injury?: i guess is a yes?
Do certain songs make you cry?: hmmm....

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: sometimes?
What can make you happy?: jokes and someone who have a sence of humor
Do you wish you were happier?: of coz.. who wouldn't want to?
Can music make you happy?: i guess?

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: look up the sky and count the star ba :)
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: wah.... O.O"'

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: black
Current piercings?: left 3, right 1
Have any tattoos?: nope, mom would kill me if i have one
Eye color?: black

IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color: blue? xD
Short or long hair: both also can ba? xD
Height: taller then me ba? xD
Best clothing: Tux? xD

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: almost ba?
Laughed so hard you cried: few times xD
Cried in school: i guess is a yes?
Thrown up in a store: nope
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: nope?
Gone skinny dipping: means?

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi :)
McDonald's or Burger King: Mc Donalds?
Single or Group Dates: Single?
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolates :D
Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries ba?
Meat or Veggies: can i have both?
TV or Movie: both xD
Guitar or Drums?: both! XD
Adidas or Nike: BOTH!!
Chinese or Mexican: Chinese
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: BOTH XD
Cake or Pie: Both =="'
MTV or VH1: MTV!

1.My Name : Wong Sheen Chen
2.My Birthday : Jan 28
5.What do you wished for birthday : One Piece!
6.Happy things that happened recently : Nothing =,="'
7.Most stressed about recently : being in this world =="'
8.What is your dream about future : being a Cartoonist
9.Do you have someone you like : i'll pass this one
11.Most happy to hang out with : My Friends
12.If two of your friends are having conflicts : leave it to them.. =="'
13.Where is preferably the place to go with your lover : i dont have a lover =.="'
14.What to do in Christmas : Give present to my friends?
15.Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with : Family and Friends
16.Bad habit on waking up early in the morning : went back to Sleep again x)
17.How many siblings do you have : 2 bro and 1 sis
18.Favourite song(Female) : no idea...
19.Favourite song(Male) : i have alot.... =="'
20.Favourite Colour : Blue, Green, Silver... etc etc :)
21.Flush before using the toilets? : nope?
22.Love me not? : what?
23.Affectionate to guys or girls : uh?
24.What do you want to shout out loudly : I'm king of the world!! xD
25.Do you dare to go toilets alone in the middle of the night? : if its in my house of coz la.. but somewhere creepy... uhhh?
26.Will you take off your undies while in the WC : (what kind of crap question is this?!) of coz la who wouldn't not?? =="'
27.Who’s the bastard you hated most : some bitch la....
28.What’s the current affection : ehh?
29.Ugly when asleep: i guess so?
30.Whats the time now : 00:44
32.Weight : i'll passed this one.. =,="'
33.Weather today : is dead.. =="'
34.Are you pregnant : sweat... do i look pregnant to you?! =="'
35.What will you do if you win a lottery : wait till i get once first ba :)
36.An activity that must be done while in the Uni -life : being a Cartoonist :)

1. Debra
2. Alicia
3. Jayson
4. Teck Quan
5. Ting Hui
6. Soon Fatt
7. Shu Yi
8. Wei Fong
9. Timothy
10. Daniel


01-【Does no.4 know no.6?】：Yups
02-【No.10 is a male or female?】：Male
03-【The hobby of no.8】：read Manga... Play L4D?
04-【Does no. 1 have any siblings】：Yes
05-【The surname of no.7】：Yong
06-【Does no.10 have alot of friends?】: Not sure..
07-【Anyone tackling no.4?】: what?
08-【If no.2 is being introduced?】：i dunno..
09-【The favourite colour of no.6】: how should i know that?!
12-【Where is no.5 studying currently?】：SMK Usj 4? =="'
13-【How do you know no.10?】: in School =="'
14-【Whats the difference between the birth month of no.1 and you?】: about 1 weeks++ if i not mistaken
15-【Ever hang out with no.9?】：yup :)
16-【Do you like to chat with no.2?】: soso?
17-【Like to be with no.3?】：soso?
18-【How do you think about no.7?】: cool cool :)
19-【How do you think about no.9?】：the cutest bro that i wanna have it so badly xD
20-【Do you love no.5?】：she's my best friend xD

＊1st thing before sleep : check my com?
＊1st thing after awaking from sleep : ehh?
＊Your idol : JayChou, Lee Min Ho, Nylon Chen?
＊Favourite season : the season when maple fall.... :)
＊Worked part-time before? : once
＊Times worked : ??
＊Country that wanted to go the most : Japan or Korea
＊Personality hated most about others : being very bitchy!
＊Are you a crybaby? : NO
＊You laugh alot? : soso..?
＊Do you like to go out alone? : sometimes..
＊What time will you wake up if it's a holiday? : indepants
＊Today’s weather（Sunny/Rainy/Cloudy）: Sunny ba?
＊Choose between Friends and Lover : Friends
＊Choose between Chances and Fates : Chances
＊Are you narcissist? : Hell NO!
＊Is this questionnaire long? : okok ba?
＊How to make yourself feel better every time? : play maple or listen to songs
＊Favourite food : anything related to Chocolates :)
＊Do you like ice? : ice...? Ice Cream? of coz xD
＊Are you full of happiness? : not really
＊Who are the friends that you care the most? : All my friends :)
＊What's the most important item in your bed room? : bed.. computer and comic x)
＊Most consistent dream at sleep : i have no idea... xD
＊Will you forgive a guy that is mentally disobedient? : indepants..
＊Whats the meaning of life? : Meaningless.... D:
＊Do you know？（See if you can answer this！）: know what??
＊When do you hate me? : when u hate me too XD
＊Like the day you were born or been into the society?: har?? =="'
＊Like Taoism or Confucianism？ : what kind of question is this?
＊Favourite cake : Chocolates xD

