"Best friend forever... :)"
that's what she use to said to me
when we are still friends...

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haiz...
life screwed up this days....
having a cat fight with my best friend yesterday...
now we didn't talk to each other...
we were suppose to be best friend
but now we are more like an enemy...

she said that i CARE too much about my 'Friends'
and less about my Best Friend..
well okie.. fine.. fine..
i admit that i DO care too MUCH about my 'Friends'
and less about u guys...
but HEY...!!
i NEVER F@!"$%*& said that i DON'T Care
about you guys and leave you guys alone okie?!

i tried my best to help u guys and be there for u guys

but in the end still....

i'm the one who lost every thing....

sigh...
What ever i use to have,
now are gone....
but now they are useless to me anyway...
i don't need them anymore...

'cause i'm no longer going to
live in this world anyway...
but still... in the end...
no one could actually understand my feeling...

but what dose 'Forever' really mean nayway..???

i Really don't understand it...
well... who care's anyway?? =="'

No one would care's about me...
my friends all started to leaving me...
familys are not even familys anymore...
what else?!
stupid school teacher trying to Screw my ass up
just because i wear earrings...

ughhh.... i don't give a SH!T about it anymore....

i couldn't bear to live
my life like this anymore....
i wish I could just leave this world right [NOW NOW NOW!!!]
im so sick of my life..
i hate my life...

Argh!!! My Life SUCK!! T_T