today we ponting school (again)?
lol lol lol XD
so anyway


today was quite fun
went to sp with mun yee, soon fatt, teck quan and jayson
ting hui and winnie was suppose to come along but they
at last mints only pilot us (DANG!)


so anyway..
we geather at mun yee's house
and ya we play some cards and ps2 games
to pass the times
we played the Guitar Hero
and it was like.....
awsome xD
wakakakakaka xDDDDD


haha...
after the taxi came we went to sp
before going to red box
we went to KFC and eat chicken
and everything...
yummy :)))
LoL

then later we went to red box
and we sing for like about 3hour
soon fatt paid the bill 1st
we paid him back later
then we went to popular
i buy 2 pen for the comic one
quite nice :))
hehe x)

then we went back home :DD

the end :/

very Dotz... but also very LoL xD

yesterday was pretty much a normal day...
haha ^^

at night me and my sis go out and buy food
and go back home eat...

was~ the tom yam is so big and
i'm so freaking full man =.="'

then later i go play maple...
lalalalala~
i was playing freaking nice and smooth
then suddenly my left hand feel a lil bit tickerlish
so i went and look
ok although i didn't really see the full body
but just the head...
i know that was.....
C-C-Cockroch!!!!!!!

Yikes!!!!
i quickly ran away as far as possible away from my com
it was freaking scary man!!
i try to clam my self down
then i go and take the vacume cleaner and
then i vacume the god damn crokroch
phew....
that was pretty close... =="'
but when i though the war was end

actually....
it was just the beggining of the war
there's another one at the back of my com screem
i was like "FCK!"
and then i ready my "Armour"
and fight with that cockroch

few minutes later
my room was a total mass ==
but the cockroch haven't died yet
i was trying to kill it
but it keep ran away

then i try to search all the place
but it wasn't there....
then when i turn around
it was at my back...

ok.... my final last shot
i went closer...
and closer...
and closer...
and i whack it!!!!

i manage to whack it
but it seem that it still moving...
so i whack a few times more
but it still moving a lil....
damn.... this is what we call the
"da bu shi de zhang lang" =="'
then i take the dast pant and sweap it away
and throw it into the dustbin

and the final victory it mine!!
weeeee~
but.... my room was a total mass..
so i need 2 clean my room after that...
phew.....

the end... =="'

i'm boring so i did this -.-"'

1. Five things you love the most:
- God
- Family
- Friends
- Manga/Comic/Animetion :DD
- One Piece! XD

2. Five things you hate the most:
- B!TCH!
- Cockroch
- NICOLE TH3 B!TCH!!!!
- M0TH3R F(_)CK!NG B!TCH!
- A$$H0L3 B!TCH!

3. Five things beside you:
- Computer?
- Handphone?
- Poster??
- pillow
- Bed xD

4. Five babes you love the most:
- what's
- this
- suppose
- to
- mean? o.O"'

5. Five things you need the most:
- Maple @-cash
- My Mom :DD
- One Piece
- Camera?
- and Cookies? O.O

today at school i was totally being emo ==
of some reason la of cause...
hahaha...

late on after school
i went back home change and go meet up at ENS mamak stall
with ainul, lai, kenneth, harry, jayson and roberto
kavin was suppose to come along but
rob say his bro asking him to do work so ya...

anyway... we meet up together cause few days ago
kavin and all of them was talking about this huanted house
around usj2
jay say he wanted to try out and go
"EXPLOR" around the huanted house
so we decied to go meet up at about 3pm++
then lai, harry and rob finally came

rob said take taxi but non of us got cash
so we end up walk instate
on the way to the "huanted" house
i ask rob to tell me the story about that house huanted

rob told me the story...
it was happen 7years ago....



then sooner or later......
we were walking walking walking then
finally we reach the "huanted" house

we went to the front
the house was old and it looks like its been ab
the gate was open and the door was broken
or to say there's no door actually (LoL)
there's alot of grass surrounding the house

jay was the bravest 1 one to go in 1st
he was litsening to my mp3
after he went in
we wait out side for jay's responed
then few minutes later
jay came out from the upstare room
he said every things was ok
so we went in together
in the the house there's glass every where
and the floor was half broken
the wall was painted with black paint
and there's hole on it too

on the upstare the room was empty and
the floor was cover with rocks and woods
the stares was full of window glasses
and everything was all croked
or more like broken
at the back of the house it was nothing but full of grasses
canna creepy actually

then after an hour later
we came out from the house...
jay was it was bullshit about the house
and the witch and everything about it

who knows may be it's real?

