weeeeee~ today i have a hair cut and its freaking short o.O
lolx~ got scold by my mom saying that i look like a total tomboi XP
(sry mom! won't happen again i promise :))

anyway.. today is was a good day also a bad day la..
good thing is i sort of have a chance to go near to the "guy" i like.. o0
bad thing is i have a hair cut which my mom say is a TOTAL TomBoi Look XD
hahahahaha~

my mom was scolding me like a mad person =.="'
and now she's totally pissed off with me T_T
(i'm sry mom! pls forgive me~!)

sigh... T_T

anyway back to school
today i sort of have a chance to get closer to the "guy" i like ==
well... not that i really like him,
i just amire him coz of his drawing xD
his drawing is pretty awsome xD

Look~! Look~!





















all above is his drawing, and it's pretty cool rite? :D
it's pretty sad i can't draw that nice T_T!!!

hahaha... ^^
erm... anyway.. i not sure about this la..
but my fren say he like me...? (what...? o.O)
NOT to say i wanna perasan say that 'oh really arr, he likes me???'
or like 'OMG really he like me arr?'
lol but still i'm just curios only la..

and there's a another guy which is
my best fren's fren name benji (benjimine)
well.. we met once.. JUST once...

but the "WAY" he did in the party it's PRETTY weird =="'

ok here's how it gose...

few weeks ago my best fren debra aka elektra have a christmas party
so she invited me to go lor~
well she also got invite some of my schools fren which is Jay and Nigel la~

well... she also invited her old cheras fren: Benjimine and Peter to come join the party la..o.0
1st we didn't chat at all
coz we don't noe each other so i only like
'Hi! my name is Zen' that's all i said...
so we keep dancing in the party and we had lots of fun~
weeeeeeee~

ok so it's was quite late already so mostly all debra frens go back home le lor~
so only left me,deb,jay,pet and benji at the place which we call it "the JAIL Room" (LoL swt~ XD)
so ok we have a chitchat and we drink beer in the "Jail" room
while debra is laying on pet(peter)
and just so suddenly, benji just put the hand AROUND me and "hugging" me like as if i was his teddy O[]O!!!
ok it's really shy to say la
i thought he was either drunk or just playing so i don't care la
hahahahaha xD

anyway.. ok..
he put his hand around me, i felt abit awful to let him put his hand over me ==
i also felt canna stun btw...
and i started to get the weird feeling ==
i was blushing atm already...
and i felt very WEIRD~!!!! @[]@!!!
(holy sh-- =="')

so we have a VERY long chat in the room until its almost about 3a.m
because benji was started to get abit tired
(but i think he's drunk... ._.''')
so we went in to the living room and watch movie =="'
and that's where the Most WEIRD Part begin ==

ok we sit on the sofa, well
there's only left one sit in the sofa so benji sat on it
and i sat on a small square chair.. (LoL..)

ok he was sitting next to timmy(jay's small brother)
so he ask tim to sit on the hand lifter
timmy move... so.. there it gose~
a empty place remain again XP
he keep asking me to sit on it but i say nevermine =/
but still in the end i still sat on the sofa..

ok, i was about to sit on the tip of the sofa..
BUT benji when and PULL me down, ALL the WAY back...
and LAY down on me X[]X!!!
not really laying down on me la but on my shoulder ==
and he was just laying down and fall a sleep (must be drunk liao = =zZZ)

at the moment... i was a totaly blushing already... = =!!!
(OMG OMG OMG!!!! @[]@!!!!)

okie.. erm... does anyone EVER slept on you thigh?
coz... he DID!!!!
he SLEPT on my thigh as if it was a pillow~!!! @[]@!!!
and yet... he's the 1ST person who ever slept on my thigh!! (OMG!!!!!)
i was been stun by that moment with my mind empty

but later on he just woke up and continue sleeping on another sofa..
i feel canna disappointed la...
you noe.. sad.. :'( lol!!

it was almost 4.30a.m, jay and his family is about to leave and
becoz i have no transport so i have to tag along going back~

i can actually walk back home de
but becoz it's soooooooo late at night and i'm a gal so...
i can't T_T

i was a lil sad coz i wanted to stay longer de but cannot T_T
after i say bye to debra, benji and pet
i just pop up into jay's car and his dad ride me back home T_T
i was being sad after i reach at home T_T sigh...
but dunno y i started to feel something for YOU-NOE-WHO... (OMG... =="')

so ok now that u noe the WHOL3 story..
here's a question for you...

DO u think he likes me?

i DON'T wanna perasan saying that he likes me la...
Is true that i... u noe "'= 3=
but some how debra's maid - Nikki told me that he likes me..... o.O
i started to felt weird all over it ==

not too sure i should believe it or just leave it ==
aiyo... so confuse la ==

but seriously la...

all the love and couple thingy in LOVE life is really so confuse and weird and i really don't understand them...

ARGH!!!!!!!!! T_T!!!


.........


may be i should just leave it and pretand that nothing heappen..

i'm really really really don't understand what does the word "LOVE" mean...

what dose "Love" realy mean???

can any one tell me? :(

..... sigh... .....

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