Love atmosphere is back again...
mostly every one i know in my class
are fallen in love
includ Teck quan and ting hui aswell...
Debra and Alicia have a BF long time ago
Left me alone in this
Love atmosphere class room...=="'

well...
i'm Very happy for you guys... :)
seriously :)
hehe... :D

so anyway...
Debra, Alicia and Teck Quan always
told me to find a boyfriend
so that i wont felt left out

what...?!
i? felt left out?
Nah!! i'm totally fine!!
y would u say i felt left out??
huh?! seriously!! no joke!
I'M FINE!!!!!

they ask me to try Cpl with Jayson
ehhh?! erm... i'm sorry Guys..
But..! i like Jay as a Friend ONLY,
nothing more then that, okie?
LoL, seriously... ONLY a FRIEND.. =.="'

although i know Jayson is a nice guy
but he deserve some one
WHO IS better then me!
seriously...
he is a REAL nice guy..
and he REALLY deserve someone
WHO is MUCH MORE better then me!!

so anyway...
speaking of Love Atmosphere..
the pass few days i've been watching
Romance K-Drama and T-Drama..
LoL...

for some reason i think
i got addicted to it
i can't event play maple anymore...
i event start to draw a comic
about Romance

the point is...
i think i'm fallen inLove(again)...

well...
it's something like....
erm... i dunno... :(

i always hide my emotion
i always said that i'm not
into that kind of stuff
i always said that Love is nothing
i always told my self i shouldn't let my
self interfere the word "Relationship"
i always told my self that "我只弹琴绝不谈情"
(meaning no matter how and what happen
you wont fall in love with anyone or so..)

but now...
i dunno what should i do...
i started to like someone..
Badly, REAL Badly... :(
(okay may be not that bad =="')
i wont tell out the real name
but i'll just name him as Zoro-San =="'

well...
we dont really know each other that much..
something is just like Hi and Bye..
that's all
(consider as Love at First sight ba?)

well...
yesterday morning saw him
in cc with his friends,
at first i didn't realize
until i saw him siting
opposide side of our com
quite surprising anyway...

at first i though it was just some
random guy that looks like him nia

but when i look clearly
it was him!

and he saw me (eye to eye? no)
but i dunno how to react
i was trying not to look at him
but it seems abit like no manners
so i just enlarge my eye
and wave at him and say hi
then continue playing the Com game..
i felt kind-off embarrassed my self though..

I dunno what heppen to me
i think i was blushing at the moment...
for no reason at all...

and after going back home
i started to flash back
what happen in the cc

(the eye to eye stare?)

but i dont want to perasan..
i dont want to perasan said that
he look at me means he likes me =="'

i dont want to believe this shit thingy
unless he told me him self
if not i wont believe a piece of shit!

but still...
i think i started to have
the feelings for him..
but my feeling for him is so complicated..
i dunno how am i suppose to face it

if it's true that if i REALLY
fall inlove with him..
i dont think i have the guts to propose to him,
i mean to a guy i like.. again(anymore)
i dont think i can't handle it..

and event though if i propose to him and he reject me..
that's also okie anyways...

although it might hurt alot.. (hell alot..)
but i'll still take it as a man(woman?)

'cause after all..
it's just my one-sided love anyway...
and he might also have some one
in his mind already...

"有舍才有得"
if you are willing to give up on it
then you can gain something better..

there's also one chinese idiom said
"被逼的爱情是没有辛福的"
means that a Force Relationship has
no happiness in the end

if that's the reality
i think i should just accept it anyway..
haiz...

... ...
... ...!
wait...!!

omg...
what's going with me??
why am i suddenly so desperate for love?
i'm never like that before..
what's going one with me...?!

Omg....
i think i'm REALLY getting Crazy soon...
REAL soon.....
'cause i couldn't think straight anymore...
i can't... :(

陳乃榮-不再



在終極三國中沉穩多謀的曹操，
在音樂世界中深情創作的陳乃榮。
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乃荣说

當我懂得該珍惜時

已經來不及了......

當我明白什麼是熱情時

你早已將淚水結成冰....

當我了解該怎麼擁抱

你却不再需要......

當我學會該如何去愛

你已經不在

錯過的,化成歌

咳...

不僅僅是我,我相信大家一定都有懵懵懂懂的時候,不知道如何和異性相處

但是我想一定要經過這樣的過程才會長大

這似乎是必經的過程^^"

我的曾經已經無法挽回了,

至少我可以陪錯過的朋友們,一起懷念那段青澀

至少我可以讓還沒有錯過的同學,聽了這首歌,更要珍惜身邊的人.

至於還沒有滿18歲的同學,聽了這首歌,我要告訴你們:"要乖,好好讀書,不可以這麼早談戀愛哦~~~~~"

ABOUT ME♥

Just another Average 16 Going to be 17year's old Girl that Love Mapling, OnePiece Very Much...
Z♥JJ(JY) LotsLots~ ^.^/

One Piece♥

Life is “Adventurous”
Be aware it's “Dangerous”
Who's gonna be “One of us”
And a trip goes on because,
We da pirate of the “Mass”
To the West, To the East
Gotta find my way, Sail away
All the way to “One piece”!!