then later on
we go to summit and take a walk inside
went to the arcade and they play some punching game
then later on rob come to a merchin that grap
as many doll as possible by just 1buck
so ya rob wanted to grap some doll and give it to some one
but he play 10 times 10 times fail LOL!!! XD
then lai play and yet he also fail
but the last round he tried he grap a tweety bird
lol finally he grap a doll
but lai doesn't like it so he give to whoever wants it
jay took it

then it was almost 6.45++
so we went back and ya that's all....

the end :))

my life's so rough this days...
study + school + my mom and dad = i'm going crazy soon

haiz... =="'

a Song to share the World...
very Meaningful

Sung by: TRIPLANE



Mainichi hi ga shizumu made
Every day until the sun set

Doro mamire ni narinagara
We got ourselves dirty with mud

Mujaki ni sugoshita hibi mo
Those day that we wasted so foolishly

Sutenikui keredo
Are hard to throw away

Yumemiru boku ga itemo
I'm a dreamer

Sore ha sorede boku dakara
But that's just how i am,

Jigusoopazuru mitai ni
It's alright if you don't

Hamattenakute yoi
Want to broken like a jigsaw puzzle

Dare ka no "YES" ga kimi ni totte
To you when someone say "YES"

"NO" de aru no to onaji youni
It's the same as if they said "NO"

Itsudatte jiyuuna hazu dakara
We though we would always be free..

Ashita kaze ga toorinuketa toki ni
When the wind blows through tomorrow

Pazuru ga kaketeita toshitemo
Even is the puzzle is broken

Dare mo sore wo semetari shinai yo
Nobody will blame us

Ano hi yumemita bokura wa
That day we believed

Machigai janai to shinjite
That our dream weren't wrong

Araku uneru kaihara o
We just went across

Watatte ikeru
The rough seas

Kimi no mune no itami datte
I always knew about

Bokura ha shitteiru kara
The pain you carried in your heart

Moshimo kimi ga kono fune o orite
Even if you leave this ship,

Chigau sekai ni ita toshitemo
And end up in a different world,

Saigo ni ha kitto waraeru yo
We'll be able to smile in the end.

Ima demo bokura aa
Even now,

yume o miteiru yo
We continue dreaming

Takusareta sono omoi mo
Continue riding on those

Nosete
Embraced dreams...

Areta kono kaihara o
We'll fight the rough seas today,

itami to tatakatte kyou mo yuku
Even with our pain,

Yakusoku ga uso ni naranai you ni
So that our promeses don't become lies

Soshite itsuka
And then one day,

Bokura no fune wo orita
To you who left our ship

chigau sekai ni iru kimi ni
And are now in a different world

Kansei shita pazuru wo todokeyou
I'll send the completed puzzle

today...

I'm....

So.....

So.....

So.....

So.....

B-O-R-I-N-G Dx

the LoL post...

How the cake looks like after cutting...

Poor cake... :/
Winnie and Ting hui :DD

the Perfect Sister xD

Total random-ness :)

Soon fatt :D

The Host: Shu Yi!!!! :D

Soon Fatt and Pei Shi

Ting Hui and Hui Ying :)

The Perfect Sister again xD
Soon Fatt, Ting Hui and Winnie :DD

Totally Random-ness O.O"'
Ke Ai de Ting Hui eating the cake xD

Shu yi, ting hui and the Birthday Girl Rui Mien XDDD

Soon Fatt must be missing Carmen alot...

LoL!! wakakakakak xD

this Pic was suppose to be soon fatt and rui mien de...

but turn out that she run away after i snap

so it turn out a spoild picture T.T

ME: Peace!! ;D

Others: Bla bla bla.....

ting hui and elaine (secretly take de XD)

Me and Soon Fatt (LOL!!!)

Soon Fatt: NO!!!!!

another picx of the both of them xD

Kawaii~ ^^V

wakakakakaka~

and finally Soon fatt de picx xD

i don't wanna talk about today weather i got go to school anot
cause obviously i didn't go again...

anyway...
my Maple de Assassin finally lvl 70 and become hermit le...
yay~~ but wasted alot of dark Crystal ore and my mesos =="'

then few mints later....
debra call me......

Debra : "hello?"
Her sister : "@$%$£^%"$£^ ponting again la!!" (can't hear what she's saying)
Me : "hello?"
Debra : "Zen? why didn't come to school again?!" (sound canna dissopoint)
Her sister : "@Q"£$£"%"%" ponting again la!" (i really can't hear what she's trying to say =="')
Debra : "Elysia, can you keep quiet?!"
Me : "............" (speechless)
Debra : "Zen!! why didn't come to school today?!!" (she sound like wanna scold me)
Me : "Teck Quan say today got the lisan thingy so he decied to ponting school today"
Debra : "Just because of this you guys wanna ponting??!" (this time she sound really pissed off with us, or just me?)
Debra : "you know, you change alot la zen... Our friendship is like far apart already, You are not the zen i use to know anymore... even jay was very disspoint with you today"
Me : "..........." (remain speechless)
Debra : "I also just scold and yell at teck quan just now, then he say he'll promist he come to school tomorrow"
Me : "oh... okay..."
Debra : "*Exhale* anyway... tomorrow you can't sit with us anymore"
Me : ".....!!?" (i was canna shock when i hear that)
Me : "oh really... ehh.. why?" (trying to calm my self down but actually i was afraid)
Debra : " Because there's a new indian student sitting next to ting hui, so ya you can't sit with us anymore"

at the moment when i hear what she says
i felt like she's throwing a boom to me...
if u know what i mean...
it's something like "you are no longer with us anymore, so please move away."
sigh....

Me : "............." (remain silent, 'cause i don't think i wanna hear anything anymore...)
Debra : "So you coming tomorrow?"
Me : "..... yes"
Debra : "Are you really coming anot?! last friday you promist me you said that you'll come but in the end you didn't!"
Me : "Yes i promist you i'll come!! if i don't come i'll chop off my head for you!"
Debra : "..... okay... good" (she sound canna satisfied)
Me : " 'kay... bye.."
Debra : "bye"

-phone off-

................


i dunno what to say....
she sound like she's really not
happy with who i am anymore...

i always feel that ever since Alicia came,
the time we spend is getting lesser and lesser..
and on the opposite side,
the time they spend is getting more and more..

i try not to care,
i try no to bother,
i keep telling my self
that debra is my best friend
she won't leave me alone no matter what happen.....
right?

................

but things always turn out the opposite side T T

she no more talking to me like how we use to talk anymore...
she no more hugging me like how we use to hug anymore...
she easily get angry with me what ever things i do wrong,
even it is just a small things...

she said that i care less about my Best Friend
but more about my "friends"
she said that i don't care her anymore
she said that i change alot
she said that i'm not the Zen who i use to be anymore

she said that i don't understand her feelings......

i dunno what to do...
i dunno what to say...

i think.....

may be it's time for me to go now....
to the place where i can
toss away all my worried
and live atleast a happy life
without any one complain
why they have such a bad life....

'cause the longer i stay,
the worst things happends more
may be i'm what ppl call "dai sai" ba?
sigh...... this year so bad luck T T
every thing went out all wrong
its even worst then last year =="'

argh.....!!
my life sucks...
i hate my life.....
i wish i could end it right now!
My life is to miserable :(

ya u can guess...
thursday and friday i didn't went to school again...

[Thursday] 1/4
i didn't go to school is because i over sleep
my STUPID alarm clock didn't ring that day... ==
but i got go tuition that day la
me,ting hui and rui mien was walking
to the tuition next to 7-11
that day the rainstorm was like...
i dunno.... it's super HEAVY!!!!!!!
after we reach the tuition...
we are totally wet =="'

[Friday] 2/4
jay came over my house early morning...
but no we didn't go to cc that day..
he use my com and play a zombie game call
"dead fortune".... or something like that... ?
sigh... canna boring though... =="'
and that day around 3 or 4 something debra called me...
when she talk to me she sound like VERY "beay song" to me
or something like that la....
that's how i feel like la...
dunno is she really "beay song" to me or what...

anyway... forgot about that...
today i wanna talk about my manga...
there's a sad news for my manga...
some one stole my New original manga script that
i've been working on Last last LAST week ago...
i lost it in the exam actually...
i left it on my desk inside the drawer...
night time when Ainul sms me about my manga
i suddenly remember that i left it at school...
i was like "OMG!!! FK!!!! MY MANGA!!!! HoLY SH*T!!!!"
and ya the next day when i went to school,
my manga lost ==
ohh fk!
need 2 re-DRAW every thing....

so ya i do started a new one..
i'm still trying to create New character and everything..
but i dunno y...
my drawing skill is getting suckish and suckish
when ever i try to draw...
i think my drawing skill is started to get lag behind....

sigh..... =="'
my life is so troubling... T.T"'

didn't went to school today AGAIN...
but seriously, tomorrow i'm going no matter what!!
RAWR!!!!!

Anyway...
today was the same...
went to cc and play l4d again ==
lol.... we are sort of like a life-less person...
keep playing L4D... LoL~!!
today teck quan buy cash to gacha in maple
quite lucky 'cause he get alot of gacha items
sad~ me also want~!!!! T^T

ABOUT ME♥

Just another Average 16 Going to be 17year's old Girl that Love Mapling, OnePiece Very Much...
Z♥JJ(JY) LotsLots~ ^.^/

One Piece♥

Life is “Adventurous”
Be aware it's “Dangerous”
Who's gonna be “One of us”
And a trip goes on because,
We da pirate of the “Mass”
To the West, To the East
Gotta find my way, Sail away
All the way to “One piece”!!